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Avan, Aval Adhu 468

The words " stunned, shocked " would not suffice to describe what everyone felt or thought as they stood staring at Spartan who had just finished narrating the story of the sacred pendant with the Kali Yantra that lay in the pooja tray.

Daksha true to soul and her nature, began clapping loudly, and then unable to hold herself back she stepped forward and hugged Spartan tightly, exclaiming, ' Young man, you are just an amazing creature. How do you know all this?'

A thousand questions bubbled up in Madhu's mind but she could not form them into sounds and instead began crying happily and sadly and did both at the same time.

Daksha stepping back, looked up into Spartan's eyes and enthusiastically asked, ' Who are you, young man? ' and then abruptly fell silent and stood staring at him with open mouth and big eyes.

Parthiban hurriedly stepped forward fearing for Daksha's well-being and apologized to Spartan, ' Sir, please don't hurt her. For despite all her brutally frank and honest questions and observations, she is a very kind, gentle, and helping soul.'

Placing his right hand on Daksha's head, Spartan looked at Parthiban and said, ' I would never hurt her or any of you. For that matter, I rarely hurt anybody and it is usually people who bring hurt and sorrow on themselves.'

Turning to Daksha, ' You are all right as you are right now. But, just be careful with that awesome intelligence of yours. For, the rest of us are not equipped to handle all that you throw at us.'

Then giving her a gentle hug, he told her, ' We will talk more. Soon ' and looked at Madhu and Ravi and asked them if they were ready to get married.

All of them nodded like Zombies and began to gather around the small pooja room when Major Param Singh entered and announced in a loud voice, ' I am extremely sorry for interrupting this moment but we have a small problem.'

Ravi smiled and asked him, ' Major Saab, what is the problem now? More unexpected guests?'

Major Param Singh nodded and smiled, ' The words, more and guests would both be the wrong way to describe the crowd that is waiting outside and they are clamoring for you, sir.'

Rasaathi Ammal hurriedly and worriedly asked Ravi what was going on outside.

Smiling, he replied, ' Amma, you think I can get married in our own village, and that too in secret.'

Shrugging his shoulders casually, ' We tried but failed ' and looking at everybody, ' Okay people, I think it is time to shift this ceremony to the front porch right away.'

Unable to comprehend his mysterious words, all of them mutely followed Ravi and Rasaathi Ammal as they went out to meet the crowd of people who were supposedly gathered outside the house.

They went out and saw for themselves the entire population of Kumarapalayam standing there and the crowd was made up of all ages.

The moment they saw Ravi, a few of the village elders spoke up loudly and with passion.

' Master sir, Iyaa, this village and all of us exist because of you and you alone. All of us worship you and thank you more than the very God that stands watch over this land.'

An old lady began to cry loudly, ' All of us look on you as our firstborn and as our leader and yet you want to get married in secret. How can you keep us away from attending one of the most important ceremonies that is taking place among all of us?'

The oldest man, Kannappan folded his hands and wailed with emotion, ' Saami, the land we live on, work on and the school that our children, and grandchildren study in are because of your kindness and benevolence. How can you stop us from attending and giving our blessing to you, who we think of as our very child?'

Falling to his knees, he begged for himself and for all the others, ' Please don't separate us from you and your family.'

Ravi nodded and then stepping aside pointed to his mother and the priest who were placing the family deity of the Madurai Amman on a small stool and said, ' Forgive me for hurting all of you but the circumstances were such that I was left with no choice. But, now that all of you are here, we will get married before you and with all your blessings.'

Taking Madhu's hand in his, Ravi slowly stepped down the stairs and stood next to the porch and together with everybody watched as the priest began to chant and invoke the entities that preside over a Hindu wedding.

After a few moments of chanting, he came down and raised the tray and Ravi Kumar took the sacred thread with the pendant and gently placed it around Madhurima's neck and tied the first knot and magic happened.

The magic, the miracle that took place would be spoken of, whispered reverently for decades to come and long after Ravi and Madhu and everyone there would have passed on.

Hundreds of flowers began to rain down from the trees and everyone looked up to see what was going on and wondered if a sudden gust of wind had shaken the tree forcing it to drop its flowers. But the tree had no flowers and everyone watched mesmerized as hundreds of birds dropped flowers that they were holding on their beaks.

