To all,
I know I have replied late and I will shortly answer that.
First of all to answer all your queries and the unfortunate scenario saniiya has felt and to what I guess your fiance, zingo, has written.
But before all that, saniiya - I wish you the speediest of recovery and may nothing more befall against you in future ever. I truly wish for a happy life for you, your fiance and your family.
Coming to your accusations against me of being a plagiarist as well, honey could you please do me a favour and tell me where all I have plagiarised content? I have had my stories checked through the largest of copyright companies and none has copied mine and I have copied none's. Matter closed at that - if you want I could send a report to you.
I too have received several accolades but I would prefer to keep those in private.
As far as your sickness is concerned, I didn't know that this letter would aggravate your health to such an extent hence my apologies for that. But... I am still saddened that you, being such a sweetheart, didn't understand the gravity of the situation. It's understandable... this is simply a stupid fiction and you borrowing a "word or two" from acclaimed authors and shows are simply fine.
So okay, done deal with that.
Getting back to the point, I could never be happy seeing you or even anybody in such a state. I know very well what ventilator means, I know very well what comatose/sickness/death feels. A part of me tears up every single time I get a bloodied memory back.
But I won't dwell in that to gain anything.
I have been absent this past week from the forum for reasons extremely personal and let me tell you that your insensitivity to me and direct accusation to me has been hurtful but maybe I do deserve that.
And again, if you have been hurt - I apologise.
But by being softly vindictive to me - I am speechless.
Okay, apologies that I didn't realise you weren't able to open the thread. Didn't any of your "friends" care to tell you that your thread has been closed due to plagiarism?
Who told you that I would be happy to hurt you personally? This post was to let you know of your erroneous work and I have said how surprised and shocked I am, under any circumstances I have not said anything against you personally. Not about your writing skills, or who you are as a person.
As simple as that.
I DID NOT GET any satisfaction, just getting that clear.
And you ended up on the ventilator! You got catastrophic stress!
I am SORRY for that that MY thread caused ALL THIS PROBLEM FOR YOU. THAT WAS NOT INTENDED.
I am SORRY that neither of you understood why plagiarism hurts me from the inside.
I am SORRY that nobody has realised what if feels to see work stolen, a work written with years of hardwork.
I am SORRY that I am being tagged as "over-reactive" "insensitive" I didn't create this work to "insult" or "humiliate" her (as RaizadaPriya said) cause if this was that... then I shouldn't have been alive today for what I have faced while growing up remains as my darkest memories. And this thread was to just bring all this out in the open, not to humiliate anyone.
Insult and humiliation is when a boy tugs open your hair and tries to force himself on you, making you run around in corners while everyone simply watches - laughing and thinking it's nothing but silly games.
(Edited because a real good friend of mine suggested tht things might hv been 2 personal to hv revealed)
Maybe nobody knows who I actually am.
Maybe life has rubbed me in such a way that something more than an "unintentional mistake" and a "beautiful thread to insult someone" can't push me to extreme sickness.
I again apologise to all who think I maybe nothing but an insensitive little mutt who feels way too much about taking from other people's works.
To RaizadaPriya - sweetheart I will die but never take a sentence from another's works. And don't worry about me being punished, I have been quite a bit punished in my life for no mistake so that's why I am a slight less feeling rebel. Maybe I am someone who goes around being "too right" one.
To Kavikas - Putting myself in her place... hmm... what say I have been in a place where no one should end up being?
To Mrumi - She has 48/72 hours left! Never ever say that about anybody, no matter how serious the condition is...
I am no one to forgive, no one to punish but someone to pray. And I have done that for her. If not then, I am happy God listened to my prayers now.
Once again, to saniiya2 and zingo - I have nothing but good wishes for your personal life (even if you both do not want it). And honestly I really wouldn't have had a problem if you simply said you were inspired from Grey's Anatomy and Jeffery Archer.
But of course, I didn't expect you to be hurt to such an extent that it would push a completely healthy female to ventilator. That this thread pushed you to a situation where you couldn't breathe.
And to all the others, oh yes I don't mind taking the credit for being the "bad" man around here who shamelessly "humiliated" the wonderful saniiya (which I do really believe she is). Yes my decision was bad. My thinking was bad. My entire point of bringing this out is bad.
Zannat was in your place as well, but she owned up to her mistakes.
But anyways, sorry for hurting you mate! And sorry for anyone who thinks this has been a bunch of nothing but sob tales.
And to all this who think "this" wasn't required - sorry to you all.
I know my sorries maybe worthless to you but still.. sorry.
And yeah, why I wasn't present this week to reply instantly has a very deep thing attached to it but I wouldn't want to waste your further time.
Also, because my credibility has been pointed out here - I have simply decided to leave the forum. Really man, it was the biggest mistake in my life to point this out. I mean who cares what happens to me or other stories or even people. If this forum is small, it is small. If this forum is meaningless, it is meaningless. If the rules of this forum is stupid, it is stupid.
Thank you to the very few out here. And yes, from now all my stories are discontinued. However, only sincerest wishes to all out here.
A heartbroken Armageddon.
Edited by IArmageddonI - 9 years ago