want to share my life with you please

i hope you will not think that im liar or what but this show it just like my life that why its in my heart the way gopi was leaving before her wed my life was like that the different was we were leaving with my granny , then later my mom came to stay with us we are three sis who was just like gopi life . i got married when i was 18 years , my buddy is just like ahem hot temper he always taunts me on every thing even slap me after one month wed . now i have three sons my wed will be 18 years now . he dont like me to see any tele soap show but i dont listen to him as i love to watch tele soap . when i star look sns it was after ahem birth one year already to understand why he hate gopi i see all the old eps in 3 weeks for one year . i cry a lot i start understand her i was feeling her pain that why i said when she laugh im happy when she cry i cry also because for me it was not just a show but a reality life which is exist , he always urge with me about wasting time in the show but i love to watch tv serials . even when it was ramadan i hide at night to watch sns i cant stay without it when i wake up all my day i will think about gohem scene or how will be the ep . he try evry thing to stop me watching tele show but i never accept it when my fil was death i went to syber to watch it guys just imagine how madly im i with this show i join if i got lots of friend i never have before when i log in i forget every sorrow i have i have share some beautiful talk also i got friend like hansa who leave here in mauritius from if i got to know her thx if for it and all of you guys love you all swasthi abbiya , gauri nafisa xarina bavya sntvs , shilpa arnisha amalaziz i means all of you you are in my heart . but when i git the news giaa is left i lost all my desire to watch tele show i lost my strength it like she has taken every thing to me i cry a lot even i could not sleep . for the first time i did not think about gohem and sns not even think what is going to happen in sbs what my buddy could not do she did it im not interested in another show which i saw like ipkknd , ehmbh . that why i said i will not be able to update my ff when i write my ff i feel it when it will be sad , happy and laugh i saw them in front of me when i write ,i never share my feeling to any one it with you im sharing it nobody can take her place she is unique i will pray to saw her with naz in another show love them both i will miss them . i have not decided yet if i will leave or not i will let you know what i will do thx a lots . thx shilpa for doing loving vm on my request and arnisha also i will look the vms every day just to see gohem i cant write any more im crying it hurting me to not see giaa with ahem when he confess his love i hate rasmi n spl 😭😭 i have my gohem in my heart they will stay i have never love any actor like them . thx once again dont feel bad what ever i said 😭😭.

Hama. I am sorry for what you have gone through. Please keep in mind that there are still friends here on the forum.

Hana. Yours is the second heart-breaking story i have read today. One was in my pm box. But you are the perfect example of What i have been trying to say all day. No matter What life threw at you you faced it and you survived. And it made you stronger. And yes you may relate to a tv serial. There is no harm in that. And you may use that serial to escape the reality that is life. But only for a short while. Sooner rather than later life is meant to be faced up to and lived. The way you have been doing all these years. And the way you will continue to do so. You have my great respect and admiration. And you have loads of friends on this forum. Treasure them but do not abandon them.

Originally posted by: ShaunSA

Hana. Yours is the second heart-breaking story i have read today. One was in my pm box. But you are the perfect example of What i have been trying to say all day. No matter What life threw at you you faced it and you survived. And it made you stronger. And yes you may relate to a tv serial. There is no harm in that. And you may use that serial to escape the reality that is life. But only for a short while. Sooner rather than later life is meant to be faced up to and lived. The way you have been doing all these years. And the way you will continue to do so. You have my great respect and admiration. And you have loads of friends on this forum. Treasure them but do not abandon them.

Han i am sorry for what i hear.. but will we all are here

please stay strong. . .

I am personally shattered.. but I cant stay off this forum. . I am here coz i like you all . . .I regret to say i have no feelings left for SNS. . .its as clear as distilled water now. . . but I will not abandon .. unless i really get shattered terribly. . .

that has happened. . . .to me. . in life. . twice.. in real life wasnt as bad. . . at workplace.. very close situation that GIaa was in. . . but on some Gamin Forums. . where I was in position of power. . . I went thru a massive shattering. . but went down and into retirement lol with a fight. . and till today that Gaming Forum . . has never been able to get any of its Gaming sections up the the standars that I got my Gaming department up to. . . one thing to be proud of. . . for me. . in let me say it as my second life. . . I died and went in retirement in that. . But with SNS. . .and here.. perhaps i cud call it my normal life. . but with a tinge of Third life. . where i can openly share all my feelings with all of you. . will be here as long as I can hold out. . for all forum friends. .

please stay strong. .

edit:: ANd Shaun very well said post. . 👏

Hey Hana, great post.

I thought I would be able to give the new girl a chance, but honestly I was not able to connect with her like I did with Gia from the very first moment.

It is a very sad moment for me also, because I feel exactly like you.

I have written many stories on them and made many VMs but today I am heart broken.

I have been crying at the oddest time as I chatted with friends on the forum.

I have officially decided that yesteday's last scene is my Gohem closure. For me the last two lines of the song was the confession along with the FB scenes and Ahem's last smile that reached his eyes, which was missing today.

I will not be able to watch but I will be on the forum, since I do have many friends here.

Hana my heart goes out to you.

I am sorry for what you have gone through..
and still We Are friends ... i will stay here till the show is on ...

Sorry to hear abt your story, but please stay on as you have mentioned so as others, they r your friends.. I did not know you until now... but i feel sorry for you, but i must tell you you are a strong woman.. so keep this strength and u will go a long way... good luck !