ANURAJ EPISODIC- MERI SAIBAAN UPDATED PG 3! - Page 5

Originally posted by: poorva22

ok my jaan now i get it samajh gayi u know when i also went into depression because of such a phase did not have friends completely broke down but my mom was always there for me then all of a sudden from an innocent and dumb kid i became a mature young woman that is wat my mom says i did not live a teenage did not have friends i still dont have, for me it is just this forum where i have expressed myself as a mad person something even my mom completely does not know! but m happy that atleast i got brains and then yo know all my those so called friends came back to me and i was like do i even know u! thats my story

That's happening with me now!! I hav my exams and recently I got a surprise in my school annual day! I won the best all rounder and best outgoing student of the year! ( not boasting but just telling it as a fact)I was in utter shock and tears wen I heard my name! The next day all my so called frnds started asking help and they wanted to do combine studies with me! I felt like they r so matlabi!! I felt like now y do u want me! All of a sudden they started talking to me all friendly!! Now also I don't know what to do with them! I'm in a confused state whether to accept them or not😕 That's y I ignore them

ohho alrounder haa👏👏👏👏👏 this is wat happens mishti but more than ignoring u just need to face them and their so called reality! why did they leave u? was the reason concrete and now as u say they are coming back to u so all i say is wat i did was prioritize i chose family time, studies and my hobbies over my numd, dumb and lame friends in your case the decision shud be urs but i say they shud know ur actual worth purely my pov!😊

Originally posted by: poorva22

ohho alrounder haa👏 this is wat happens mishti but more than ignoring u just need to face them and their so called reality! why did they leave u? was the reason concrete and now as u say they are coming back to u so all i say is wat i did was prioritize i chose family time, studies and my hobbies over my numd, dumb and lame friends in your case the decision shud be urs but i say they shud know ur actual worth purely my pov!😊

Thank u!! Actually though they left me I feel bad to leave them and hurt them! So I just talk to them with all laughter and giggle as they do so that they don't feel that I'm indifferent! But inside I feel that again I'll b put down to a deeper misery! And no one is there to listen to what I wanna say! So it's just that I kep it in me and it gets buried! Infact they confronted me during revision exam times and I told them clearly I didn't want to indulge myself in it! They ruined my mood but I couldn't cry it out to anyone also! They expected that this would put me down in studies but still I didn't give up! I did my best and I got 194/200 and they were all the more pissed with it! They Infact showed it in front of me! I can write a book with what all they did! But I feel like bearing all that they did and still talk to them

Originally posted by: shrividhya

Thank u!! Actually though they left me I feel bad to leave them and hurt them! So I just talk to them with all laughter and giggle as they do so that they don't feel that I'm indifferent! But inside I feel that again I'll b put down to a deeper misery! And no one is there to listen to what I wanna say! So it's just that I kep it in me and it gets buried! Infact they confronted me during revision exam times and I told them clearly I didn't want to indulge myself in it! They ruined my mood but I couldn't cry it out to anyone also! They expected that this would put me down in studies but still I didn't give up! I did my best and I got 194/200 and they were all the more pissed with it! They Infact showed it in front of me! I can write a book with what all they did! But I feel like bearing all that they did and still talk to them

mishti u know this is your time of transition of becoming mature so with all my experience i say dont give a damn to them

• you are better then them and u proved it
• you have more imp things to do,more imp ppl and most imp is ur tym such a free commodity that u think abt them
• just get away from them it will be difficult, even painful but the only fact is they dont know u,they dont value u and they hold negative emotions which hurt u
• u know hold urself imp ur such a bubbly person, so good at heart, so so good in studies and m sure of ur many many good qualities like this so just question urself do those ppl really deserve u i dont think so
• for now focus on ur exams they are the most imp u cannot waste ur time thinking abt such ppl
  

ab bataa wat is ur haale dil

MY hal e dil is bahut mast!! I don't know God has made me like that ki if anyone tries to hurt me it doesn't affect me at all!! This makes me feel that God is on my side!!😃 And I'm happy with all of u and whom I hav! And ya I don't care a damn for those!!😡

Originally posted by: shrividhya

MY hal e dil is bahut mast!! I don't know God has made me like that ki if anyone tries to hurt me it doesn't affect me at all!! This makes me feel that God is on my side!!😃 And I'm happy with all of u and whom I hav! And ya I don't care a damn for those!!😡

that is wat even i wanna say god is with u and even all ur name, lame and dumb friends dont deserve u, u know u can be good to them because ur not like them but pls dear dont let them hurt u they dont deserve ur energy as pain😊

Originally posted by: poorva22

that is wat even i wanna say god is with u and even all ur name, lame and dumb friends dont deserve u, u know u can be good to them because ur not like them but pls dear dont let them hurt u they dont deserve ur energy as pain😊

Thank u poitu!!!!!😃 Love u again!!!!

always der for u mishti even if things go from here to there just keep one thing constant in ur mind that u r imp, u are a good hearted person, u have a good level of understanding which is tested time and again but u r strong because nobody's just a few harsh words can have a toll on ur confidence and intelligence, u proved it and there are many many ppl in this world who really love u for whom u can be a reason to smile, to be happy, just remember some ppl who feel good in r company and recall all the ppl whom u have wholehearted helped and just say m strong, m important, m special because nobody can be like me!😃

I really loved this piece of advice poitu!!!! Ab dekhti hoon TOH I feel like ur episodic thread is spammed!!😆 It's full of our convo😆

Originally posted by: shrividhya

I really loved this piece of advice poitu!!!! Ab dekhti hoon TOH I feel like ur episodic thread is spammed!!😆 It's full of our convo😆

haa re😆 par koi baat nahi just tell me mujhe ye sab bataake are u feeling lighter!😊