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Hi guys...Again a new one from my side...It's a bit emotional one...I don't know if you guys will love it but it is purely an experimentation...Those who get emotional quickly can better sit up with tissues...Do read and comment on it...And...Also let me know if you were in need of tissues... YOU'RE A PART OF MY LIFE- A ROSID OS BY ROSHNI. Roli's P.O.V. Right now I'm suffering the greatest and yet most beautiful pain in a girl's life. Yes, The pain to bring a new life to this world. The life that is the symbol of mine and Siddhant's love. But possibly, I can never see my child or my Siddhant again. I may leave this world once my child enters here. But I have no regrets or tension about my baby. Because I know my child has got a father who'll never let it know any pain in life; not even the pain of losing its mother. I wish if I was not the victim of this deadly liver disease. Then probably I could have fulfilled my dream of bringing up my child. But fate has its plans which we humans cannot predict. Otherwise the happiest news in our life would not have been followed by the news that I'm suffering from a chronic liver disease. Really there was a choice; a choice between my life and that of my baby's. But I'm a mother. I can't kill my child for my well being. Siddhant...He wanted me to be with him forever and he was ready to spare his biggest happiness for it. But I was adamant that if someone lives, it would be my child or we both. I will not live allowing my child to die. Siddhant and my family were forced to go per my wish. But right now, I want to see him, be in his embrace once again. I would love to see my child and know how it looks like. Will it look like me or will it be a copy of my Siddhant? Pain engulfs even my soul and I wish if my Siddhant was with me now. But strangely he left me there outside the labor room I think it was the last time when our pinky fingers get locked. He had tears in his eyes. I wonder he was the same Siddhant who climbed up to the top of our college building and threatened to suicide if I didn't say I love you to him... Yes, our love story begun back in the college when he was four years senior to me. He proposed me on the day one itself. Imagine how someone will feel if somebody comes and tells you I love you in the first meeting. I was pissed off and rejected him. He tried all the arrows with him and finally he came up with the suicide drama. Due to the pressure from my friends and teachers, I did say I Love You to him, but never thought I would end up loving him so deeply. We were the best love birds in the college and once I finished college, we got married. The best couple too. A year after our marriage came the good news that I was carrying his child. The happiness which brimmed in his eyes right then. It was unexplainable. We went for check up and then came the news that changed our lives forever. That I was suffering from a chronic liver disease. The only possible remedy was transplantation for which I was supposed to terminate my pregnancy. I have always dreamt about the pleasure of motherhood since my adolescence. How could I kill my child just to stay alive? So I chose for my child. Siddhant tried his best to change my decision. But he failed. Then it was months of pain. For me and even more for him. I know he hasn't slept a night properly since then. But now... The pain is driving me out of senses. I think I'm dying. I prayed to god for the last time to make my Siddhant and baby happy forever. Then unknowingly my eyelids became heavy and I... Writers P.O.V Few hours later...Roli opened her eyelids to life. She was surprised to see herself alive. Happiness of continuing her life with her baby and Siddhant brimmed in her. But next moment she looked around and found that her child is missing. She felt a weight in her heart. Did she lose her child? It was better for her to die rather than to lose the child, she felt. She tried to get up, but the nurse came and stopped her. Roli asked the nurse where her child was with a lump of tears in her throat. The nurse replied that she gave birth to a healthy girl and that was in the children's ward. She added that Roli had successfully undergone the liver transplant surgery and that she was safe now. Roli was spaced out for a moment. Then she cried in relief. Now she could live- live with her baby and Siddhant. She thanked god for giving her a second chance. She wanted to see Siddhant at the moment and hug him. She asked the nurse to call him but the nurse said something that shocked Roli to the bone. She said that Siddhant was in the next room in the I.C.U after donating liver to Roli. He planned everything before the delivery and made the arrangements and after Roli's delivery the surgery was done. All the while when Roli was in pain, Siddhant was undergoing a surgery to donate a part of his body to her. Roli felt like crying aloud and she did. Why did Siddhant do this? Why did he play with his life? The nurse asked her to calm down and added that he was perfectly fine and the transplant won't harm him as liver is the only organ in the body which regenerates. Roli was relieved that he was fine. She wanted to see him and she cried out for that. Finally she was taken in her bed with wheels to Siddhant who was just a room away in the I.C.U. Her bed was arranged next to him at a hand's distance. He too had gained consciousness and he looked lovingly at his Roli. Roli hold his pinky finger with his and cried. She asked: "Siddhant, why did you do this? Why?" Siddhant smiled at her. "Shhh...stop it dear...Don't cry...You asked why? Roli, how could I leave you to death yaar...You thought about our baby but forget to think about its life without you...You're a part of my life...Then why can't I give you a part of my body?" Roli cried in happiness seeing her husband who is ready to spare his life for her. Few minutes later the nurse brought their baby to the I.C.U. Their beds were brought closer and the baby was placed in between. They hugged their little life softly. Both had tears in their eyes. It was their baby...The angel who was the gift for their sufferings all these months Sid said: "Just see Roli, she is just like you... same small nose." Roli saw him pretending anger and said "see she's like you too...Same double chin..." She laughed and he joined her in it. Few minutes later Roli and child were taken away from Sid but only to return soon to him. EPILOGUE Two weeks later... RoSid and their baby returned home. Now their life was fine. There were no more pains to haunt them or separate them. Their love has won over death and stated that it was eternal. RoSid named their daughter Arisha'and lived their life happily with her ever after. THE END
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