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Gopi woke up hearing her Ahemji calling out her name. As she switched on the light she saw her Ahemji looking around confused. Looking at him, worried her & she responded to his call !!!
Ahem realised the reality of his relationship was far away from his dream as Gopi switched on the light. A second back he had Gopi with him both sharing the love they feel for each other & it surprised him now to see her far away from. He was confused on what happened & looked around to realise that the passionate dream was so real so much, that in reality, this is how his relationship would have been with her, his wife !!! As Gopi asked him, if he needed something, he did not know what to answer her. He was so high on emotions of having her with him, loving her & now looking at the reality of his relationship, unable to move closer to her, to claim her as his forever, hurted him deeply & in that hurt he abruptly asked her to switch off the lights, to gather himself emotionally.
Looking at her Ahemji, Gopi was confused on what happened to him that he shouted out her name loudly. She tried asking him, cajoling him to share with her on what happened but all he told her was to switch off the lights abruptly. Gopi was worried for him & wanted to reach out to her Ahemji & take away whatever was troubling him. But as he cut her off abruptly, she did not know what happened & felt helpless on not being able to be with him when he needed the most. As she laid down on the bed, she kept looking at him hoping he would share with her his dream, his thoughts which were troubling him & she hoped that he would be alright !!!
As Ahem laid down, he could not help but glance at her. As he saw her away from him, his heart felt the pain of his relationship. A few feet away was his wife, his love with whom he wants to share his heart & soul & be her's forever ...but looking at the distance, he felt helpless, not knowing how to reach out to her & tell her how much he loves her. So far their relationship never needed words to be expressed... to feel her love for him & his love for her, but today when Ahem's heart is unable to withhold the love he feels for her & wants to move forward , he is lost as he does not know if she is ready to move forward in the relationship as much as he wants too !!! He looked back at her, his love who was sleeping, hoping that she also loves him as much as he loves her &hoped that she would understand his deep feelings he has for her & give him a chance to show her what she means to him & claim her love for him !!!
