SS:: Worst Nightmare In Reality, Part 4 Page 7 - Page 4

Originally posted by: swasthi

That was one super update.

You had high drama. Intense numbness from Ahem, the wickedness from Urmila and Rashi's selfish behaviour.

Great to know that Anita no inclinations of anything but to help out Ahem to realise his love for Gopi.

Good luck for your exams.

Thanks for the precap. Now looking forward to your next update.

😃 Thanks a lot ,, means a lot, and realyl encouraging words. . .

I will do that update 2moro afternoon , and I will try to make it worth it. . . . 😃::: I am so psyched to get some Kk reevlations out as well. . . hmm, I will just need to see some old Rashi Kk celebrations so can build up my anger. . then will start writing lol, and as soon as I get my first break from exams 2moro, so writing it will be more fun .. . . .

and thanks for exam wishes 😊

Hey all, i was meant to update yesterday night, but cud not stick to that . . .

sorry, have had a terrible head ache since last night, , , and i cant think straight . .. But hopefully weekend I will start and end part 3 / perhaps today if I get any better. . ,, , realyl dizzy atm, , wont be able to hold out a countinuous part writing spell, so will hang on for a while::: But update today /2moro very possible, but if 2moro I am sure I will be well by then, then i will do a saturday update with part 3, and a sunday morning update with part 4 if time permits, to keep the weekend moving . .

Yup, finally gotten some time off:: so will start on part 3 right away, havent started yet, but i think I am vaguely in a writing mood for this, and feeling better, no headache, but todays Promo related stuff has given me a heartbreak. . SO hmm, I will use that to my advantage to make part 3 of this OS worht it, at least better than Part 2 hopefully :)

So expect part 3 within the next hour. . .

ready steady GO. . .I have started writing it now. .

Firstly thanks for bearing with the delay, I have a very heavy headache from thursday, and a mild fever, thats gone now. . i had said i wud update during weekend, so am doing that now. . and hope you guys like it::: but just a summary:::

part 1: dumbstruck Ahem yells at Gopi , says realyl bad things to her, then realises and tries to apologise::: GOpi meanwhile totally thrown bakc in her shell, Gohem back off each other, Ahem waits for some time for things to cool down before talking it out with Gopi and getting things, BUt Gopi LEAves::: then some huge drama. .in MM, nearly all members involved::: Ahem realises his love for Gopi coz of a Anita interference. .

part2:: search for GOpi begins::: Dont know why but i wanted to bring in Tejas here so did that, but instaed of making another love triangle, Tejas got reintroduces as a well-wisher of Gopi who really respects her coz Gopi unlocked doors in his mind on better design and he became way more successful designer after that:::: Mm family , AHem, and all others search for Gopi::; still not found::: Cops then call to tell some 3 ladies admitted to hospital , MM family shaken and rush to hospital ::: Gopi also is in hospital coz nearly had a been run over by Tejas, but stopped right last minute, Gopi saved, but had fainted due to shock, and weakness:: In hospital, AHem stays back, too dumbstruck to do anything(dont know why i still kept him that way, but hopefully will wake him up below) ) Gopi sees Mm family but no Ahem, and decides to run away. . .AND NOW CONTINUING

PART 3:::::: GOPI 😕😡:: AHEM 😕:: THE BARRIER REVELATION (Step 1) (Hmmm, title, no idea why i have thsi title: but will see if it works: Hmmm)
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Gopi quickly got out of the hospital room where she was as soon as modi family had gone past: and tried to make her way towars the exit: :: : she still did not have a clue about where she was heade, all she knew was that she did nto want to be held back by any of the family members, coz that would mean having to go back to MM, and face Ahem who she thought hated her, due to all the mean things he had said just before she left. . .

Meanwhile:: Tejas had just finished filling the medical form in (damn it took long:: )::: ANd Modi family walked past him, but he quickly turned back as Mm family(excluding Ahem and Rashi) were walking towards him due to Koki voice::: He cud hear her crying to Hetal to " Please find her Gopi vahu" and the whole family looked as if life had been sucked out of them. . .

Just then, he approached them but got brushed aside by the Modi stampede into the hospital, and had to yell "Stop!!", , , CHirag then interrupted:: "Plese, get out of our way , we dont want to waste our time" tejas then tells them that he knows where Gopi is.. . and all MOdi family is about to flock him like a bunch of birds who just found one worm. . And Koki is quick to ask him to take them to Gopi . . . He leads then towards the room where Gopi was and all are shocked to see GOpi mising, Tejas is surprised coz just a while ago she was there. . and tells that info to Modi family. . Parag then asked why was Gopi in hospital in first place and they all get to know how Tejas found her with his mum and in the state that GOpi was left after the near run over, they decided to bring her to hospital as soon as possible. . . That basically gave them all a sigh of relief coz they had been worried what wud haev happened to her, coz if i remember my part 2 correctly:: 3 ladies had been admitted, and one was Pregnant, another ahd an accident, ooo ad third oe.. cant really remember, but yeah Modis were damn scared (of course they knew not the pregnant one (COz i am against pregnancy TRACK at this point ))

Just then, they remembered that the had just walked past that room, and Gopi might have seen em all, and thats why she might have bolted off. .. But since it was just under 5 minutes of that happnening, they relised that gopi wud not have been far, so they all split up, Jigar taking the longest sprint back to the main entrance to keep watch there. . .