Ravi Kumar tied the second knot and another magic happened, for out of the forest came a huge elephant that looked like a small hill and majestically came and stood in front of the house and raising its trunk trumpeted three times and then quickly vanished back into the forest.

Ravi looked at Madhu and winking his right eye, said, ' I know who is doing this ' and tied the third knot and waited.

Everybody stood rooted to the piece of ground they were standing on and looked up at the trees and at the front gate wondering what magic was going to happen next.

Five fully armed Chakravyuh Commandos came running with fear in their eyes, yelling, ' Major Saab, Sher, Sher. Coming here ' and Param looked at them and asked confusedly, ' Sher? You mean lion?'.

Before they could reply, a huge male lion as big as a car calmly strolled in and stood staring at Ravi and Madhu and then falling to its knees bellowed loudly and then returned back to the forest.

Malar nudged her right elbow into Azhagan's left side and whispered, ' My lord, when are you going to grow up and stop playing these games that young boys do? Poor people, what if one of them suffered a heart attack.'

Azhagan smiled, ' I would have taken care of it. But I am glad Buddha did as I requested although he does not seem very pleased with me for using him for one of my tricks. I guess, I will have to go, beg and appease him after all this is done.'

Do you believe in magic? I do for I think all of us and all this life and world is full of magic. But the biggest magic is love and kindness and showing that to others in this world of illusion that we know as Maya.

I, you, and all of us will go sooner or later. But for now, enjoy this magic that we have here and enjoy the stories that I create for all of you.

The boys and girls who went into the dark and came back with light.

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“Once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall.” Jodi Picoult

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“The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it...” Nicholas Sparks

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“I won't ever leave you, even though you're always leaving me.- Audrey Niffenegger

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When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to everything else in the universe. My First Summer in the Sierra, John Muir

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Avan, Aval Adhu 469

“Hearts can break. Yes, hearts can break. Sometimes I think it would be better if we died when they did, but we don't.” Stephen King, Hearts in Atlantis

Etymology is the study of the origins of words. The etymology of the word Heart is from Middle English herte, from Old English heorte (“heart”), from Proto-West Germanic Herta, and from Proto-Germanic hertô (“heart”). The first known depiction of a heart shape as a symbol of love was in the 1250's French manuscript the Roman de la poire, in which a young man holds his vaguely pine cone-shaped heart up towards his lady love. Up until the fourteenth century, the heart was usually depicted upside down.

People believed for a long time that the heart was the center of a person's emotions. That is why the word heart is used in so many expressions about emotional situations. One such expression is to "lose your heart" to someone. When that happens, you have fallen in love.

When somebody hurts you it is your heart that responds immediately by slowing or quickening its pace and in some extreme situations, your heart can even stop beating.

The pain that you feel, the pain that is caused by external forces, sadly is always due to a human factor which ultimately reflects in your heart and the way it pumps blood or refuses to do so. The pain, hurt, sorrow, and grief could be anything, starting from a gentle rebuke or that ultimate pain that is caused by the death of a loved one who was suddenly taken away from you.

Meenakshi felt pain, unbearable pain and she sat drowning in a sea of pain. She slowly raised her hands, lowered her face into her palms, and let herself slowly sink away. She heard a sound, a sob, a painful whimper and raised her head and looked around the hall and found no one. Wondering what was going on, she looked down at her palms and saw the tears in the small cups that she had made with her own limbs.

' I am crying. There are my tears, my sounds as my heart lies broken forever ' she thought, and letting her soul merge with her physical being opened the floodgates and began to cry herself to death.

I loved him so much. If God held a competition to see whose love was pure and the best, I would have won it hands down. Maybe that is the reason why God has been torturing me and hurting me all these years. God is a jealous being and is really an evil entity by nature. There is no kindness or understanding in its evil heart. If God was as caring and loving as it is portrayed, why did it take away my Ravi from me? If God is the true parent of all of us, why didn't he or she hear my cries and why has it stayed silent all these decades?'

Meenakshi's mind time traveled to the past, back to that particular moment when she had seen with her own eyes and had witnessed firsthand, Ravi and Madhu kissing each other. She had hidden behind a tree and watched with pain and a torn heart as they kissed each other and in the way she had wanted to be kissed by him.

