FF:Ahams feelings for gopi LAST PART at pg 62

great beginning would love to see the next part

Originally posted by: ayesha_78

EDITED*

good start

try to make it longer though 😉

fanfic writer myself so just saying anyway

part 2.

Aham falls asleep it was 5. 30 am in the morning gopi wakes up and sees aham is already out of bed she gets scared and thinks he might be in the bathroom so tris to move towards bathroom to check his presence but realizes him sleeping on the bedding of the floor. she is shocked to see and she prays to kanahji to save her from his anger. and stands looking at aham sleeping on the floor meantime aham wakes up and opens his eyes gopi gets scared of ahm and puts her pallu on her head and tries to avoid his glances on her. aham sees gopi and gets up and moves to bathroom without uttering the word. gopi will be shocked because of this behaviour of aham towards her, and she prays kanahji for helping her and she moves out of the room for collecting milk before aham comes out of the washroom...

Gopi is in kitchen Rashi comes to ask gopi what happened in the night calls gopis name but gopi does not answer her as she is still thinking about aham why did not he yelled at her did not even speak she was feeling guilty for making him sleep on the floor, rashi sees gopi in dreamworld and shakes her literally shouts gopi loudly and gopi comes to her senses,,,, ji rashi ben aapko kuch chahiye , gopi kya kar rahi hai mai kabse gopi gopi kehke chilla rahi hun tum to kahi koyi huyi ho ,,, jaise bhi main tumse ye poochne ke liye aayi ki tum kal bistar par hi soyi thina????

gopi answers rashi. ji rashi ben jaise aapne kaha tha bilkul waisa hi kiya.

Rashi feels happy that aham jiju would have blasted her nicely, and thinks to inform her mummy about of gawar gopis new kaarname.

Rashi asks gopi what happened did aham jiju felt angry at her or what gopi bends her head down and tell rashi, ji nahi rashi ben woh to naahi gussa huye, naahi danta lekin jab meri ankein kuli tho woh neeche so rahe the aur jab woh ute seedhe bathroom chale gaye patha nahi woh mujse gussa hai ki nahi.

Rashi's mouth will be wide open after hearing this and thinks that maein kya sochke ye kalakaari rachi thi aur ye kya nikla . and thinking this she stands stunned kya ho gaya aaj kal mummy ki koi kalaakari kaam nahi kar rahi hai koi baat nahi meri agli kalakari aisi hogi ki jiski thod meri mummy ki paas bhi nahi hogi. gopi calls rashi ben kya hua aap kya soch rahi ho rashi yells at her kya matlab kya soch rahi hoon tu apna kaam teek se kar. and she leaves the kitchen.

gopi does not understand why rashi ben got angry on her.

gopi prepares morning nashta for every one, every one waits in the dining table gopi serves them aham comes down for break fast gopi serves him with green tea, and she looks scared to peep in to his eyes for the mistake she has commited but aham ignores gopi and leaves for office along with jigar and kaka.

aham reaches office and concentrate on his work than a piwon comes to aham serving water for him and he drops water glass on aham and aham yells at the piwon and takes out his hand key from his pocket and wipe the water, and asks piwon to leave, he sees his name threaded in hand key read as ahamji and tinks that gopi would have done for him. he starts thinking of gopi hamesha ahamji ahamji ahamji main tho uske awaaz se bhi, nahi jab dekho aham ji aapko kuch chahiye, aapki green tea, maaji aapko neeche bula rahi hai, ye ladki tho meri dimaak se nikalti hi nahi, and feels angry on her.

yeh kya baath ho gayi ahamji ahamji, aur ab meri hand key ko bhi nahi chod rahi hai aaj kal , kal raath tho usne had hi kar di meri bisthar pe aake so gayi. but he wipes his hand smmothly on the spellings of ahamji as she would have lovingly crafted his name on the cloth, with care.

