i actually started writing this last night after watching their 1st scene together but i was tired so couldn't finish it than. Aman's character is a little diff in this chapter from what we did see in the episode and u will understand why as u read it. but tell me what u think and whether u liked it and what me to continue u never know i might be inspired and not be lazy and actually do the next chapter
Suhani was lying on her bed in the guest room of the Birla
house she couldn't believe she had lost control in that manner she didn't know why
she had she told a total stranger her whole life story. She looked at his chain
in her hand she hadn't even realized than that she had taken it of him, she
left it on her bed board and got up and went to the window for the last few week
she had been running on anger and the fact if she couldn't break down in front
of Pratima Ma. She had finally found out the truth about her relationship with
Yuvraj and the reason he had gotten married to her she had been about to leave
the house when Pratima had fainted and they had rushed her to hospital. She had
a stroke again and the doctor had told them that they needed to take care and
any stress would be bad for her. Suhani had just been about to go when the
doctor had said that Pratima had wanted to see her dil Suhani and Dadi said that she couldn't go alone as they
didn't know what that ladki would tell Pratima and so the whole family went in.
Prats had touched her face and told her she loved her a lot and that she must
never leave her when she didn't respond her blood pressure started going up
Suhani wanted to say yes but didn't know how she could be with her anymore. And
then Saurabh surprised
everyone and said that your daughter would never leave u
and would always stay with u and never be out of your sight and he put his hand
on Suhani's shoulders and Prats had gotten happy. He had taken her out than and
folded his hands together and begged her to stay until ma was better she had
reluctantly agreed and had come back to the house and taken all her stuff out
of Yuvraj's room and put it in a guest room. Initially Yuvraj had tried to
speak to her but she always managed to evade him but he didn't stop and then she
couldn't take it anymore and said she was leaving and couldn't take being near
him when saurabh had once again stepped in and promised that Yuvraj would never
bother her again and had taken Yuvraj away from her.
Aman was in his painting room he was absolutely tired but
happy as he looked at the beauty of his paintings he had just finished but then
as he looked into her sad eyes that just captivated him he grew pensive. He went
closer to his painting almost as if he was hypnotized and touched her face and
couldn't help but say innocence's lost as he gently caressed her and then jerked
back and grabbed at his chain and remembered that she had it, Suhani Birla. He
went out of his room than and was about to leave his house when his mother
called him she gave him a bunch of pictures and as always he gave her back the
pictures and she said how long will u wait for this dream girl? If u give some1
a chance they can become your dream girl his sister Tara came into the room and
nudged him and said maybe he found the love of his life already and jokingly
maybe he fell in love with the exhibition girl who got him like no1 else and
laughed. He didn't know why but that
upset him coz he knew that the person he met at the exhibition no longer
existed she was far away from the person she was before and he didn't see her
ever being the sweet girl she was. He left without a word whilst and Tara
screamed and said she was just joking he went back to his room and as soon as
he entered he stared at the painting of him holding her. He never done a self painting
before he never attempted to but when he had started he had just let his hand
do what they wanted. He went back to his innocence's lost painting and took out
the other paintings behind it of her that he had done and went through them he
remembered how shocked he had been when he had seen her at the hospital and
seen her tell her husband to get away from her. That she didn't want him anyway
near him that he and her so called best friend had made a mockery of her, her
love and friendship and that she would never allow them to hurt her or believe
a word they said.
He had been shocked to see the change in her and couldn't
help but wonder what her jerk of a husband had done that he robbed her of
happiness and the innocence. He could hear the hurt in her voice and see the
pain in her eyes and each and every expression that she fought against not to
cry but he also saw the anger there, the strength and her resilience. When he
had come home afterwards he had felt very disturbed and when he normally felt
like that he started painting and when he had finished he was shocked at what
he had painted it. He had painted her and every expression and hurt look that
she had and he had felt ashamed of himself and extremely guilty he felt like
seeing her like this and actually painting her was wrong. It was wrong to bear her open on his canvas
with her every pain for the world to see but still somehow he had found himself
putting her paintings around the room and he had come in there for days and
hadn't painted a thing he said there and felt himself being engulfed by her pain
so much so that he had stopped painting. He had looked at the last painting he
had done of her walking past him and his hand reaching for her and never
touching her and each time he had looked at it he had wanted to go to her. But he had stopped himself each and every time
wondering how he could ever approach her and finally after days her darkness
was beginning to get too much for him to handle he finally told himself he
probably would never see her again and put her paintings away. Only to than see
her the very next day when he had been taking a walk in the park when he had
seen her sitting on a bench. Her head was down and he could see the tears
falling slowing of her face and he couldn't help himself and went to her and
sat down and put his arm around her shoulder and brought her closer to him. Her
face was on his shoulder and they sat in silence for he didn't how long and then
he felt her hands holding him and she came closer to him and he held her even
tighter and just rocked her gently as he felt her tears on his skin. He kept on
telling her everything was going to be all right and that he would always be
with her.
Suhani shivered a bit as the cold air hit her face she
closed her eyes and couldn't help but remember how protected she had felt in
his arms and how tightly and gently he had held her and caressed her. She had
heard him say over and over how everything was going to be ok and he would be
with her as if it was a mantra. She didn't know what had triggered her
realizing that she didn't know the person who was telling her those words and
she had finally moved away from him and looked at him and had been shocked that
it was Aman. He looked at her nervously and she had been in total shock as she
saw her arms where around his neck and she had moved her hand so fast away from
him that she hadn't realized that her 1 hand had been holding onto his chain.
She had gotten up to leave when he said that if she ever
needed him that he was there for her, she heard the sympathy in his voice and
that irritated her she had enough of people feeling sorry for her to last her a
life time. And she had turned and looked at him and said why would I need u or
any1 I can take care of myself and I don't need any1s sympathy I can manage on
my own and turned to leave. When he said that he knew she could take care of
herself but that he had wanted to be her friend she turned back and went closer
to him and said u want friendship and chuckled a bit and said I rather make
enemies than friends. And he said he understood but she never allowed him to
finish and said that what did he know about friendship and relationships? And said
u want to know what is real friendship is and said my childhood friend got me
married to a guy who loved her so that her plans of getting married to the love
of her life wouldn't be disturbed. And then when her life went bad she decided
that she wanted the man she had never loved back in her life coz she finally
realized what a great guy he was. There was utter silence btw them for a few
seconds and then she said friendship and me just don't go together anymore and
walked away from him.
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