FF:Ahams feelings for gopi LAST PART at pg 62 - Page 4

Part 11.

Gopi will be in the kitchen kokila asks Gopi to get green tea for aham as he has returned from office gopi prepares the tea and get upstairs, aham will be in washroom she waits for him when he is out she will offer him tea and ask him whether he needs anything, he says he will inform meantime he gets a call from his manager saying the new proposal has been approved and the clients are willing to meet him in the party which is organized in the hotel nearby, and he needs to come to meet his clients and the buisiness deal will be finalized there only, aham will be extremely happy, and he will inform the manager he will be there, ... aham asks gopi to get his clothes as he needs to leave for the meeting, gopi does so, on his way to hall he informs kaka about the meeting and take his blessings, rashi will be standing in the corner when everyone wishes him, and even gopi will wish him, and aham will leave for the party, rashi taunts jigar by calling him useless when jigar asks her what did she say he could not hear, she informs him, she just wished aham jiju ,,, jigar will be annoyed...

in the party the manager will make aham to meet the clients, and they will be extremely happy to give the deal to modi construction, as their proposal exactly matches their criteria, and they inform him he need to work along with another company to complete the project as both the proposal are being in the priority lists of the criteria what they intended, since modi const.. along with A & S industries had offered them a better proposal they could not ignore both their proposal so they had come up with an idea to utilize the talents of both the companies and they will request aham to agree for the proposal to work with the A & S industries as a joint partners to complete the deal... but aham does not want to loose the oppertunity as if he gets the deal with the clients modi construction will be listed in one of the international oveseas company and thier market and popoularity will be grown,,, so in that thought he will call his kaka and inform him regarding this, even kaka asks him to do the same agree with the deal aham says yes to the clients, and they will happy to hear yes from aham...

They insist aham to meet his partners of A & S industry, aham agreess they will take him to a lady who was on her phone and aham could see her back , but aham feels its a familiar voice he has heard, and the lady in modern suit will turn towards aham and ahams eyes will be wide open to see a anita, his new buisiness partner ,,, anita will be in a formal way shakes hands with aham and the clients will inform anita that aham will be thier partner in the new project along with her, so aham will be in deep shock to see his beloved anita infront of his eyes he remembers his old days with anita...

and both anita and aham will be recalling their old memories and standing facing each other...

Aham goes near anita and asks her apology for his betrayal towards her, anita will get angry on him and say just sorry from ur mouth.,, and yells at aham for cheating her in the name of love and inform him that she is no longer waiting for him in her life as she feels he is not worthy for her to be her life partner and makes fun of him,,, saying he can be a good son and he can never be a good husband or good friend or good boyfriend...aham tries to touch anita to console her(he still loves anita) but anita tells him not to ever dare to touch her as she is not a doll, and he cant use her when he needs and cant throw her when he does not need her... and insults aham very badly, and she informs him that she is no more single and she has got a better person than him in her life who will deserve her and he is wealthier than aham modi... this hurts ahams ego...

by saying this anita goes away to the dance floor and starts dancing with her new partner, this irritates aham and aham takes a wine and drinks and it continues he will be finally over drunk, aham's manager notices aham's condition so he decides to drop aham to his house and he takes aham from that place and rings the door bell, gopi opens the door and sees aham being supported by manager and driver, she asks manager what happened, manager informs her that he is just over drunk, as it is the first time so he could not carry on himself, and gopi gives support to aham and manager will wish gopi and take a leave... gopi will be horrified to see aham in this condition and plans to take him to their room and if any one spot him in this condition maaji will be hurt thinking that she gives a support and takes him upstairs,,,, he will be too heavy for her, and she makes him to rest on the bed removes his shoes , his bleasure, tie watch and ask him does he need anything ...

