girls am proud of you... mmuuaaah
Namz shri Rash... 👏👏
on a personal note even i would like to share something...
I was 17 then..
me apne friends ke saath apni friend (she was elder to us) ke then bf ke relative ke reception me gai thi( we were forced to come as it was held near our locality).. we went their.. i being fun-loving person( i think i am😆) mastikhor... was having fun with my gang.. then suddenly got introduced to our jiju's brother & his friend.. didnt notice others..as we were busy making fun of something or the other.. he dropped us(jiju's younger bro)...
and he somehow got my number.. jiju's bhai used to send messages and call me to say hie hello...
then one day i got a call from unknown no.. and it was jiju's bhai . so we spoke casually and kept the phone then got forwarded messages from the same number.. didnt respond... then hours later got a msg from the same number... asking... "who is this".. i was like you had called me and messaged me...
then this person called me up( it was some other guy... i asked him where is that person jiju's bhai.. after few min lost my temper and told him not to irritate me...he said he is my jiju's brothers friend( round and round)..
he said he might have used his number he didnt know about it..and apoligized
i felt bad...i actually behaved badly (as i was losing my temper how can he get my number etc).. then i had to calm down and say okk leave it..
then later on he also tried becoming friendz with me.. and kaafi time ke baad i said ok just friends..
now the actual thing starts.. this guy was interested in me.. knew my name etc... as he had seen me.. he use to alwayz here about me( my freinds ex-bf was very fond of my company.. he used to alwayss speak about what masti we all did)... that way this guy really became fond of me..
he used to call me every day and night... he said he loved listening to me.. loved my voice..
sometimes he used to call me at night and i used to not ans ... morng me dekha toh 70-80 miss calls..
messages etc..
my friends used to always ask me what is going on in b/w you guyzz.. i said it is just freindship.. i didnt know about his feeling at all i swear...( and people knew they would get tight slap from me if they try to get closer to me)..
one day my frnd, came up to me and asked what happened ... i heard something . i was like what..
she said " kya chal raha hai aaj kal tere life me .. kya chal raha hai uske saath... " i said "nothing sirf dost yaar"...
usne bataya ki "mene suna ki usne tujhe apne group me declare kar dia ki, you are their bhabhi"...( i so hated this)..
he said he loves you.. and she is just mine...
think i was just 17 and that guy was 24yr.. who should be mature.. i had to deal with this..
he was so madly in love with him .. (and guess what uske parents bhi influential background ke the.. ministers ).. and he was from U.P.. settled in mumbai..
i know that guy was not bad.. he was good-looking 6ft.. had good job..
but was really mad about me.. but at that time i never believed in getting into love... i am modern girl(but traditionla from heart.. will always be my dad ke ankhon ka tara.. will never do anything against his wishes)..
i tried speaking to him pyaar se..
he never revealed his feelings to me.. always denied.. he lied to me that he never said something like that.. he took me as a very good friend..( I HATE LIARS)
after sometime i felt that my friend was telling the truth.. this guy was lying to me.. he tried to speak with my jiju and my friend to do something that i would accept him..
he used to make me speak to his bhanja and force him to call him mami.. few things here and there i was sure.. he surely has some other feelings for me..
i changed my number..
he was about to get engaged... he changed his locality to be close to mine.. and to avoid engagement.. mujhe nahi pata kitna sach hai..
but calling me every day and night ... then freinds circle ko kehna woh tumhaari bhabhi hai... i thought it is too much.. he'll ruin his own life..
so had to change my number.. but then again somehow(GOK
how) he found my number and again started calling me...
now it was 2years he was still behind me..
i finally had to say i love someone else... blah blah anout imaginary guy..i dont know but this guy knew me very well.. he said it is impossible for you to say yeas to any1... he used never believe me..
i had to make my friend pretend to be my bf.. thoda baat karaya... fir bhi not convinced...
then pyaar se nahi maana ... i had to speak rudely... i said listen why are you wasting your time.. you only are saying that whatever i heard is not right...
finally this person agreed that ya he was in love with me...
he was madly in love with me.. and then started speaking like indu singh actually.. i'll keep you happy... i know you are not that kind of person to say yes to any1.. i was like listen am not that good person... you be happy.. you deserve to be happy.. plzz but dont waste your life and time behind me... i already like someone else... he was not at all ready to listen...
he was dejected( i had to do this otherwise he would have ruined his life... he was well settled and 5yrs elder to me) but then too behaved immaturely.. still followed me and said how happy we would be together..
i had to tell him we are from two diff background.. south and north indian plus christian and hindu.. this wasnt possible... ( i had to say this.. maan jaaye soch ke)
he was like it doesnt matter.. he was constantly behind me.. constantly forcing his love over me..
i changed my number again(thank god he didnt know my bldg etc)..
he couldn' find it...
then one day for some reason i switched the old sim after around 7-8 months... and guess what as soon as i switched on my cell ... i see his call...
it was his bday.. i feel bad for that guy but sometimes more and more love is scary.. sometimes you wouldnt be able to control that person...
but karna pada durr ussey.. now we dont talk... heard he is fine..
didnt want to spoil his life by saying yes befor and then marrying someone else as per my parents wishes. which could have effected him badly
time ke saath sab thik ho jaata hai..
pyaar nahi tha toh me kya karti... now what do you think was i wrong... please correct me if you feel am wrong then...
I THINK LOVE JUST HAPPENS YOU CANNOT FORCE A PERSON TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM.. THEN YOU WOULDNT GET LOVE IN RETURN.. BUT THE OTHER PERSONS HATRET... now thats what i feel..
Edited by roshaeldsouza91 - 13 years ago
Anupamaa
