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Part 13
Aham reaches his home and directly goes to his room w/o even looking here and there. Koki smells something fishy abt his behavior and thinks to talk to him but then Hetal calls him in kitchen so she goes to kitchen. Kinjal is pacing here and there in her room and is very angry how Aham dint pay attention to her words first time in life, how can he forgot to pick her up from the mall, now she decides to talk to him and goes to his room. She knocks the door but no reply, so she sneaks inside and sees Aham standing on the window side in dark. She enters the room and switches on the light.
Aham asks "Kaun Hai"
(who is there)
she replies, Aham bhai main Kinjal, aap andhere me kyun khade hai.
(Aham bhai, this is me Kinjal, why are u standing in dark)
Aham: Kuchh Nahi, tumhe kuchh kaam tha.
(nothing, do u hav anything urgent)
Kinjal: Haan wo aap mall se kaha chale gaye the, mujhe to itna bura laga kya batau, meri frnds ke saamne meri kitni insult hui ke mujhe auto se aana pada.
(Yup.....where u gone from the mall, i cant tell u how embarrassed I was feeling when i had to go by auto in front of my frnds)
Aham tries hard to control his tempor as he was not in a mood to get distracted from Gopi's thoughts and here Kinjal is taking test of his Patience.
He shouts at her, tum kya samajhti ho duniya me mere pass tumhe pick karne ke alawa aur koi kaam nahi hai, sara din idhar udhar malls me ghumti rahti ho aur chahti ho ke main tumhare aage pecche chakkar lagau. Mom ne tumhe sar par chadha rakha hai, unse bolna padega tumhara kuchh kare.
(what do u think, I dont hv any important work to do other than picking u up from mall. all day u spent in mall roaming here and there and want me to run behind u. Mom has pampered u a lot, I must talk to mom to take care of u)
Kinjal is just cant believe what all her Aham bhai is saying to her, she starts crying and leaves.
Aham in her room does not know how to react, he made his lil sis crying first time in life and due to someone else like Gopi,
but then his inner self says: Gopi is not some one else, she is my life, she is my everything, I dont know how i'll survive w/o her. And then he recalls the moment when he saw Gopi in mall.
Its 01:00 AM and Aham still in Gopi's thoughts. He goes to the Kanha Temple in his home and looks at the statue with so much hope in eyes, he is on his knees and prays to Kanha Ji.
Aham: I never thought in my life that i'll be praying u to give me back the one whom I hated the most once. Why are u doing this to me Kanha Ji, u are Gopi's Kanha Ji na then wont u be kinder towards Gopi's husband thats me, wont u give me back my Gopi, how much pain and suffering u want me to bear and even then I m ready to bear all that just assure that I'll get my Gopi back in my life.
suddenly he thinks abt what all Shashank said abt her would be wife, he thinks isnt it possible that Shashank is abt to marry Gopi and thats y he mentioned so many qualities which can be just Gopi's speciality. His heart was in his throat just by thought of loosing Gopi.
but next moment he says to himself: Why cant she marry someone else if he is Better than me, if he can keep her happy, if he will be always on her side as A husband, I never fulfilled any duty of an husband then how come now I can ask her to be my wife again. No I wont (with a determined look on his face) if Gopi will be happy with someone else I wont be an hurdle in her life now, let her have a Happy Future w/o me. I hv given her pain, tears, scoldings everytime, let her have Love and Affection in her life. i'll survive my remaining life in her memories only, tears are rolling down his cheeks while saying all this, as he just cant imagine his life w/o Gopi.
A small hope was still shining in his thoughts, might be she wont marry some one else after seeing me, may be she still loves me, may be she will forgive me if I'll repent for each and every sin. So let me try once more to get her back again but then i wont force her what ever her decision will be i'll accept it.
then He prays to Kanha ji: Please Keep Gopi always happy, nothing else I want from u, , as my happiness is in her happiness only.
In her room Gopi is praying to her small Kanha Idol: Kanha Ji...., Aaj aapne mujhe kitna bada sukh diya, aaj maine Aham ji ko dekha....ji bhar ke, aur ab shayad fir dubara is jeevan me main unke darshan na kar pau. Kanha Ji bas aap unhe hamesha khush rakhna, kyunki unki khushi me to meri khushi hai. Wo jinse Pyaar karte hain aap unhe unki jindagi me wapas le aaiye. mera kya hai maine Unki Radha na Ban saki to kya hua ab Meera Ban kar hi apna pura jeevan bita dungi.
(kanha ji, today u gave me so much nig happiness, I saw Aham ji heartful, and may be i'll never be able to see him again. Kanha ji just keep him happy always, as my happiness is on his happiness only, Please bring the gal back whom he loves. I could not be Radha but i'll become his Meera for my life time)
Both of them dont know that they are praying to the same God and for each others happiness which is directly or indirectly there own Life.
Its morning time, Koki comes to the temple and sees Aham lying there. She wakes him up and asks the reason for being here. Aham does not say a word and leaves the temple all lost. Koki is also sad looking at her Dikra all sad and almost lifeless.