aham wont be in a condition to speak and gopi moves near him and with the tears in her eyes and suddenly aham starts murmering in his semiconscious state anita i love u dont leave me and catch holds of gopis hand, on hearing this from ahams mouth gopi will be in extreme shock condition and tears will start rolling from her eyes... but aham thinks that gopi is anita,,, and he can see anita in place of gopi... and he will be in semiconcious state pulls gopi towards him saying anita dont leave me and go i cant live without u, and she will be shocked again and she opens her mouth saying i am not anita i am ur wife gopi, she asks him to leave her, but aham does not want anita to move away from his grip so he tightens his grip on gopi thinking she is anita...gopi asks aham to leave her she pleads him but in vain, she resists ahams physical approach towards her but aham is not in his mind. Aham asks gopi how could she leave him and go and gopi asks aham to leave her aham kisses gopi all over and ... ... and it will be around 4 in the morning gopi will be sitting on the floor leaning against the bed aham will be asleep on the bed, gopi will have a tears in her eyes its not the tears for to be physically with aham but the tears she had for is because of the thinking of the thought that aham loved her last night thinking that she is anita, gopi cries for her fate,,,, and meantime she will hear knock at the door, gopi makes herself comfortable and opens the door and kokii will be standing outside she asks gopi whether aham had come and does he had food last night ... gopi nods her head and koki will be relieved and she informs gopi that she was worried for aham so she came so early in the morning ...and leaves the room .. gopi with tears in her eyes takes a shower comes out of the bathroom gets ready and leaves for downstairs ... and aham will be asleep... stilll

in the kitchen rashi sees gopis sad face and she will be happy that something would have happened between husband and wife, and thinking that she will laugh, meantime hetal enters the kitchen and asks rashi to get tea for jigar as he asked for so rashi leaves the kitchen with tea for jigar... hetal calls out gopis name but she wont respond so hetal comes near gopi and enquire but gopi informs them nnothing she is fine, hetal notices some mark on gopis hand and she catch hold of gopis hand and she even notices some bites on her face and neck, and hetal will be happy, and she understands why gopi is not responding to her and she will bless gopi with a smile on her face,,, meantime koki enters the kitchen hetal asks koki to see her gopi vahu she asks her does not our gopi looking beautiful today koki wont understand and goes near gopi telling that she cant see any change in gopi today,,, but hetal asks her to see gopis face carefully koki notices that and she too will be happy and she will bless gopi... but gopi is in her tears... no one notices it...

it will be late in the morning aham opens his eyes and he sees himself in a mess with the broken bangles on the bed and he recallls the previous night and he realizes his mistakes and he talks to himself what he has done how could he do that mistake what made him to get jealous on seeing anita in someone else arms he himself left anita nad he is married to gopi, and he can't think of other woman when he is marrried to gopi, he questions himself does he still love anita? Than what about gopi is it love or his responsiblity or physical attraction... saying this he moves out of the bed and stands near the mirror,

how could he do that with gopi and what gopi will be thinking about him, and he remembers how gopi was scared and resisitng his approach and recalls that she even begged him to leave her and she even tried to push him away from her body to run out of his grip... he thinks and feels guilty that he forced gopi physiclly against her wishes... and he did all this with gopi thinking that she is anita, he will be scared of the thought to face with gopi,,,, and he will be feeling guilty for his mistake and immediately gets ready and goes downstairs to talk to gopi...

And meantime hetal and koki sees aham coming down and aham wishes all the elders and his eyes will be saeching for gopi... gopi will come to serve breakfast for everyone, aham tries to peep in to her eyes but gopis head will be bent and she wont be facing aham and she will be avoiding aham,,, aham wants to talk with gopi... hetal notices it and feels happy for both of them as thier relation has grown stronger in less time, and rashi will also be sitting to eat the breakfast when gopi goes near rashi to serve the food she sees marks on gopis hand and thinking that aham jiju might have hurt or beaten gopi last night plans to take the advantage of the situation to make kokila and aham in awkward situation,,, so she holds gopis hand and ask her waht happened to her hand did she get hurt or did she felll in the bathroom or did aham jiju... kokila interrupts rashis words and ask her to shut her mouth and continue to eat and and aham sees koki's expressions towards rashi and he sees tears in gopis eyes and he realizes that he has hurt gopi badly yesterday and he feels guity and thinks to talk with gopi alone... when he returns from the office in the evening... After men left for the office gopi goes to their room and sees the bed and remembers the last night with aham which she spent and starts crying ... and she asks kanaji why her fate is like this? when she thought ahamji has started loving her and when she was dreaming a beautiful life infront of them, why did kanaji broke her dream, alll the life she was dreaming that ahamji would love her oneday because she is his wife, and she is gopi aham modi, it became true also yesterday night he loved her and showed his love, he caressed her face and he came closer to her but when he touched her he did not take her name from his mouth he took anitajis name he was not in his conscious, she questions god and ask her why did he do with her like this... which means he dont love me he dont even respect her for to be his wife, it is not even the physical attraction than whatt is the relation between me and ahamji when i dont see or feel anything between us anymore and she cries again... what is the meaning of thier ralationship???