Meanwhile, Gopi has nearly made her way out of the hospital she is just a few metres away from the entrance when someone on a stretcher was being pulled into the hospital in an emergency so she had to wait back. . .

here , Ahem had started realising that he really needs to make his way in to the hospital and look out for Gopi, he needed to be strong because he wud not be able to live thru another experience of loosing her as he had done during the accident track . .

Just then, Jigar had spotted Ahem trying to make his way back in and started runing towards Ahem, and Gopi heard someone running and saw Jigar from the corner of her pallu and realised that her cover was about to be blown, so she decided to hide somewhere round the corner of the wall. .. She did not know at all that AHem was also at the hospital in Devdas mode, and worried to the core. . about her. . .

Jigar eventually got to the entrance and told Ahem that they know Gopi was around and they start looking all round for her. . One of the guards arrives and tells then not to make much noioce and not to run around in the hospitel (aww now they cant even yell, well thats good, coz if they yell Gopi will run away more, damn guard 😡 ))

Meanwhile modi family is now in the deep end of the hospital, with Chirag trying to convince the hospital staff that they are lookin for someone who is lost in the hospital, and they eventually get into teh camera room, and WOW, they see Gopi. . at the corner she is hidden at::; but you know, some hospitals are like long pathways so assume that the Mm family crew were about 500 metres away fro GOpi actualy location :: Koki was the first to shout out Gopi .. and they all start another marathon (well the amoutn i make characters run in this OS, its like a national fund raisin marathon )) back to the hospital entrance it is,, BUT BUT BUT, just before leaving the notice Gopi moving off, . .. . now what was she up to???/


COMMERCIAL BREAK: I kinda like this idea:: taking a writing break:: I feel wierd, kinda loosing it,,, Gonan see a old high spec Drama SNS scene then will be back to writing) ::; Oo and meanwhile, dont you guys just hate dumbstruck ahem::: well I am gonna give him his first Jhatka now. .

Chirag had noticed Gopi moving off and made MOdis run even faster::; but again they got interupted by some guards who turned their journey to hospital entrance to a walking race(boooring)

Koki then realised that Ahem was nowhere to be seen since they got in hospital:: and sayas" This damn Ahem, where the hell is he now, this son of mine, he is an absolute failure art real life critical situations. . " hetal Goes:;"Tell him to concentrate more on work:: pehle kaaam, phir Ghar ki baat" Koki:: Looks down in shame of how she had made Ahem all his life only concentrate on work and never even let him do things that normal kids tdo liek giong to cinema and other stuff: She also has a very heartbreaking flashback of Gopi who was at a poitn promising that she wud stay away from Ahem and never distract him from his work::: Koki had realised that Ahem without Gopi was like a barren wasteland, and realised the mistakes she had made by interfering in a already balanced and blossomng Gohem relation. . .

(All this by the way is happening while they are walking back to the entrance, I dont like baing like SNS CVs to keep all characters dumbstruck i want to cover much ground in this OS. . .to link back to real SNS as much as possible and clear loads of past loose ends) )

Suddenly Koki gets out of her thougths and gives Ahem a call, " ANd tells him taht Gopi is near the entrance somewhere. . Ahem is liek struck by a bolt of energy and having known that GOpi is all fine and on her feet, makes his heart feel a lot mroe relaxed and start lookign around likea mosquito with compund eyes. . Jigar notices the sudden alertness from a bendy Ahem to a more rigid and active mode ahem ::: ad when he asks Ahem, he relays that information to Jigar::

Jigar rushes around the hospital entrance and start loooking around like mad. . (I needed Jigar to be cast aside here, dont want a Holi type annoying Gohem- Jigar lol)

And Ahem also treks forward to look for Gopi. . . ANd suddenly, he bumps into Gopi. 😲 . . notices her , she just manages to look up and see him for quarter of a second . . BUT he leaves no time and engulfs her in his big huge Arms . .. All his senses switch off at that time. . .he pretty much locks his HUG. . never lettin Go, . . . . . Gopi meanwhile is wondering which brick wall she just thumped into, , , it felt familiar, she remebered how she had hugged Ahem during education track and swiss track, . . .but something felt different. . .she still had her hands down. . .😭 (not complete hug yet:: I WANT AHEM TO SUFFER MORE FOR IT (evil smirk on my face now), no seriously I want to clear some things before the good times, so you readers, sorry but have to bear some tought times in thsi OS, for at least another part /2 unless i write more faster lol )


