What holds Payal back?
Is it her dad's hopes and needs?
Is it her mom's fear of society and values?
Is it her fear to face all on her wedding day (her big day)?
Is it an inability to open her heart to her parents on her wedding day?
Is it the desire to be married?
Is it a lack of courage to do what is morally right?
Is it the shock of exposure to the real face of the Prasad's?
Is it timidity to face life?
In my opinion the answer to all of the above is a NO, NO, NO
It is the fact - that she felt it was too late to turn back
She had to keep going. Looking straight at the road and try to do right what is wrong.
She knows this is not a new beginning but entry into a battlefield where the fight is between the good that is in her and Jug's crooked values (or should I say lack of values).
She knows she has been trapped - not her parents or her siblings.
She knows she was the target and the first war of the battle has been won by Jug and Ayyo
She has to recoup, she has to think - there is no time for regret, remorse or holding on
She has to keep moving on.
She has to find that "triple-helix" energy that will give her the wisdom and power to conquer her inner fears and Jog-Ayyo the outer demons (Gul called them pishaash).
These PAYALS or SHACKLES that were bound on her by Jug-Ayyo
Were put on so she would find a way to be free
Her inner voice is calling - calling upon her to be free
Be it for reason - be it for love - be it for morality and sanity
She hears the voice calling, calling to be free
Her inner voice is strong enough to awaken her
Her worries are as big as a tsunami
But she knows something good comes with the bad
Is that not why Gul was sent - to fore warn and portend
She will not take the easy road
She knows life is not to be lived all sad
There is hope - she just has to find that silver lining
She will not take the easy road - just show her the silver lining
And she will keep on keeping on
Jug-Ayyo better beware - you are just about to face your worst nightmare
Edited by anonee - 10 years ago