Suhana's Corner - Will the reports be positive?

Suhana's Corner - Will the reports be positive?

Hi everyone, hope you are all well. I am on cloud nine with the sudden new developments in my life. Life indeed has its own way of springing its surprises. I am told that all my symptoms – nausea, dizziness – indicate that I am pregnant. I am not sure I understand completely what it means to be a mother or if I am really ready to be one but I'm definitely excited with the idea of becoming a mother.

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I was shocked when Ishaan told me that my symptoms indicate pregnancy. We gushed, laughed and were overjoyed about the idea. I was thrilled and we even did a bit of a celebratory dance!! It sounds wonderful. Imagine, just a few months ago, I wasn't sure if Ishaan was right for me and I pondered about our future together and today I am happy to hear Ishaan and me might be starting a new family. Both of us were shocked, thrilled, happy, joyous with the news. It is also a pretty scary thought if you think about the responsibilities of motherhood. I hope I make a good mom. There is so much to be done as a mom. I have seen Rajni bhabhi take care of her daughter, while Badi ma and ma look after their kids even today when they are all grown up and have their families. Will I be able to do all that?

Papa, ma, Badi ma and everyone in the house were all happy to hear the news, but we wanted to confirm the same, so Ishaan and I decided to go to a doctor to get me tested. There was nothing but baby talk in the house the whole day. Even dad, Sanjana and Shanti Dadi were elated to hear the news. Dad felt that my mom will return to the world in the form of my baby. Now that is a lovely thought. Panna didi too visited and we had a lovely chat. I love the fact that everyone in the house cares so much about me. When I wanted to go on the scooter, pa and ma scolded Ishaan and forced us to go by car.

When I think about all that happened in my life, I feel blessed. I guess like Badi Ma says God works in mysterious ways. I guess God helped me realise Ishaan was my true love and now God has given me immeasurable happiness with this news. I am thinking about my baby all the time and I even discussed our baby's future with Ishaan. Although there are bound to be some jitters, I have decided to be a good mother. I will take great care of my baby, give my baby loads of love and affection. But I also think I should discipline my baby too. Otherwise my baby might turn out to be like me. I want my baby to be like Ishaan. He is the best. He is a great son, great brother, great person and a great husband- so I want my baby to get all his qualities.

After the doctor's visit, we went to a park and I saw a couple changing diaper of their child. I am going to practice how to be a good mom once my reports come back. I know there is still time for the baby to come, but I want to be ready and know everything about babies. I put my teddy bear on my stomach to get a feel of the baby bump too. And I have to tell you it felt great.

Ishaan and I thought the reports would come soon but we were both worried when my doctor spoke to another doctor after looking at my test report and then asked us to get some more tests done.

Last evening, I was waiting for my reports, when I suddenly got a headache. Perhaps I got a little anxious about my reports. But when Ishaan didn't return soon from office I started getting worried. Radha bua, Inder bhaiya and Rajni bhabhi all teased me about Ishaan being a dad and his worries. It was odd that he didn't rush home to tell me about the reports. But hearing them talk, I too started thinking if that was true.

Will Ishaan be nervous about being a dad? Is the thought of being a parent worrying him? Will he worry about changing nappies? And most importantly will I make a good mother?

Do write in to me at suhana@starplus.in if you have any motherhood and pregnancy tips that would help me in the future and pray that everything is fine and that the reports confirm the good news. Don't forget to watch Sasural Genda Phool every Monday to Friday at 7.30 pm only on STAR Plus.