COMMERCIAL BREAK::WEll I have a tiring feeling. . .my heart is switching off for some reason. . .my mind is cloudig my thought streams . .. . .now what will I write on. . . dilemma. . . .but i still have a idea up my sleeve, , , (This is what happens when you dont plan things: I never planned this OS, but its developing into one all the time i write lol, and i feel strange contentment writing it, hmmm It continues. . . )

Gopi cud feel her arms rising. . .but then stopped, as soon as she hears out her name. . . the entire Modi family had finally completed ther walking race back to the entrance and were all estatic on seeing Gopi, were breathing heavily, but all they cud do when breathing out was say Gopi, Gopi , Gopi , GOpi. . . .. . .with tears in everyones eyes . . .. . .(not only GOpi tears = TRPS, if everyone gets tears= ten fold TRP, we will need more buckets. . .a river will start to form soon:: sorry just kiddin)

Gopi realises what happening, and tries to push back Ahem, who is currently lost in holding Gopi close to him . .. a mini crowd is gatheing in hospital . .. Jigar also comes back (kabab mein haddi returns lol) and smirks. . . Gopi is now struggling hard to get out of Ahem;s grip and that gets him back ONLINE. . . oh my. . Gopi then gets a blasting from Koki, and other Mm members.. . who tell hernever to do such a thing ever again. . .. Gopi just looks down and for some reason . .. she cannot cry . . . .(I will cry now for a bit 😭😭, thats better) Gopi feels as if she has failed herself and her Ahem ji . . she remembers that he told her that she only married her beacuse of his Mom. . .and Gopi knowing koki had a feeling that Ahem had gotten a bashing from her, and perhaps all modi family. . .and that Ahem was forced to come lookin for her. .. . she was damn certain that Ahem never would love her. . and he was under pressure to do all this. .. this guilt of failin to escape was taking a toll on her. . .. she was horribly scared of even returning to MM , coz she felt that Ahem wud scold her and tear her to bits for making him go thru all that inconvenience... all the words that AHem said to her that night before she left were rining in her mind,,, she eremembered how Ahem told her angrily why she ever married him, why she was still wtih him?? But Ahem had scared the life out of Gopi soo much during the dark days that she was scared to the very core to tell him her fellings.. . she had tried asserting herself as his wife by saying she was worried for him after the wedding when he wasnt feeling well, but he hadl shouted at her for even caring for him. .. and now after the ocurences of the day (umm. . .well night (This os starts at a 9 pmish time, now its nearly 5 am in the morning) approx )) . . )) Gopi was very scared. . .and wanted to be as far away from Ahem as possible . ..

BUt something overtook her. . . she felt really weak . . .and before sh collapsed on her feet. . .Ahem grabbed her. .. but she was quick to take herself out of his reach, and allowed herself to slowly get to the ground on hersef. . ..A tear (anmol: priceless) fell from Ahem's left eye. .. it was twitching OOO. . . Suddenly, the doctor responsible for her arrives at teh Mm hospital scene, and is quick to point out to some nurses to take Gopi back to the room .. . . Koki puts a hand on GOpis "shoulder saying all wud be fine. . .dont worry" Gopi just gives back a teary smile . . . .

Back on hospital bed after checking up is complete, , , Gopi is in a dumbstruck mode this time round. . Ahem is sitting by her . .. she wonders why Ahem is doing all this. . .does he love her.????? No her inners say. .. true love only happens once. . .and Ahem Ji had always made it clear that he never loves her and she is not worthy of being his wife. . . Gopi is still in a shocked state. . .Ahem is all madly looking at her. . .lost in her completel (READERS: Note I made Ahem cum out of dumbstruck mode. . but dont knwo why, while writin this I ended up making LOSt and immersed in Gopi. .. in a very very calm way. . . )

Rajpal Nagar Matters ::meanwhile outside eevryone is finally relaxed that Gopi is found, and they decide to call Jeeu bhai house and inform the gud news. . .Everyone is elated, apart from you all know who "URMI " . . . since its no nearly 6 am in the morning eevryone was about to wake up. . and Panna, Gopi's pre-marriage best friend had also woken up and filling up a bucket of water when she ehars the news that Gopi has been found. .. an wonders???? What the hell??? Gopi was lost??? She then quickly approaches Dhawal and asks him what had happened. . .and Dhawal cant say much but lets Panna know that Gopi is all fine, and in gud health now. . .Panna is relieved. .. Just then Urmi whose beauty sleep had been disturbed, starts coming downstaris, blaming Jeetu for ruinign her sleep. . .and cursin Gopi for causing uneccessary stirs. . . Panna keeps looking at her as if she wants to swallow Urmi WHOLE. . .😡

back in hospital. . . GOpi start to fall asleep and Ahem notices and appraches closer to her. . . to help her set up for sleep. . she backs off slightly (just as she had cutely backed off from DOctor before the injection scene last year) .. . he realises her unconfortable state and tells her to sleep. .
in no time she is fast asleep. . and Ahem just los tin her. . takes her Arm in his hand. . .and also gradually brings himself to sleep on the beside. . .


