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Debo,,,,firstly when did AY ever sotp being friends yaaar?...just coz ashi standing against him in elections didn't mean they no longer friends...heck man no ways unke liye love friendship just has one meaning..."duniya idher ki udher ho jaye but yeh ek feeling would never change NEVER EVER"...thats what you haven't got the true depth behind elections...she didn't think twice before plunging into this election thingy coz she knew she had faith in him in them in their relationship call it friendship call it love or call it soulmates....whatever name you give...the point is she had faith that nothing can break them....she knew she was hurting him risking her life ka sabse bada promise but she had to she had to do it for him..coz she knew she was doing it for love she could do it and its the invincible faith she had in him in them which became her strength her hope..they nver stopped being friends debo...never ever...who says debo in friendhsip you can't be mean to each other you cant play the worstest of pranks you cant hurt you cant insult or be sarcastic...who just who?....in friendship you can do ANYHTING just about anything,,except DISTRUSTING...LOOSING FAITH...LOOSING HOPE...and thats exactly what AY didn't do...no matter where they were in what phase of life they nver stopped believingggggg...so yeah nothing nothing can stop them from being friends...heck their friendship is their biggest bridge not just to each other but to their own selves to bhaggu to this feeling ki they share a promise of eternity..its their certainty their sureity...damn they rennuciated their love to live this sacred vow of friendship..and you ssaying ki a stupid college presedency ka lection wld stop them from being friends?...Ha...no yaaar....NO...they coming from a long long looong way such nuances can't even cause a tremor between them...haaan dono ghussa hai...but woh bhi for eahc other...she is mad hur disappointed broken becaue she is trying to search the yuvi she knows she believes in she loves...she knows he exists he so does....but YUVRAJ DEV wont let him surface....and he he cant find the yuvi he is because he thinks his Ashi is far far away....Inaccessable...Unreachable.....the moment he would find her he would find his own self too...but only when he finds his own self he would be able to see she has always been there just waiting for one smalll nonnu moment where she could fir se live once again by just seieng him be himself....u know?....and as for AY being cordeal...lollllllllllllllll....omg i seirously wld die of a heart attack if ever EVER i see a moment where they r trying to be "cordeal"...being cordeal to each other..Ya Right...that wont ever happen debs not even in their worst nightmares....they are born to be the biggest pain in each other ka neeeeeeeck☺️..u r cordeal with strangers and acquiantences not with a frekaing part of your own frekaing soul

and secondly....NO I DO NOT AND I SO DO NOT BELIEVE in that pathetic line he said...and its rather unfortunate that those words r even flashing in Maktub...Maktuuuuub which is an insane belieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeef a fierce se bhi zada fierce faith that sare sapne sach honge aur zaroooooooooooooooooooooor hongeeeeeeeeeeeeeee☺️...woh hai na uper baithe hue woh jinhe hum bhaggu bolte hai woh karenge hamre sapne poooooooooooooore u know why? coz jo hum sapne dkehte hai woh kewal hamare sapne nahi hote woh unke sapne hote haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii he fights fo our dreams even when we ourselves have given up on them...he never gives up on us on our dreams never everrrrrrrrrrrrr....are he toh even fights for the dreams of non believers yaar...non believers like Ranveer himself he nver once believed in his dreams yaar....never...and always hamesha at the drop of a hat he was willing to give up to loose faith and hope always ALWAYS all he could see or say or feel was "nahi abb kuch nahi ho sakta" he litrallly used to close all doors and just sit inside and resort to crying and cribbing...aise hopless case ke dreams ke liye bhi bhaggu fought why else do u think in the end his love story was back on track?..becoz the people involved tried or hoped or wished?...nnooooooo becoz they toh had givne it all up and thrown it to the bins as the bitterest piece of their life something which they would never like to taste again,,,but bhaggu did make it happen for them...u know why..coz even when they themselves had given up two people TWO PEOPLE had prayed for them gone on dreaming them kept the flame of hope the fire of faith alive....TWO PEOPLE....ASHI and YUVI.....and it was their prayers which was answered by bhaggu when he brought Ranveer back to his so called love....

