Well...there is a difference between a dream and reality. Sadhana is not uncomfortable at all, she was just shy and nervous. Its so clear from her expressions. SaAlekh's case is very unique, they have been through so much. So its not easy for Sadhana to become physically intimate with Alekh all of a sudden even though she loves her husband so much and wants his love. If Alekh had not disowned Sadhana and even agreed to marry Mallika then things would have been different.
believe it or not, i "LIKE" your post, hence i put it as "LIKE" 😉
yeah...what you said, i MYSELF, thought this too as i was wondering about sadhna's desire...i guess, then i just wish the SITUATION was different....cause the SITUATION is what causing this expression from sadhna. oh well...no use in dwelling over the past.
besides, i think much of it has to do with sadi being SHOCKED as well. though i'm sure she's happy about this shock inside, i guess, she's just shocked that this is the same alekh, who used to ask "where do babies come from" (lol. i will NEVER forget that awkward moment. i mean, it was sad, but HIGH-larious!!! lol. 😆), who used to get disgusted when seeing couples get closer on the beaches, who, like you said, even disowned her and agreed to marry another woman within mere months, of their separation, that occurred BECAUSE OF HIM to begin with...now suddenly, this is the same alekh who is wanting HER, same alekh who wants to make love to HER (i can say that here, right?)...??? i can see why it must be shocking for her at the same time as well...