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guys thats about it for part 3. . . .. still not sure about title, but after Gopi is found,,, she is still deep in her shell, absoluteyl deep as never before .. . .and Ahem realises this BARRIER. . . Part 4 will expand and make this barrier that Ahem ahs created more evident, and will begin to erase some bad memories. . . but before that Some Kk revelations will be needed. . .

So i havent thought much yet. . . But after writing thi over past 1.5 hours. .. while also doing some academic work, . . . .the planend progression is as follows (ANd yeah I will try to catch up on some bits I left out about Anita and Rashi as well, and Baa. . . )

PRECAp

• Ahem now surely in full realisation of the past and works to clear some old misunderstandings. .
• Panna makes Urmila fall into a mud-pit. .. (😃 I am gonna try to expand a bit more on panna. . )
• Gopi returns to MM. . .but in a very quiet mode. . and now avoiding Ahem
• Koki confronts Gopi. . .and Gopi remidns Koki aware of her vachans. . .(I will ensure that i write this out better at least and make Koki di what we all would want her to do)
• Ahem decides to take Gopi to Rajpal Nagar. . .
• (I will fit in Anita matters and Rashi in MM into this as well)

AND again sorry guys, I tried to make it good, but I know i really need to work on my writing skills, i lost my anger mode in middle somewhere so was writing in fake anges coz I had already started it. . . . Thats why i have made a precap for part 4 rather longer that other parts coz that will help me when i segment the next part. .. and hopefully piece that together more constructively. . . ALso I dont knwo why but while writing i feel that i go onto drag mode:: its coz I am not in a good mood, and I tend to rant a LOT, and write too much, what cud be said in lesser more straight forward lines takes me ages to pen down. . 😭 I promise: I will try to get better. .. This OS seems neverending lol::: But to avoid that, I will do part 4 Tomorrow. . .

AND I think that marks My 1000th post on IF, and that too just on SNS FOrums:: Love you all Forumers 🤗. . .many thanks for putting up with me, and bearing some of my mad rants, and also thnaks to all readers who read this. . .I will try to write better quality, i promise. . . till then for now, i shall call it a day, and will try to sleep for 20 hours as i planned, but why do I get a feeling that i wont be able to sleep long, coz of Forum addiction?? lol no idea. .. but I really love being on the forums. . .

ANd yes,, forgive me if any typpos(I am sure tehre are loads, and i havent instaled a spell checker on my system coz I run my stuff on a Live CD Linux. . . well most of the time))::

Vinder90

it was really nice n awesome. hetal telling koki abt making aham a machine was fantastic.

cograts on becoming a goldie👏👏👏👏 fantastic 👏 mindblowing👏👏and damn good funny 😆😆

Thank you everyone for your lovely comments. . .

YAY:: today Gohem SPARKED my memory about this OS. . . I had played upon the idea of a positive Anita that makes Ahem realise. . .it kinda started off now. .. when Anita taunted Gopi and Ahem was looking very lost. . ..

ALso I had predicted in this OS Gopi leaving coz Ahem Ji shouts at her. . .that really happened to day AS well. . . though GOpi has just got the seeds of leaving embedded in her... yet to leave or may never leave::: But Gopi has been found in the part jsut before this. . .so i will catch and link up this OS more to real SNS. . .

and that inspires me. . . I need to get back to update this OS

I had a massive exam today but thats done now. . .and I have 2 days off till next exam . . so I will definitely update this OS. . . within next 2 days hopefully, not cetrainity but i am psyched LOL. .

though only difference in my OS is that its running ahead lol and I have reintroduced Tejas and Panna LOL . . .

But current situations are more towards part 1 of this OS. . . link to real SNS:: AHem shouting. . rather something different but same type to GOpi. . .(Ahem shouts in my OS = what Ahem says today half was shouting half was back turned facing Anita and Gopi overhearing) )BUt I was VERY DAMN CLOSE TO REAL SNS 😃 . . .again LOL ::: ALl my serious OSs nearly coming true or bits of it lol. . .

