Part 7
Few minutes later arohi and my friends came into the room, they were worried that I dint return and it was so long!!! Well I dint tell what happened back there to any of my friends ,I just told them it took me that long to find my cell, but later after going home I cald arohi and told her what all happened cos she was my bestest friend and I shared everything with her. She listened to the whole thing and said "have you checked your cell?" I said "why?" and she said" I dont know but im expecting he did something with it so check it", after I ended the call , I checked my inbox, sent items,everything nothing was there. Then I checked my contacts , his contact was changed , his contact name was " sid " now what was that??? that was cute he kept a nickname name for himself so does that mean he wants me to address him that way??? Lets see ...
I reached home lost in so many thoughts , some confused thoughts, some happy thoughts and some mixed thoughts and while was lost in all those thoughts I was also admiring my hand , it was the 1st time he touched my hand today and the way he held my hand I could still feel it, I could still feel that touch, it had warmth , it was something I never felt before... but he did take the liberty of holding my hand , does that mean he likes me or is it more than like or was it just casual? Or he knew I wouldn't say anything?...
I had my dinner it was already 10 in the nite , I was waiting for his msg ... he dint text me !!! I was checking my cell every few seconds all nite till I fell asleep .. I woke up in the morning and saw a new text msg , I opened it "gud morning sweety, sorry I couldnt text you yesterday I was caught up with some work" it was from sid, I liked calling him that , but I dint reply to the text, I was angry !!!!!...
In the class he waved and said "hi" , I kept the angry face and just sat in my place .. he came to me in the break and asked whats wrong? I said "nothing, Im just in a bad mood " he went away and came to talk to me again at lunch but I dint talk then also .. so at the end of the day when all were leaving he came to me and asked, " I changed something in your cell have you noticed that?" , I said ,"yeah, your name, it is sid and has smileys ", he said, "do you know why that is?", I said "no", he said , " cos I want you to smile everytime you look at my name or my text or my call", I was trying so hard to be angry on him but this made me smile , I smiled and again I kept the angry face, so he askes, "now tell me whats wrong? Have I done something?" I said "yes!!!" he was surprised and said "what?" I repeated "yes!!!" he paused for a moment, smiled and said, " are you angry on me cos I dint text you yesterday ? " I dint reply.. he paused again and with an even more wider smile said" you missed me yesterday dint u?" what?? I missed him yesterday?? and how did he understand that? Oh no!! have I made it so obvious for him???? He was smiling, he said , " im happy you missed me cos I missed u too sweety"!!! oh no!!!!!!! not again !!!!!! he was waiting for me to say something, but I dint know what to reply rather I dint want to say anything, so I literally ran off to my frnds and we started to home!!!!...
My way back I was asking the same question to myself, did I miss him???? Did I really???i did miss him but nooo i shudnt be missing him!!!!! Does that mean I have fallen for him????? Omg!!! Does he think the same too?????? Was all this going too fast?? Im such an idiot ... no!!!!!! I make it so obvious to him all the time, why do I just get carried away by emotions when im with him??? , for me it dint feel rite that im letting everything happen so fast , let him know im missing him ...
I don't know but I was scared to let him come so close to me cos I dint want to let things go so fast and be with the wrong person and have a broken relationship , I just wanted to avoid all this for a while, I wanted to be sure of myself first, whats going on with me? Was it just a crush or a mere infactuation? or was it like? Or even more than that... I dint really know what to do .. I just reached home when I received a text, it was from sid!!!
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