Crisp Bytes SC - 26th July 13 - Page 3

Originally posted by: arshicritic

Thank you, now I am crying, this is exactly what I felt, uska kya gaya? Kisi aur ka kya gaya?

She is doomed to a life of misery, and he is proud of this indirect apology? It trivializes and belittles everything!

I thought I would be alone in this strong rage I am feeling today! Thought 10 times before posting this CB, but couldn't think anything else. Thank you again, hotdogg .

Originally posted by: smrth

Aarshi, perhaps you misread my post... I derided his 'apology' outright- look at my accompanying quote.

But I applaud the execution- sorry Hgg , I defer and differ- Saras part- his dazed yearning to reach out to her- any which way- a desperate plea- was well brought out in his voice. And then mortification of that long wish! She was not there! As this attempt deserves. I liked this script. It brought out- ' you can't 'murder' and say 'sorry'. ( quote) and look at the effect: he starts to 'understand' the 'denial'. And that's when I would start 'understand' his 'cause'.

As for Kumud's Ego!!...aah friends, you know where I am standing there! ( and the forum)😆

Originally posted by: mandygill

Arshi, i liked the episode! do not agree with ur post, saras had no other way to apologize, kumud had broken all means of communications with him, was not ready to listen to him, what else could he have done! on the other hand kumud's reaction is natural, why would she forgive him! i think the story is going well and also moving along with the movie i saw, even in the movie kumud never forgives saras, and saras gets busy by involving himself in helping BD out in his political affairs, which i guess they will focus on now..

Originally posted by: dasan.divya

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Arshi, I have to disagree with you today. What a mind blowing episode it was. Today I have a more clear picture of Kumud's and Saras mindframe. I was a bit confused with why Saras was still around and what Kumud was trying to do.

I didn't feel Saras was playing with her feelings and thinking selfishly.His way of apology might be wrong but he had tried to talk to her. He was praying hard for her to accept it, but when he opened his eyes she was not there. I just loved that scene. His words said it all "If you had forgiven me I would have been a little relieved". He is trying to rest his guilty conscience, trying to see if he can move on knowing he has lost her forever. Yes, he was trying to find a way to move on but today he realised what he had done is beyond forgiveness and apology. "Yahi meri saza hai, Meri dee huyi takleef ke saath thum jee rahi ho, vaise hi mujhe bhi iss pachtave ke saath zindagi bar jeena hoga". He doesn't want to hurt her anymore and decides to go away but looks like Pramad's ruthless attitude towards Kumud would stop him here. I feel even if she shuns him, he will be around to help and support her.

Kumud's anger towards him is understandable.She heard his apology, understood the words but where her life is today an apology is not enough. Like she says her heart is not big enough to forgive him.If she had got a good husband she might have not been harsh still, but the life she has got is no where a happy one. She is in this hell and all because of Saras.So his apology has actually done the reverse pshycology and all the hurt she had hidden is now bursting out in anger. She has come out of her silence and moved on to the next phase, lashing her pain at him in anger.

Today I felt we had actually moved on to next phase.Both were hanging on to the pain and the blame on both sides. Saras was desperately hanging on, clinging to any word of hope that she uttered, desperately clinging to the hope that he would wake up and realise what he had thrown away and it was making him suffer. Today he has made up his mind to accept that he has lost her and his suffering is his punishment. Kumud had tried to swallow the lump in her throat when the entire world of dreams crashed around her. But as soon as she heard the apology, "Betrayal" is what she remembered. His betrayal was more hurtful than his words of apology and now the burning fire inside her is bursting to get out, screaming for an escape.She has started lashing her pain on him and he will take it all silently.

I am not even sure what to say about BD and his wife.A mother who has pampered and hidden all her son's faults and BD,he wants Kumud to bring back his son. How could he even think of shouldering such a responsibility on him and Kumuds is trying to shoulder it but with pain. Saras wants to help her but she rejects him on his face. She will hold to his betrayal and draw strength from it.Whenever she gets beaten by Pramad, she will remember Saras betrayal and would think she can do this, she is strong enough to stand alone, hurt him and face her life.

Originally posted by: arshicritic

Story is going well, my anger is with the people, bd, pramaad , VC and Saras, and poor Kumud, she is the one who is suffering! I somehow felt that this is not a chota lovers quarrel, so give a sham apology - so let me look at Saras

Was he only wanting to apologise to Kumud, so manipulated the dharmadhikaris so that he could pass on his apology speech, even though it could jeopardize their political interests ?

Or did he see the apology as the right political move, and decided to wash his hands in behti Ganga and apologise to Kumud also by the way?

Or was it a master stroke of combining the apology to Kumud and best political move, where the apology sounds strategic !

Any scenario, not the right way to do it!