So yeah expect an update to this sooon. . . within next 2 days ::: I covered realisation of love In part 1. . . confession will follow after a bit more suffering for Ahem::: i think you all know by now. . I am rather biased towards Ahem more. . so will make him suffer more,, well not too much. . . . .. andI had said I will take some inspirations from Xarina's tantrums havent done that coz I ran out time writing but that will come in a rather Gopi SNS style lol

So guys. . .AFTER a very very long wait. . I finally have some motivation to do this. . .I have a 3 hour exam 2moro and cannot concentrate till I get thsi off my mind .. damn Saturday examm. . .I hate it.. but will have to put up with it all will be well. .

Left off where Gopi still in hospital asleep .. AHem holds her hand sleeps by her bedside. .. Panna givin tough looks to Urmi. . . .. roughly yeah. .. I havent read it again lol .. and just started writin this . . so hopefully will be done in an hour. . writing makes my heart grow lighter. . 😃

warning:: I am feeling very sad for Gopi. . . so that will perhaps reflect in my writing. . . BUt when I get to Urmi bit my evil thought will come into play. lol . . and I will toss her around. .

PART 4: GOPI: Alive YET Lifeless

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At the hospital . . .all Mm members had formed a crowd outside GOpi's room. .and were told off. . Tejas came back and said his good byes and left off. . .(thats not the end of him . . i did say i will be Givnig gopi some kind of career at end of all this/ as it goes))

Koki then walks in and notices GOhem all fast asleep . .and decides to wake up Ahem .. and tells him to Go home coz he was too tired.. . He doesnt let go of GOpi's hand and refuses outright. . Koki face looks OMG. . okay fine. . "please take care of my Gopi vahu. .. and if you need anything just keep us informed. . " And with that All Modi members left apart from Jigar. . and they called over Rahi. . who came with the Modi's forgotten driver. . to be by his side. . and all three of them . .Raji-Ahem will take turns in taking care of Gopi. . ..

Gopi was lost in her own nightmare. . .she just did not see any light. . she felt sorrounded by a dark void. . that in her heart she always found on the way to repair but wud always get shattered. .and was now completely deviod of life. . . She was in a stable yet absolutely dumbfounded state. . and slowly got out of her sleep. . . and was just looking around slowly. . .tears flowed from her eyes very slowly. . and some flashbacks of the dark days hit her .. . she remembered when Ahem slapped her and told her that she was and wud never be worth eevn his hatred.. . she remembered how he was adamant at making her leave him and how he was asking Koki in a very calm way to get that wish of his fulfilled. . . And also remembered how he heartlessley left her at RN . . never looking back at her. . and most importantly when she had to take back all her . . . marital vows. . . that triggered more pain for her because at the early days of marriage she tried to make her place as his wife . . .but he was never interested in that. .. there was a time she made herbal drink (lol kaala, bad spellin i know) and he blasted her for even doing that ,, and indicated that he did not need her care at all. .. and all this linked back to what he yelled at her in part 1.. and that by now , . .. she had cried a lot over it. . .and was now devoid of tears. . .. she realised that she had no stable residence in life. . knew she never had anything in life to call her own . .no sense of belonging. . .no sense of ownership. . . her world had collapsed upon her many times.. . . but there s a time one will have taken enough. . .. enough is enough. . . .

there was a time when even a single touch from Ahem wid send shivers down . . but now she noticed him beside her.. . and honestly did not know what to feel. . .she just looked away and yawned. . . .🤢 sad. . .I am feeling sad. . . perhaps i am writin this coz i am half -dead/ super sleepy lol . . its not yet 3 . . cum on STAY AWAKE . . .thats to myself. . 😆

meanwhile back in RN . .where the nes of GOpi being found is already known. . urmi is relentlesly cursing and insulting Gopi in presense of Jeetu. . Dhawal and Panna who just got to know that GOpi was lost and just been found lol .. I think i spared the kid of too many worries lol. .
Panna was furious at Urmi. . in the past. . while GOpi was still unmarried she remembered that sh ehad shared many hapinesses with her and cried together . . and gotten blasted by Urmi together.. . Gopi wud always tell her that it was not right to speak up against elders. . and just ignore and obey them.. . but for some reason Urmi's tough words just cud not be pit down in Panna's heart. . .. she made a Kk to get back at Urmy. . .as Urmi was coming down the steps. . and making her way towards the water hole. . go fill up some bucket. . .panna approached from the back. . and started distracting Urmi. . . "Aap kabhi itni jahldi nahi jaag thi. ." "Aaj Kyun?? 2 (you never wake up this early , , ,why today?/ Urmi goes . . "That manhoos Gopi ruineed everyone's sleep. . " mean while Urmi was still fillin her water. . and slowly lifted up one leg. . .panna saw taht. . Urmi was just trynig to get better reach at the main water tap screw socket. . . to speed up water flow coz it was flowing rather too slowly. . . While urmi was busy doing that. . Panna instinctively poured down all the bucket of water down and mud had started to gather in all that RN dust. . . Urmi shouted what the HELL. . and Panna just knelt down and said sorry. .. . ..

