The hands you take and the hands you leave Part 63-Updated page 149 - Page 71

@Simran Maya or illusion which is played on eyes, where ego plays the major role, where feelings are ignored or not acknowledged and Leela which plays with feelings using the same vision to question the perception as Shreya rightly said. By the time illusion is broken some grave losses will happen for sure.

In the other forum I was analyzing metaphor Maya and was not at all going by the so called dialogues and mahan actions of certain individuals for which the whole bashing happened in that forum.

I am a duffer like Anami. I will only post long messages but did not see through that 😳 . I thought why LM wasis were not reassuring Dadi by holding her hand and asking her to look into their eyes like Anami was. I thought kya cold and emotionally stunted people hain. Par ab tho kya chaalaak log hain. Perhaps this is what they call Raja Thanthiram which means cunning of a king in Tamil vs just cunning. Do all royal families have it in them to survive by any means ?

I I don't think anyone of LM wasis want to hurt Anami even Baldev and Vikram because somewhere they are all about the khoon and they realize Anami is their blood after the DNA test. But there is also the story of the boy crying wolf. You tell lies too many times even if your intentions are pure, it's still a web of lies and when the lied to finds out how can they trust again ? LM wasis say Sudha is a liar, but they have spun such an elaborate story. If Anami finds out tomorrow the little bit of relationship with Dadi will go too. That hand that she held yesterday will be left.

Trust is a precious thing. It comes only through truth. There is a line in the Baji Rao movie where Kashi says to Baji Rao "Paraya log se kya shikayathen, gaao tho apnon ke zayada chukthe hain" when he says he and Mastani must have hurt her. What Dadi did to Anami is a betrayal of trust. It will hurt when Anami finds out. Hers was the hand that Anami held, the one she trusted, the one she took as Apna. Now those hands that did her hair are jhooti like Sudha's. How do you know who is true in that situation ? Those hands that did her hair, both Sudha's and Dadi's tended to her hair like Panditayen. But unlike Panditayen, proven jhooti.

I am reminded of the Lotus symbolism. Today Anami is the lotus. She is used to the flowing river of the holy ganges. Even though it is heavily polluted I am not sure the lotus blooms there as the water flows. But LM is the still, polluted water and Anami needs to sift through the truth when both sides are not clear until truth rises.

Very curious what people know.

Another curiosity is what Dheeru knows. Everyone knows about or goes to a marriage and a funeral. So was the funeral of Purushotam open or chupke ? How did he go there ? Obviously not through an obituary in a paper since the CBI would know then. So who told him ? What is the connection ? They said Sudha escaped 6 years ago, Purushottam died 5 years ago. I always suspected Dadi was the one who offed Purushotam. Was Dheeru the one who carried out the deed ? Dheeru is Krishna to me. What I also remember is while Krishna did not openly fight he manipulated the war and in a way decided the fate of people.

Again lots of questions.

We have seen how every step of Sudha, has been an elaborate mind game. The suicide drama, the Pooja thali, the dahi shakkar, the photo planting when Satrupa discovers Naina, the eating from Baldevs plate, the scorpion and even in the cricket match. The way she constantly manipulates and pushes others to a corner had to be countered.

She had created a Maya valai around Anami and she was trapped easily.

Something drastic to get her see the web's had TT o happen. So as a checkmate warning this was needed

I hope Dheeru has a bigger role than dropping key hints like go to the pagal khana or Purushothamams funeral few years ago.

If that illusion of projecting death is possible by the brother, escaping the asylum and feigning stuff seems child play I'm rajathandhiram .

See all royal families and families such as LM wasis has skeltons and they expect their heirs to toe a line. If rebelled methods are used to put them in line. Love is not something they accept as that royal gene is important to them and they marry based on that ethos only. For me Baldev has rebelled and Sudha was his relief before something happened and he was taken away. We need to see whether Gayatri and Vikku has build an illusion for him and Satrupa also. Because Anami refuses to take Satrupa hand, but take dadi hand. For me Satrupa is more trustworthy than Dadi any time. Because Satrupa tells the rules upfront and if rules are obeyed she doesnt disturb you. She doesnt look or behave the way Sudha or Gayatri behaves but any day she is capable of handling more things and she is a person who will stand in line of fire if it matters. For Anami the lesson has to be just because people behave in a way similar to Pandhitayan they need not be Pandhithayan. Also just because someone is rude, harsh upfront that doesnt mean that person is outright bad. This vision correction has to happen for Anami. But before that it has to happen for Satrupa where she will have to choose between the outdated LM ethos that took away her son and the child who will suffer a similar fate if she chose those ethos.

The problem is the so called reeti, neeti and parampara of LM that expects a person to follow a straight line with rigid boundaries. Its double standards that snatches things from others to meet their needs.

@vidya queen is critical in any battle. Satrupa is the queen of LM who will go any extend to protect it. Sudha is trying to take that place from opposite side. But before things can go awry we have to create a third queen. And we need to see who that queen will protect. In front of which king she will stand and it will make all the difference in the battle.