he leans on the chair and remembers the day of their marriage when she accidently fell and aham protected her from falling she was in his arms on her gruha pravesh, he stared at her beautiful eyes why does that gawar falls everytime the next time in mandir when she fell to his arms and he caught her in one hand her entire weight was balanced in his one arm, and she was looking stunningly beautiful and he stared at her and glanced at her beauty, but that gawar soon covered herself with pallu, did not let him to capture her beauty with his eyes. and thinks that ye gopi to gawar ki gawar hi rahegi . and takes a sigh of relief and thinks why is he even thinking about of her when he is suppose to concentrate on his work as he is in office but he could not stop himself from thinking of gopi,

when in switzerland when she was lost he was guilty for his mistake and went on to search for gopi as ordered by his mom but when she was not found easily his heart was missing its beats, the moment he found gopi it was as if he found his life at his eye sight, infront wanted to grab her in his arms as soon as possible so he ran towards gopi but he immeadiately stopped himself as his ego was coming to his consciousness but gopi hugged him and rested her head on his chest aham too hugged her but released his arms around her not willing to hold her but he could not push away gopi from him as she was scared at that moment he did not even caressed her but all he thought of holding her and approched his arms on her and hugged her lightly with hesitation gopi did not realize this as she was still scared at that moment for being alone in the whole night but soon he realized he is not suppose to touch any girl with that intension he withdrew his arms and asked gopi to leave him and gave his hand key when she dropped he could not stop himself from staring at gopi , he felt the pain when he saw tears in her eyes he did not understand at that moment.

but yesterday he did not shout at her when she was asleep on his bed he was staring at gopi for her beauty he could not take his eyes away from her when she was all alone in chatt, the day of cricket match when her pallu was flying and she missed a ball to hit he was angry for her mistake and went and tucked her pallu, the day when she was in his car and did not know to put a seat belt he hepled her,

when she was speaking to his friend in park he was angry at her for speaking to his friends or he might be jealous as she was speaking to other man other than him. may be he was getting possessive, when she accidently switched on his music system instead of ac in his car he told her ask him if she does not understand, the day of holi when she told him she loves him so much and she asked him why he is always angry at her she loves him more than her life when she touched her cheeks he remembers, why he did not blast her at that moment for spoiling his face from holi colors in his whole life no one dared to put holi not even jigar or anita but gopi did it, when she asked him his apology why did he tell her he did not rember as if he was running away from the fact, he could not stopp himself from thinking about of gopi anymore.

soon jigar enters the chamber asking for file aham comes to his terms and asks jigar to go for meeting instead of him as he is not feeling good, jigar leaves the chamber with file. aham makes a promise to himself not to think of gopi anymore.

Rashi will be on phone with her mummy, mummy pataa hai kya hua us gopi tho bistar par so bhi gayi lekin aham jiju tho usko danta tak nahi, maien tho soch rahi thi ki aham jiju uske haath pakad kar use apne kamre se bahar nikaldenge yahan tho kuch ulta hi ho raha hai, mummy ab mera kya hoga mummy kya karu agar aham jiju aur gopi kareeb aagaye tho, gopi is ghar ki maharani ban jayegi maein ek chaprasi ki biwi ban kar rah jaaongi???? hey bagwan mera kya hoga.

urmila' chup gadidi kahi ki tum ye kya keh rahi ho teek se bata meri kalakari ki koi asar hi nahi aise kaise us maa ke laadlene gopi gawar ko danta nahi aur chup chap neeche so gaya naahi kamre se bahar nikaala aise kaise, arre is se pehle woh dono aur kareeb aaye hame kuch bhi karke gopi ko kamre se bahar nikalwana hi hai, main kuch nayi kalakaari sochti hoon tu dar mat meri dikri. jai krishna dikri

urmi cuts the call and thinks of new plan. rashi will be angry and sits on the bed jigar walks in to the room and calls rashi and ask her why she is sad what happened rashi yells at him aapko meri fikar kahan is ghar maein uski jagah sirf ek naukrani ki hai jab dekho kaaam ek hai kakiji aur doosra aap jo meri jindagi ko narak bana rakha hai, kya agar mein udhaas bhi hoon kya aap mujhe woh laake de sake hai jo mujhe chahiye kuch bhi nahi aapse kuch nahi ho sakta ,,,,

and leaves the room jigar feels astonished to hear these words from rashi, and compares before the marriage and to this present day complete changed, and questions himself kya ek insaan itna bhi kabhi badal sakta hai????

aham will be in his room gopi walks with green tea in her hand and serve him aham takes it from her hand and gopi leaves the room aham could not stop himself from staring at gopi anymore he stares at gopi when she was moving out of the room ...