Back at hospital . . Gohem had woken up. .. AHem was trying to help up GOpi. . but she just never reacted..d. dkept her eyes down. . and had not feelings on her face.. it was blank. . .Raji were outside gettin discharge papers ready. . . and Gohem were getting out of the room . . Gopi just walked out straight without lookin back . . and AHem was left inside. . . and he though she may try another getaway attempt. . and quickly made way to get as close and stay as close to her as possible. . . he remebered her when he first took her out in the big new car that she liked spending time with him . . so he though that the more he stays with her the faster her recovery. . and perhaps will speak up . . or when he ssees the right moment .. he wud tell her his heart's feeligns. .

Gopi was just walking straight no sense of direction . . .but had a idea that she shud not bump into anyone. . .this time she did not give anyone a chance to help her thru the crowd.. but she still wasnt sure where she was going. . . AHem noticed that she was still aloof and dumbstruck big time. . . so as soon as he got his eyes on Raji. . he signalled Rashi to come to Gopi and bring her to the car. . whil he kept a close eye on how things were happening. . .and watchin GOpi at all times. ..

Jigar approached his bhabhi and said" you weren't thinkni that u cud easily get freed of us did you?? we wond ever let you leave us ??/" Gopi just looked up at least. . and then back straight , , more down blank expressions and just let Rashi dictate the way . . .. And the got to the car and as Rashi was about to make her way to the back after making way for gopi at the front. .. Gopi just followed her to the back seat. . .and made Ahem and Jigar to take the front row . .lol (GGUYS dont worry . . no lesbian story 😲) And both couples made their way to Mm. . AHem refused to drive and let Jigar who was in better state of mind do the driving. . there was a slight relief and smile on Ahem's face that he had finalyl tracked down Gopi and silently told himself that he wud clear her of all hermisunderstandings. . .

NOW BACK IN Rn. . . Urmi was gettin blasted by all the watchers and residednts of RN for wasting water. . and some pple started pushing her around for wastnig too much time filling up her bucket l ll . .. Urmi gave a killing look to Panna and shouted to everyone to shut up and give her jsut 2 minutes. . .and began gettin ready to refill her bucket when she again lifter her left leg up . . to speed up water flow from main tap. . and panna quickly grabbed a rock and put it under Urmi's lifted foot. . As soon as the water flow got increased. . .Urmi landed her foot back only for the landing zone to be raised.. and she lost her balance. . and fell face flat into the mud pile that panna had created by spilling Urmi's water in first place 🤢. . . Everyone burst out in laughing stock in Rn .. so she quickly got up . . hands all dirty bruised... thank God the rock was still ok. . . and yelled. . "You all will regret,. . . .!!!""" and made her way back to her house in a big hurry . . and nearly tripped at the stairs but Jeetu was there to grab her. .. LOL. . and told her to walk carefulyl and told her to get a gud face lift . .. . . Meanwhile Dhawal who had seen all this . . went over and filled a water bucket in Urmi's place. . .and got interruopted by Panna. . .. she asked him if he cud take her to meet Gopi . . .and he replied as soon as he is also ready and after the working day is complete . . later in the evening. ..

on the other zone. . .GOpi had not uttered a word since being found . . and that Raji and Ahem rather concerned ,, well OBVIOUSLY,, what am i thinking. .. . yeah back to basics. . . and eventually got back to Modi mansion. . . they all got off the car. . .and Rashi led Gopi back in. .jihem followed behind. . . and as soon as the door was opened. . everyone was waiting eagerly for Gopi. . .Baa had also woken up and Hetal had told her of all the happenings while she was asleep and of all the high end drama. . . . . and they all were hugging and blessing Gopi for being back in one piece . . .and lovingly shouted at her not to ever take such a step in her life ever again. . ... Gopi had started gettin some light senses back. . .but was far from reacting normally. .. she just cud not. . she knew everyoen loved her. . but she had failed in her own relation ship. . the reason why she was in Mm was Ahems wife... she felt betrayed and completely hopeless. . .about Gohem relation .. . and when the main party(Ahem) was never her's what was the meaning of life??? she had always thought of other all her life. . .and whenever she though of herself life wud always shater her emotions and experiences. . .what was teh meaning of her relation with Ahem . . .she silently wondered. . nothing. . . . it never got off the ground . .. . she felt taht she was the reason . . barried between Ahem and Anita(REmember In this OS Anita is POSITIVE. . but makes use of negative positive effect KKs. .as in part 1). . . . everyone made their way to the mandir. . .to pray . . Hetal was not holding GOpi and escorted her there.. . koki gave Gopi the thali to start the prayers. . . but Gopi was showing no response. . . and then she shouted and that made Gopi regain more sense (I dont know but i feel Koki's thundering voice can even make a dead man come alive Lol. .. and GOpi was never dead lol so she just had to respond 😊) ROARRr . .. Gopi did not know what was hepning around her . but realised the Aarti plate handed to her. . and she dragged herself to start off the aarti. . . Once she got leve with the top most stail of the mandir. . . more bad memories flowed into her mind. . . she remembered et again what Ahem had yelled to her for. . she remembered sitting there. . .and remembered that she got a book from the nearby desk . . that she wrote some stuff on . . . and cud not help but realise what she had resolved to do . .she had wanted to foreer leave mad mansion. . .but was brought back . . and she had no control over that. . she noticed tears dropping off her eyes. . .and she collapsed again to het feet . . and sat down. .. silent tears flowing freely. . (Gopi tears = TRPS)

