TAMANNA.....Finally Updated..Pg19 - Page 14

She was glowing afresh glistening with the aroma of pure joy, anyone who saw her would be envious of the aura she was emitting. It was obvious that she was one person who finally had found her destiny back, she was finally abreast with the knowledge of her presance in the world and that sense of purpose was giving her confidence and strength of such emancipating force that others were yearning to lean on her for courage. And the shine in her eyes was seeking eevry passing eye and telling it urging it rather to never give up hope never ever because hopes and dreams have a direct hot line connection with bhaggu.He might not listen to the waking heart but he would always hear you whispering in your sleep. Perhaps because this is the time when a man is least malacious, he is resting in the lap of night probably repenting for the sins he committed in the facade of day and hoping that maybe tommorow he would be a better human.

Whatever be the reason all she wanted to tell the world was to never stop hoping because miracles happen only when you hope for them

So believe in magic believe in goodness and do as much good as you can because somehow all that goodness would only end up finding a way back in your life and at such times when u wld be at the verge of giving it all up believe in yourself and believe in LOVE

LOVE?? what did that word meant to her before? NOTHING ZERO ZILCH EMPTY VACCANT HOLLOW then suddenly what happened? how did her heart changed? how come in a matter of jiffy she realized that without the ahsaas of love she herself is a shallow shell that love is the only thing which can fill the voids and make u whole in the truest sense?

in answer what she got was an image which was etched on her soul she was branded with that image for eternity...an image of a boy an 18 year old boy who was filling the silence of night with the beautyful sound of his guitaar and dunno why she had felt that sound to echo the melancholy of her lonely heart dunno why she had felt her heart beat race as fast as the rythem of his fingers dunno why she felt her heart melting away in the flow of his whistle dunno why her heart skipped a beat when he ruffled his hair with his hand dunno why she forgot to breath when he raised his eyes in surprise dunno why she felt so right staring back at him as if telling him that there was no need for that questioning look she had the right to be anywhere and everywhere on this earth where he stood and dunno why she felt like she would faint if he didn't come to her and hold her in his strong arms dunno why she got a tinglling feeling when his eyes ran down to her lips dunno why she automatically strted blushing anticipating his whisckers tickle her cheeck dunno why she started dreaming all sort of things about him dunno why she longed to be the gurl he would sing for dunno why she hoped to be his music and then when he asked her "liked it?" in refferance to his song dunno why she had felt as if this was the voicee she had been searching for it was like this voice had always been present in her in her head in her mind in her heart and now today she had identified the man who owned it in a wayshe had identified that one man who resided in her soul she knew it then that she belonged to him that he was her shelter that one person who would hold her in the dead of night and kiss away all her pain...and dunno why she automatically ended up saying.."nooo i don't like it i LOVE it"

and since then the word "love" turned meanigful and for her it just meant ONE thing....Himmmmmm...since that day there hadn't been a single day when she had not fallen head over heels in love with him again and again and again....the only thing which got her going through the darkest of nights was this sureity that tommorow it would be time to fall in love again....tommorow again he would look at her with those intense eyes and once again she would be helpless to do anything but fall deeply in their deapths....sheknew it was wiered but thats the way it was with him..he was the only one whoh ad this much powers on her....she knew he had the controls not just to her heart but to her life as well.... if he wanted he could actually break her into pieces so brutally that no remedy could revive her....but all he had done through these years was to heal her to preserve her from any and every harm he had actually wiped out every possible imperfectin from her life just by being a part of it..and she knew the only thing which could make her complete was his love she was nothing without him and just by being at his side could make nothing turn inot everything....and today ironically thats exactly what had happened together they have created their tammy and once again found their lost smiles..atleast she had found hers and she was dying to see that same smile mirror his face when she would tell him that their tam was coming back...ooh she wanted to kiss him for a lifetime and thank him for fullfiling her tamanna of being the lucky one who would love him and be loved by him and share the same breathing space eoth him and also mother his child..."blush"