20/11/2017
First and the foremost I start with truth. I have over and again emphasized the fact that truth as we perceive it, is our truth, it may not be the truth. That is why it is important to validate the so called truths as atleast 60-70% of them will be perceptions. We all know one plus one is equal to two. But do we know how the operator plus comes between one and one. Many times when we do actions we expect that the plus is coming between two actions and we get the expected result two. So we are surprised when we get zero or sometimes one itself. Reason is nothing, we dont understand the operator. When we do some action thinking plus will come actually minus comes and net effect becomes zero. One of the key reasons I stress on direction when in confusion before doing any action. My connect with Bhagavad Gita, my connect with Krishna has always been about this direction. I do the action in the direction he indicates, I dont know how plus will fall, but I believe plus will fall becuase Lord's direction cannot go wrong. Next time you do action think about the operator and dont assume the expected operator will come between one and one.
Now why do I talk extensively about operator. Because of the game Sudha is playing. Today to bring Ladoo to her fold Sudha allowed Narotham to fail in front of Ladoo. What happens. Satrupa influences Ladoo telling he has played well and that is his prize. Ladoo is happy. The fact that Ladoo hid the bat and cap Satrupa gave from Anami's eyes shows that Ladoo has got a different perception about Satrupa, not what Anami believes her to be. As he says, people of LM are not that bad. Ladoo doesnt consider Satrupa outright bad. Anami understands what Satrupa is doing, but what Anami needs to understand is that, if she believes Satrupa is influencing Ladoo and making him see the things the way she want, with respect to Sudha Anami is also doing the same thing. Sudha is making her see the things the way Sudha wants. Ladoo is a child, Anami is a teenager on the verge of adulthood. Her hatred for Satrupa doesnt make her see what Sudha wants or as Satrupa says she doesnt want to see. If it hurts Anami that Ladoo has a different perception of Satrupa and kind of likes her, it irritates Satrupa to a great extend when Sudha tries to take her place. When she has to tolerate her souten in the house because of her daughter. Her daugther is so stub born she doesnt listen to anyone else Gayatri or Adhiraj. Forcing her to bring a child to the LM.
Second is Gayatri. She seems to be petrified. She doesnt want Anami to take the apple as she remembers Sudha. There is much more sinister to Sudha than what is being told. Her scene with Gayatri had affected Gayatri to a great extend. She really believes the scorpion is there.I hope Dadi doesnt go mad and end up in mental aslyum. Gayatri seems to be very much on that way, with the hysterics she is showing. Anami is so lost in Sudha and her antics that she refuses to see any other POV. Gayatri told right, when new relations come, you forget old relations. Somewhere Anami is going to be alone and that will be because of her one mistake of trusting Sudha blindly. By the time she realizes it I am not sure what all she will lose. Because now since she is in LM Sudha wont go that easily. Also Anami has given Sudha vachan and Sudha will manipulate on that Vachan.
Coming to Adhiraj. Did Bheema die. I am not sure. The scene only showed Bhima falling and Adhiraj at the distance. In hindi soaps I refused to believe someone died till they showed me funeral or some solid scene as closing the eyes or something of that sort to indicate death. Till then it is a case open. Somehwere I feel Bhima might survive but may not be able to speak or can be bed ridden too. As it was back of the neck, it was not point blank on the head. I will not analyze that part. I will leave it open.