everyone was left thunderstruck as to what had happened to her. . .and quickly Ahem made way to her grabbed hold of her. . .she cud not resist coz by that time she had passed out again . .. (GUYS DONT WORRY./ / / no pregnancy track . .this is just weakness and shock induced passing OUt. . ) He took her to the room . . laid her on teh bed. . .sprinkled some water on her. . and recalled the doctor. . guess who. . Dr. Joshi .LOL. . he came and gave another regular check up. . and said all was well. . .and told everyone that she was still very weak . .she got discharged because reports showed positivite in energy gain . . .main reason for her pasing out was too much stress. . and that she was in mild depression . . .and asked everyone to try to keep her happy. . . Ahem knew he was the cause of it all. . but again he was not sure how to beign explaining it all .. . he was too confused. .. as USUAL . . confused in how to improve / convey personal relations never in business matters .. . . But then suddenly he remembered that he had the lettter before the wedding kalakarie in his pocket. . .he dug inside it and thought that he cud use that as a starting point to try to get GOpi;s feelings out .. but again the doctor had asked them to keep her happy and that letter wud just cause her more grief. . ..

koki called down Ahem, brought in some khichdi. . and told him to go and give it to Gopi .. . . .

by the time he got there . . he noticed Gopi was fast asleep . .. no she is not pretending. . . he saw Meethi going down . .and sent back the food. . (tired to resplelling khichDI ) and told her to bring more food back up when he asks for it. . He then walked into the room . .GOpi was fast asleep . . and he just sat on his sofa. . hands folded. . . in deep thought on how to get GOpi to speak up .. .or at least be normal . .at least just that. . even if she did not talk to him again . . . her quioetnes was dricing him mad. . he knew he was the sole cause of it. . .from the letter Kk he knew he had put her thru a lot and had made her what she is today. .. if only he cud go back in time and clear all the misunderstandings. . . he wasnt bothered if this was anyone's Kk he was only concerned to get Gopi to share her grief. . and him to get at least some chance of expressing his love for her. . and prove his genuine feelings. . . but for all this he needed the right moment ,, ,time and method. . he had choosen to start with the letter Kk. . but then relised it wud be better to talk of the recent yellign and apologise to her. . . .

Soon later on . . Gopi showed signs of getin up . .. Ahem noticed that and made his way out of the room quickly to get foood. . daily bread. . and came back . .this time with Koki and Hetal who wanted to check on Gopi as well . . . Ahem then sat on the bed. . and as GOpi woke up. . she noticed that. . moved away and quickly tried to get up and just leave the spot. . .but Hetal was quick to tell her to stay put. . and Koki followed up with a order to start eating. . .

(Reders in the next paragraph the bold bits are my thoughts as writer LOL. .. not exact true thought but I am feelin gud writing it that way ,, they are NOT GOpi's thoughts . . just the BOld bits. . so All BOLD is my thoughts)
Gopi just looked at that hoder of the Food. . .AHem . .yeah. . boooring. . .and then looked back down . .thinknig that he is such a good and honest person. . yeah right. . . . for family and his mom he compromised his entire life .. made a sacrifice of his true love.. . and married me. . . internally she felt like shootin herself for being illiterate. . . .she cud have at least tried to leart herself/ from Panna. . .but she was blind to the fact that it was all Urshi to blame who never gave GOpi a moment to breath freely . .. . GOpi just blamed herself and no one else.. .

AHem was there with the food for some time now. . Gopi was lost again in thoughts. . .Ahem tried feedin her. . and naturally GOpi's head swayed the other way. asn soon as Ahem's hand with the spoon got close to her. . .. Ahem was like 🤢 🤢 🤢 . .. he felt deep pain inside. . but cud not say it . it was unexplainabel . . he just got paralysed at spot or a while . .to tak in what just ahppened. . when koki interrupted him and told him to hand him the place. . . Hetal told him to go outside to rest a while and regroup his thoughts. .. and very slowly chameleons pace he made his way out of the room .. walking very slowly. . . the hurt he felt with Gopi state and how she reacted to him was squeezing his heart bit by bit. . it was gettin hard. . and he felt a pain that he had never before felt in his life. . the pain was a lot more that when he got to know that GOpi had left him . .

