Part 9
I did not understand what had happened back there... I mean , I know I like him, may be he likes me too but he did not even confess it to me and I hugged him oh god!!! This made things even worse for me .. I was feeling so awkward and stupid, flown away by my emotions damn!!!! He cald me many times that evening but I dint answer, I dint know what to talk and he kept calling me again and again... I will definitely pick up his call if he keeps calling like that, I cant just ignore his call like that, so I kept my cell in silent and kept it away...
... I got a call on my moms cel, it was arohi , she asked "where did you keep your cell , you dint reply to my texts nor did you lift my calls , I was worried, " then I told her everything that happened she was shocked and she said " so you finally fell in love with him" and I was like "what?? love??" , "yes, love. And may be he likes you or loves you I don't know" she said. I dint know what to do , she understood by listening to my voice that I was tensed and worried and confused .. so she told me" pick up his call this time and listen to what he has to say, dont just get carried away ok, let him know that you want time and space if its what im thinking it is" she paused and again said, "and if it is not what we both are thinking it is from his side then atleast you should be clear in your mind that you should distance yourself from him and just be friends and most importantly tell him that you need your space if its necessary don't just keep your mouth shut!!!!!!!!!!!" , I was like "ok"... ...
our conversation has somewhat made me calm down, so I sat thinking... just then my cell rang again and its sid, I answered his cal " why havent you answered my cals???? I was so worried and tensed!!!!! What happened??????" he said. He sounded upset and worried, I replied," nothing I was a little busy", then he said, " I know that's not the reason you dint answer my calls, its all because of me, its my mistake, but please don't stop talking to me", I was really shocked at what he said, that was a mistake?????? He dint mean it? He dint miss me? So he doesn't like me????, I said in anger , "what do you mean it was a mistake? Then why did you come close to me when you dint mean it??? And why are you even talking to me?" I was literally yelling at him, then he said, "no I dint mean it that way" , I dint let him complete the sentence, I said, "then what did you mean?", "im really sorry for what happened today, if you felt bad, but all that happened there happened for a reason, I really really like you and I feel you are very special for me, there's something else also I wanna say but I don't know how you'll react to it,but I cant keep it in my mind now, I have to tell you that today, "my heart started beating 10 times faster ,may be I knew what he was gonna say, I said "dont say anything sid, dats ok, no I don't wanna listen plsss" but he said it!!!! He said " what I feel for you is a lot more than like roli , the first time I saw you itself I fell in love with your innocence, your cuteness, your smile and the next time I saw you I fell in love with your attitude and after I started talking to you I fell in love with everythong about you, I feel im lucky to have met you again and I don't want to let it go, I think I have fallen for you the very 1st time I saw you, I want all your madness, all your cuteness all your innocence just for myself, I want you to be mine ... I love you my princess, I really do" !!!!!!!!!!
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