Here Meena comes in Gopi's room who slept whole night while sitting on the bedside. Meena wakes her up and asks if everything is alright. Gopi nods for yes and asks her to leave as she will be in Kitchen in a while.
Hope u all wil like this small Update for today...will update next part soon...
Aham asks "Kaun Hai"
(who is there)
she replies, Aham bhai main Kinjal, aap andhere me kyun khade hai.
(Aham bhai, this is me Kinjal, why are u standing in dark)
Aham: Kuchh Nahi, tumhe kuchh kaam tha.
(nothing, do u hav anything urgent)
Kinjal: Haan wo aap mall se kaha chale gaye the, mujhe to itna bura laga kya batau, meri frnds ke saamne meri kitni insult hui ke mujhe auto se aana pada.
(Yup.....where u gone from the mall, i cant tell u how embarrassed I was feeling when i had to go by auto in front of my frnds)
Aham tries hard to control his tempor as he was not in a mood to get distracted from Gopi's thoughts and here Kinjal is taking test of his Patience.
He shouts at her, tum kya samajhti ho duniya me mere pass tumhe pick karne ke alawa aur koi kaam nahi hai, sara din idhar udhar malls me ghumti rahti ho aur chahti ho ke main tumhare aage pecche chakkar lagau. Mom ne tumhe sar par chadha rakha hai, unse bolna padega tumhara kuchh kare.
(what do u think, I dont hv any important work to do other than picking u up from mall. all day u spent in mall roaming here and there and want me to run behind u. Mom has pampered u a lot, I must talk to mom to take care of u)
Kinjal is just cant believe what all her Aham bhai is saying to her, she starts crying and leaves.
Aham in her room does not know how to react, he made his lil sis crying first time in life and due to someone else like Gopi,
but then his inner self says: Gopi is not some one else, she is my life, she is my everything, I dont know how i'll survive w/o her. And then he recalls the moment when he saw Gopi in mall.
Its 01:00 AM and Aham still in Gopi's thoughts. He goes to the Kanha Temple in his home and looks at the statue with so much hope in eyes, he is on his knees and prays to Kanha Ji.
Aham: I never thought in my life that i'll be praying u to give me back the one whom I hated the most once. Why are u doing this to me Kanha Ji, u are Gopi's Kanha Ji na then wont u be kinder towards Gopi's husband thats me, wont u give me back my Gopi, how much pain and suffering u want me to bear and even then I m ready to bear all that just assure that I'll get my Gopi back in my life.
suddenly he thinks abt what all Shashank said abt her would be wife, he thinks isnt it possible that Shashank is abt to marry Gopi and thats y he mentioned so many qualities which can be just Gopi's speciality. His heart was in his throat just by thought of loosing Gopi.
but next moment he says to himself: Why cant she marry someone else if he is Better than me, if he can keep her happy, if he will be always on her side as A husband, I never fulfilled any duty of an husband then how come now I can ask her to be my wife again. No I wont (with a determined look on his face) if Gopi will be happy with someone else I wont be an hurdle in her life now, let her have a Happy Future w/o me. I hv given her pain, tears, scoldings everytime, let her have Love and Affection in her life. i'll survive my remaining life in her memories only, tears are rolling down his cheeks while saying all this, as he just cant imagine his life w/o Gopi.
A small hope was still shining in his thoughts, might be she wont marry some one else after seeing me, may be she still loves me, may be she will forgive me if I'll repent for each and every sin. So let me try once more to get her back again but then i wont force her what ever her decision will be i'll accept it.
then He prays to Kanha ji: Please Keep Gopi always happy, nothing else I want from u, , as my happiness is in her happiness only.
In her room Gopi is praying to her small Kanha Idol: Kanha Ji...., Aaj aapne mujhe kitna bada sukh diya, aaj maine Aham ji ko dekha....ji bhar ke, aur ab shayad fir dubara is jeevan me main unke darshan na kar pau. Kanha Ji bas aap unhe hamesha khush rakhna, kyunki unki khushi me to meri khushi hai. Wo jinse Pyaar karte hain aap unhe unki jindagi me wapas le aaiye. mera kya hai maine Unki Radha na Ban saki to kya hua ab Meera Ban kar hi apna pura jeevan bita dungi.
(kanha ji, today u gave me so much nig happiness, I saw Aham ji heartful, and may be i'll never be able to see him again. Kanha ji just keep him happy always, as my happiness is on his happiness only, Please bring the gal back whom he loves. I could not be Radha but i'll become his Meera for my life time)
Both of them dont know that they are praying to the same God and for each others happiness which is directly or indirectly there own Life.
Its morning time, Koki comes to the temple and sees Aham lying there. She wakes him up and asks the reason for being here. Aham does not say a word and leaves the temple all lost. Koki is also sad looking at her Dikra all sad and almost lifeless.
Here Meena comes in Gopi's room who slept whole night while sitting on the bedside. Meena wakes her up and asks if everything is alright. Gopi nods for yes and asks her to leave as she will be in Kitchen in a while.
Hope u all wil like this small Update for today...will update next part soon...
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