SanDhir FF In Ur Armz I Found Solace UPDATED Chapter-5 - Page 3

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In Ur Armz I Found Solace - Chapter 3

We got back to our normal life's after being back from Lonavala.Nothing much changed between me and Randhir except that now whenever our eyes met,he would give a faint smile to me n move up his eyebrows so as to ask me if m ok or no...n i always reverted back with a smile...thats it..

Finally the last day of college arrieved..The farewell party...It was a grand affair in our college..Whole eve. was to be spent in the college with friends...Due to frequently insisted by Kaustu,I dressed up in a magenta colored Shifon Saree..I gazed myself in the mirror...everything seemed perfect,except my hair...I was confused weather to tie it as knot,let it open n loosely on my shoulders,or shall i go for a bun..tried a few hairstyles...but then ended up putting a clutcher on it,just as simple as i always did...

Around 5 pm i left for the college with Kaustuki.On the way,I was recollecting the memories i had with my friends.Bunking lectures,going for movies...staying-up latenite to finish the assignments..Not able to sleep on the night before examz...We all had gone all through this to reach this - farewell...4 years are gone,n it seemed like just now i had joined the college...

Ultimately we reached the college Auditorium in approximately 10mins...The auditorium was decorated beautifully...n since the theme wasnt the western one this time,there werent any disco lites in sight...yet there was DJ who will be playing songs on the performances of various groups.

As i and my kaustuki entered the hall,our juniors surrounded us n requested us to write Farewell msg on the farewell card kept there...It was a hundred feets away from us,but was surrounded by a hundred students...I made my way through them n reached for it..It was a huge greeting card approx. 8 by 8 feet...I thought of a msg to write on it n then moved my hand to get pen from the pen-stand there,simulteneously talking to my friend about the msg.Mistakenly instead of holding the pen,my hand caught hold of someone's hand..I turned my face n saw it was him,Randhir..He too had came there and was talking to a friend of him..I guessed he didnt felt my hand has held his,n so i let it go quickly n moved away from there...He callled me from behind n said "Sanyu,atleast take the Pen,else how r u gonna write there??I turned to him and hesistantly took the pen from him fearing that he might have sensed i had held his hand...He gazed me,came a step closer to me,n said "This color suits u better with a smile "...Aww...did he asked me to smile actually??? He smiled at me n went away with his friends...and i blushed..n blushed...n had turned pink,just like my saree...

I with my friends went inside the hall and the program started off...people were enjoying it but i was lost in my own world...finally the last segment of the event came wherein the titles were to be announced,the juniors had decieded the title winners...And Randhir was crowned the coolest senior by them...Ofcourse he was,the coolest senior,the coolest student,the coolest friend to everyone...

Post the event we gotta have our dinner there,but before that everyone requested the DJ to play some songs so that we all can enjoy for the last time togather...N the DJ played rocking tracks...we all seniors went up on the stage n started dancing...moving round here n there on the stage my head banged Randhir's head...he rubbed his hand on the part of his head where it had banged with mine...then he looked at me n did the same to my banged spot of head too...n gazing slowly he moved his hand to the back of my neck,i felt my heart skipped a beat...and then,he took off my clutcher n let my hair fall loose on my shoulders..I was out-of-words...shocked...dumbstruck...sensing the un-easiness in me,he returned me the clutcher,came near my ears n whispered,"Let ur hair fall free on ur shoulders...let them be free from the shackels n burden u have forced on them...then only u will be able to have the sense of freedom u always wanted to have..."

Oh what was he saying!!I was unable to interprete...did he just meant that i should keep my hair loose,or did he meant something deeper???
I looked into his eyes...it had the depth of an ocean...before i could say anything else to him,my friends dragged me away from here...i kept looking at him again n he smiled...

We had our dinner and started clicking group picz...our whole batch came togather for a big group pic...after it was over,we started saying final goodbyes,to eachother...N as fate does this always,i again bumped on Randhir...He held his hand forward for a shake-hand with me...smiled n said " Sanyu,It was a nice time with u,and though the time was very less for me to know u,all i could understood u was just that u are a pure-hearted girl...be like that always...and do remember n think about what i had whispered to u on the stage" n he blinked at me smilingly...And i held his hand,thinking abt what all he had just said...I had to speak now,but i was spellbounded... speechless...Had a thousand words in my mind,but couldnt utter a single one...Slowly he left my hand..smiled n left from there...N i stood there,my face was blank,like an idiot...My friends grabbed my hand n took me towards the gate as we had to leave from the premises now...

N as i thought about Randhir's words i got more confused...What was wrong with me...why was there so much turmoil in my heart...my mind had no answer of all these questions...With a heavy heart and lots of memories,i left from the college...

5 years later
I was lying on the bed,eyes closed.Breathing lightly.I could feel Randhir's hand holding mine though i havent seen it.Yeah i knew it was him,my darling hubby, by my side...i could feel his touch,i could feel his breath..And i could feel that it wasnt my home,my room...I could smell dettol n some medicines...Oh it is some hospital...And Though there were many kind of sounds out there,i could feel an eerie silence within my soul.