meanwhile back in Gohem room . . hetal and koki got to side with GOpi . . both either side. . .(nice off screen PIC lol if this really ever happened. . .Gopi with her two mothers . . cuute )) and Hetal had her hands on Gopis shoulder. . . Gopi had light tears coming form her eyes (I SAID:: tears = TRPS. . I made everyone cry . .will make Ahem do that in next part)) Koki the resolved to feel her. . and gave bound Gopi to another promise to eat . . that if Gopi did not eat she wud not eat and wud not let anyone in the house eat. . 😲 😲 😲 Gopi looked at Koki straight in the eye. . and remembeerd a time when Koki had locked Gopi in the store room . . but came back when she knew the truth and fed GOpi herself. . . but GOpi also remembered Koki's discomfort/ shyness lol at doing that. . but knew Koki really loved GOpi more than a true mother wud. . .

Gopi then volunteered to eat herself when Koki refused outwright and fed her herself. . . hetal also filel dup some water. . and made Gopi drink it. . . Gopi was feeling very very sad. . .she had only 2 wishe in life. .. true love from her husband that she knew she would never ever get. . .despite her hoeps they were always dashed. . .but she had gotten a mother's love that she craved for. . not just one mother . . . but her Kahna ji had given her two ladies who showered motherly love on her. . ever since she got maried. . . but what was the meaning of her marriage now . .it was very hopeless for her. . she cud not be bothered to hope . .. and each time she remembered Ahem the only things that came to her mind were that he had never loved her. . he had always told her that . he was always honest with her. . she blamed her self of bulding sand castles too close to the water wavess only to be washed away moments later. . . and that just brought sadness to her. . .

hetal Koki noticed that. . ane Hetal made GOpi rest her head on her shoulder. . and let her rest more as long as she wanted . .and slowly the three of them got the courage to stand up. . and koki-hetal decided to take GOpi to the kitchen, where Rahsi was sweating profusely trying to cook something up 😭 (cudnt find a sweaty smiley LOL) they just wanted to change the atmosphere for GOpi for a while. . .

Ahem for the time had not landed in the garden somehow and was remembering the rose flower that he had found with some blood stain on it. . and because that was all sorted Gopi was healed at hospital . . he thought how lucky he was to have a wife like Gopi. . but he never realised it nor did he ever get to tell her his feelings in a romantic/vocal way. . there was a small smile on his face that GOpi had kept this rose flower for soo long 😊. . but that quickly faded out to a sad and confused face😕 he thought that if there was blood stain on the rose flowed and that on GOpi. . and it was clear GOpi had it means she must have clinged on to teh rose too close and in a firm grip . . and just let the rose go out of her grip after his outburst on her. . and that was very possible coz of the dumbstruck state that Gopi was left in and still was in. . . That sent shivers down his spine that this time. . .Gopi might never open her heart out to him and and he felt as if he was loosing gorund fast. . with Gopi drifting far far away. . .

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Precap::

• begin on :: Ahem works to clear some old misunderstandings. .
• Gopi a bit more alive . . .cold treamtent like SNS/ ignoring Ahem .. and lost in her own world. . and moves back to sleep no the floor (I will use this to the advantage of more Gohem scenes. . and eventual bed sharing. . )
  
• Koki confronts Gopi. . .and Gopi remidns Koki aware of her vachans. . .(I will ensure that i write this out better at least and make Koki di what we all would want her to do) (copuy from last part. . i cud not get thsi done coz I haev realised with this OS(will rename it to SS now) i am too draggy . . with other OSs i am faster. . )
• DHawal calls Ahem to see if it is fnie if they can come and see Gopi . .and mentions Panna. triggers some certain flashback for ahem . .and he instead decides to take Gopi to RN . .. some misunderstanding will crop up here. .

GUYS. . thanks for bearing with me too long. . I have delayed in updating this. . and if yuo are readers of all the parts. . u might see that pretty much all of my PRECAPS fall short and i only achieve half of my precaps list .. . coz I dont knwo why .. with this OS . . I write it when in mood. . .and when i absolutely never think this through . . but as usuall i promise to at least inculde over half of precaps materialising in each coming up part. . and the precap parts that dont materialist will get covered in the part to follow form the next part. . (kind of pre - pre -cap)

So thanks for bearing with me. . .sorry for any errors. . i seem to be too draggy on this OS. . i feel cant help it. . . but my other OSs are not as slow as this one lol. . OH and I will rename this to a SS now. . its rather too long. .

ANd I got a massive exam 2moro. . . and some next week.. so I might not update this soon . . will be a delay but will surely update it. . when I get in mood and when i get time. ..

and in the meantime i might write some other OSs seperate from this when time permits/ when i feel at my timeouts . . so hope you like it. . 😃