She had stood watching them with a growing sense of doom but something else had taken root that day as she had stood watering the tree with her tears of sorrow. Hatred. Raw, dark, and dangerous hatred and she knew then that Hate was not the opposite of Love but an identical Siamese twin of it.

She had realized then that God existed not just in one benevolent form but also as an evil and murderous demon.

' I love you. I hate you. But, I will avenge myself by having you, conquering you, and ruling over you. I will ' she had sworn and had willingly marched forward into the arms of Hate and had let it turn her soul into a kingdom where darkness had taken hold and had begun its rule.

Her mobile phone pinged and she saw her friend in Kumarapalayam had sent a message on WhatsApp and tapped on it and saw the video of Ravi marrying Madhu and with a sad but cruel smile dancing on her beautiful lips, called Rajendra.

' Meenakshi ' he said sensing somehow that she was in distress and heard her speak.

' Rajendra. Anything, you want I am ready to do. But all I want you to do is promise me that you will kill them both for me.'

' Both of them? '

' Yes. Both of them and I mean both of them. Madhu and Ravi.'

' Are you sure about it? Because, I don't want you as an enemy and coming after me once I have killed this Ravi Kumar.'

' I am sure about it and no I won't be coming after you. Because I will be dead too.'

Sighing sadly, Rajendra appealed to her in a soft and loving voice, ' Meenakshi, so what if he loves someone else and is going to marry some other woman? Let it go. It just means he does not know the power and value of your love. Just goes to show what a stupid man he is. Forget him and move on and start living a new life. Please, I beg you. Don't do anything stupid that you will regret...'

' Regret...? ' Meenakshi echoed in a sharp and surprised voice and laughing loudly, replied ' Rajendra, only the living live a life full of regret and pain. The dead don't feel anything. In fact, I think it is only in death that one finally finds that true heaven called peace. The ultimate peace. Don't you agree?'

' I do. Your words do make sense. But, death is for the old and the diseased, Meena. Not for one as young and beautiful as you.'

' You are right in saying that death is for the diseased because I feel diseased and sick. But you are wrong when you say that death comes only comes for the old. Because death comes for all of us. Young, healthy, beautiful, rich and powerful.'

A silence fell between them and then it was broken by her strong and steady words, ' Now promise me, Rajendra. Swear on your honor that you will kill them both. Please do that. Promise me.'

' I promise' he said and she replied, ' Thank you. Please call me as soon as you have proof of their death.'

The call was disconnected leaving Rajendra staring sadly at his mobile phone and then he whispered to himself, ' What a woman? What a remarkable human being! So much strength and potential and all that wasted on that stupid idiot of a headmaster.'

Turning to Hybrid 25C, ' Prepare to move out child, and take just two others with you. This work needs stealth and careful planning and it cannot be done by force. Get ready and come to me when it is time to leave for Kumarapalayam.'

' As you say, master ' Hybrid 25C answered, and seeing Rajendra raise his right hand, the Android humanoid asked, ' Yes, master.'

' Don't get involved, child. Let the other two handle them. Stay in the background and wait until the last moment. The shadows that are in play have been playing these games for a long, time now. So, stay alert and be prepared for any eventuality.'

Hybrid 25C smiled brightly and replied, ' Yes master.'

Rajendra nodded and waved his head but Hybrid 25C did not move and he looked at it and asked, 'What now?'

Hybrid 25C twinkled its eyes like a young girl and much to Rajendra's amazement, turned a slight red on its face and it prompted him to ask the Robot, ' 25C, are you blushing?'

Hybrid 25C blinked its eyes furiously and then replied in a soft feminine voice, I am not sure master ' and then looked at Rajendra with sad eyes and spoke in a sad and nearly human voice. Nearly human but not.

' Master, that woman Meenakshi spoke with great passion that I feel and understand as love. But, your own voice and thoughts subtly reflected an equally powerful love. Did I sense right?'

Rajendra stared at his creation and nodded and asked, ' You sensed right. But, why are you interested in such trivial human emotions, and why discuss it with me?'

Hybrid 25C's eyes blinked once, twice and then it went round in fear and confusion as it said, ' Because, master I feel for you what she feels about that man Ravi and what you kind of felt for her long ago.'

