regarding the theory of life ...my philosophy is, "experience and surrounding makes us what we are" ...Faouzia(hope spell it right) u r doing all this only for ur daughter ...and when they became responsible they will acknowledge ur efforts ...
my experience ...when I was in 5th my grandma(fathers mom) died ...she was mentally sick ...and we hated the fact of her staying with her we get frustrated with her deeds ...later I understand the fact(from people and my mom, even presently my bua ji's try to provoke me and my brother against my mother) that she hated my mom ...and always favoured my other aunts ...and keeps provoking my dad along with her daughters against my mom ...when grandma falls sick first my parents bring her to city with them ...but she keeps on taunting my mom and causes fight everyday ...later my bua ji (fathet sister) she interfered in between ...accused my mom of not taking care of grandma ...before going with her my grandma created a scene in front of whole neighborhood that she will never came back here ...even neighbors ask her not to say that...later when she lost her mental balance ...bua ji raised hands ...my father asked his brothers to take care of her even paid them monthly for this ...later they also raised hands ...in the last my father brought her to same home in city ...my mom was unwilling to took care of her ..because of her past action (but my mom's mother ask her to do so ...after all she is ur mother also ...whatever she did was wrong but she needs ur help ...if u will not do who will do) ...at that time me and my brother were irritated with our parents for keep grandma home ...not shifting her to any good mental asylum
...but now we respect them ...we learnt the fact that parents help us in initial phase of our life ...and we should help them back in last phase of their life ...
Now why i am telling this story here...as we say karma came back ...my parents(father) are not acknowledged by his brothers and sisters ...but later when my eldest uncle got cancer ...his children treated him like a material ...they said we are getting u treated (which was my uncle's money) is more than enough .. u didn't did even this much for ur mother ...NOw coming to my name @dd its tamanna not tamannah ...why I not prefer it here ...because tamanna is totally different person she is extremely introvert person ...never open to anybody ...she never give her opinion on things randomly (especially in her family)...she just listen to everyone and try to understand their pov ...what make them thinks like that ...just incorporating others good thought and thinking style in her...never interfering in between ...(although due to this I am quiet good in judging people reaction and intentions in my real life)
...but I have never retaliated just listen to others and understand them ...just because of my this habit I am very bad in expressing my thoughts ...but there are many advantages in my life till now which I know I will not get later ...whether in school or college ...I am recognized for my qualities among teachers and classmates ...in family my cousins consider my advice (of course only younger than me)...
I have a great luck in my life and believe in destiny ...but I am not a religious or spiritual person ...always tries to find practical angle in human behavior
...but I know life is not a fairy tale ...hardships came sooner or later ...I just want to develop my personality and thinking and analysing capacity ...but most importantly expressing power
so this is my story in short
...everyone kindly choose between rex, ryan, tanu
Edited by Rex_Ryan - 9 years ago
