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I'm up with my 3rd os which is purely dark and tragic so this is my first try in this kind of genre.
Finally I'm up to writing after my exams got over. Anyways, this would be kind of lyrical os, so I hope this ends up good. The song would be 'zarrorat'.
-----------------------Broken- Os.
'Yeh dil tanha kyu rahien.. '
Every where, I could found a piece of my glasses, they were shattered on the floor, I could smell the whisky which was flow all over the floor. I had tears flowing down my cheeks, it hurts me the most. I was lonely, I am lonely , I will be lonely, perhaps forever. Its a pure prediction of my so called life. My heart ached with a bitter pain. Still with a shattered smile, I drove my car.
'Kyu hum thukdo mai jeeye...'
Why me, can I ask this question to her a million times. Can I? I was forbidden to ask this, yes I'm. From the beginning of my childhood to adulthood was I the one who needs to face such injustice. I just asked for little care, a little love, can't she afford to me at least that. Was I that bad? I'm broken as my glass was broken. I will be broken, still trying to mend me up.
'Kyu rooh meri yeh sahee'
I was a broken soul. I speeded up my car not knowing where to end and where to start. It was all confusion. This world is a confusion. I'm a dumb joker, I was the joker. Yes, I was been played around by my masters, not knowing where to end. Was I that bad to suffer these. What have I done? Why she was using me, I cared for her. Every bit of her, I made her smile until death, and she. Yes 'she' the word. They have all done this to me. I shouldn't be forgiven.
'Mai adhoora jee raha hoon'
I drove to the sea. The breeze were just touching my cheeks, I could feel her touch with response to breeze. I was a happy soul then, now I'm nothing. The tears were reflecting the sun rays. Why do you to me? I've loved every inch every minute of you and you hypocrite. I hate you.
'Hardum yeh keh raha hoon'
I love you, yes I had loved you. But those feeling still don't exist in me. Do they? I asked myself hundred of times. Still not knowing what to answer, still finding those answers. I brushed past my leg through the sands, I felt those moments again and again. I cried unknowingly. Why do I cry?
"Mujhe teri zaroorat hai"
The sea waves hitting the rock back a forth. I looked a far the sun dimming down its sun rays, Its light this indicated me. Yes, this did. The love the childrens spending with parents, the lovers at the beaches. Reminding me of her. Yes, she was a part of me. I needed her. I hate her, did that really mean? The sea waves again hitting. I looked back and never wanting to look back. Holded my tear back, and wanting to forget her.
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Ps. I hope you guys like it. Please comment. Criticism is allowed. I know its short.
Love, suma.
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