Rajendra Cholan's face reflected nothing and even though it tried hard with all its powerful sensors, Hybrid 25C could not read it's masters brain waves and thoughts.

Rajendra smiled, ' Child, I created you. So I know what you can and cannot do. You are confusing yourself with petty human emotions. We will talk about this at some point in the future but not now for I am about to hack my way into the servers of " Chakravyuh " and try to find out what its elite commandos are doing here in Kumarapalayam?'

Waving his hand, he growled, ' Dismissed ' and turned to his computers and issued a loud command, ' Start ' and a remote male voice answered through the speakers, ' Yes master.'

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If you get there before I do, don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through




I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me

He said, "Boy, you might not understand

But a long, long time ago

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none

But I loved your grandma so"

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together

Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead

I found this letter, and this is what it said

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see

And between now and then, 'til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, me

I read those words just hours before

My grandma passed away

In the doorway of a church

Where me and grandpa stopped to pray

I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years

But as he said these words to her

His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see

And between now and then, 'til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, me

Between now and then, 'til I see you again

I'll be loving you

Love, me

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Well, you done, done me in, you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

Now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be givin' it my bestest

And nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn

To win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well, open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and, damn, you're free

Look into your heart, and you'll find love, love, love, love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We're just one big family

And it's our godforsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved, loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm sure

There's no need to complicate, our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Do, do, do, do you

But do you, do you, do, do

But do you want to come on?

Scooch on over closer, dear

And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'll be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and, damn, you're free

Look into your heart, and you'll find that the sky is yours

So please don't, please don't, please don't

There's no need to complicate

'Cause our time is short

This, oh, this, oh, this is our fate

I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours

Oh, whoa-oh

Baby, do believe I'm yours

You best believe, you best believe I'm yours

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Lost and found

There was a point, or rather several points in my life when the cup of life brimmed and overflowed and I found I had very little time to drink it all to emptiness. At the present point in my life, I am staring at the cup of time that is full but the cup of needs and life is empty. I wondered why and began to trace out my life and its growth and walked back to a point where I saw and understood why at various points of my life, the cups in front of me were at times full and at times empty.

Empty. Hold on to that word empty and dwell on it. If so you desire.

I did, do, and am doing it right now. The word empty means vacant, void, blank, and holds nothing inside.

All right. But was it always empty or was it unconsciously emptied by you or something else?

" Emptiness! What emptiness are you going on about? " you will exclaim, yell, and lament and then you will give it a thought and go, " Eureka! Satish, I know what emptiness you are talking about now ' and you will tap your heart or your head ( mind ) and say " That emptiness that comes and goes as if I have lost something. Turned my back on something or reneged on the promise, the pact that was made at that point in time."

' Pact, point? '.

Many years ago, I was driving back to Chennai from Ooty in my Green Santro with my eyes maintaining constant vigil on the rearview mirror. I kept passing two-wheelers, cars, and buses and they kept disappearing from my view. I turned into the bend and even vehicles close behind would disappear from my view. I would come to a fork in the road and again the same disappearances kept happening. Obviously, the vehicles behind me took different routes and at the same time, kept disappearing from my view because of the hairpin bends and curves that hid them from my sight.

I sometimes wonder if I lost something as I stepped out of one world and into another world. This world and into this life. What that other world is, I leave to your imagination.'

But, stepping out of one state and into another state of existence always has a reaction, and of late I constantly feel a sense of disconnect from something.

What I feel is a sense of loss, a yearning, an ache, and yes, a huge hole in my head.

Scroll back to the third line from the top and you will hopefully understand what I am going on about.

A few close friends curse me and question me as to why I feel so much and why I am wasting so much time on such matters.

My answer is, ' I know I am empty. The least I can do is try to fill it. The least I can do is set right the damages that I have caused when I reneged on my secret pact with that secret power'.

' How? HTF are you going to do that?'

' I don't know but I am going to try and keep on trying.'

' But why, why waste your time on such stuff? ' you will ask and my answer is, ' Why not? What is the alternative to what I propose? Keep on emptying the cups of life that are placed before me ?'

' Yeah! Why not? What is wrong in doing that and just enjoying life?'

' Because the emptiness, the void, and the nothing is getting bigger and I fear that in the end, I will be just that. Empty'.

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