Originally posted by: pratikshaa100
He never received such selfless, undemanding love in his entire life. BM and Sabherwals are happy with him only when he does certain stuff. He just desperately wants to keep that love with him forever, at any cost. He is not borderline psycho, rather a lost child who did not even have his parents love and support throughout his life. No matter what he does, I can't hate him ever.
Yes he is. He is a lost lonely hurt n vulnerable child in the body of a man. A child who still hurts over having to live like an orphan/adopted child despite having parents. His vulnerability and weak side comes only out in front of Anokhi. I don’t think he has ever said to anyone in his life, that he needs them. Nor do I ever think he thought himself vulnerable enough to need anyone. He said it only to her, coz she is the only one who has loved him so selflessly, unconditionally, beyond all reasons n setbacks.
Like you said, BM n BP always expected him to prove his loyalty to them for loving him, caring for him or for sacrificing their life in taking care of him. (My blood boils when I type this, bunch of sadists)
He has never known true love until now. True happiness until now. Like he said in the birthday episode, life mein pehli bar life mein itna Khush Tha. Or after the accident episode, Maine itna kuch socha Tha, plan kiya tha. Maybe I don’t deserve it. My heart broke for him then.
He has never had anyone love him for his heart till Anokhi. So, How will he not want to keep that love with him forever. But also doesn’t justify his act. Nothing can. He has to learn to control his impulsive nature.
So me too. I can’t hate him. Coz at the core he is just yearning for love. But, I can be mighty pissed and mad at him for doing blunder after blunder.