so yeah....i do not believe in that crapppy line he said...and the funnyiest thing was he was saying this to ASHI....Ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii who is His instrument to make people believe ind reams in miraclessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.....omg he was saying this to the very symbol of dream and hopeeeeee...that was just hillaorus but am so damned proud of meri ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii she never ONCE believed it...the moment he said that ek ajeeb sa hope grew within her.....u know,,,he said that sare sapne wala line and uske baad he added yehi zindagi ki asli leanring hai and isiko bada hona kahte hai...when she heard this na the child ithin her the mummum witin her the dreamerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr within her rebelled IT REBELLED as if koi shock laga ho koi jolt laga ho and it has to break the walls and surface come out in the open and defy defy this practicality which was being preached to her....she wanted to scream scream out louuuuuuuuuuuuud.....she wont and she cant accept this..coz believing ki dreams cant come true means she is negating the possibility of miracles of finding discovering bhaggu....she is freaking questioning everything everything that makes up her soul...she is questioning...her maktub.....and before she does that she would rather prefer dying thats why she rebelled...and even before you knew it she was there playing again dreaming once again believing once again ki haan dreams poore honge zarooor honge coz damn it god answers prayerssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.....did u see the adorable way she was playing with that ball...and she made him play too as if she was trying to give him a bit of her innocence a bit of her insaity a bit of her childhood...that child which never stops dreaming never stops believing never stops tryingggggggggggggggg never stops risking never stops being excited hyper happppyyyyyy stupid idiotic foolish mornoiiiiiiiiiiiic

i dunnooooooooooooooooooooo.....if believing that all dreams cant come true is that growing up is then i for one dont ever want to grow up never ever...it might be THE biggest learning of life for rational people people who r scared frightened of dreaming of trying for theid reams poeple who cant bear the pain of failure rejection disappointment defeat....but insane people like Ashi they know they so know that dreams come true the very moment you believe in themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm because damn it the moment you believe in them that same moment you start LIVING your dream journeying towards it trying hoping praying for it relentlessly....and after this it dosn't matter whether you get therre or not to that one point where your dream would actually take shape of reality..it doesnt matter...what matters is you are journeying towards that moment....you are living that one moment in every freaking seocnd of this journeeeeeeeey

Cohelloooooooooooooooooooo says that hamari jo heart ki voice hoti hai thats actual main is chottu wale baby ki voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so never stop being a child never let that chhild within you die because its this thi chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllld who believes withou quesitons without fear for whom everydya isn;'t the same everyday is a dman damn new day jahaan he wld discover new miracles new excitements new enthusaisms new lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee everydais a new day where he would dream a new dream with this belief ki he can do it he can and he will no matter what..... that child who iis ziddi damn stubborn...stubbornly he would go on fighting for his dreams... and no matter what the practicality says no matter what the real world compels him to believe he like a big fat ziddi motu would only believe what he believes in it wld he who wld decide where his faith liessssssssssss and mor often than never his faith liesssssssssssssssssss in the possiility of miracles...in fairies and in angelssssssssssssss...in the voice of his own heartttttt....and meri Ashi is this same chillllllllllllllllllld...Sonu ki mummummmmmmmm who owuld never ever stop dreaming...never stop believingggggggggggggggggggggggggg in fairies in miracles in bhaggu in the fact that he is there to make ALLL ALLL HER DREAMS COME TRUE.....sare spane poore honge aur zaroooooooooooooooooooooooooor honge

Sorry Debo if growinggggg up means believing that all my dreams cant and wont come true then I AM NOT A GROWN UP even at twenty five years of age i still am a two year old kid because i do believe and i so so do believe that all dreams do come trueeeeeeeeeee they will they have to Damn if i dont believe in my dreams then wHy the freaking hell should i live why the freaking hell should i hope for a new day to down upon me?? Believing in the possibility of dreams is what gives meaning to life this one belief is what makes life worth all its hardships its trouble its miseriesssssssss kyunki as long as there is hope there is faith everything is justified you dont even need easons for justification...all youu need is hoope faith if u have these two u wont even realize when or how sadness turned into HAPPINESSSSSSSS darkness into lighttttttttttttttt ligahter loveee...heck you dont even need your dreams to actually come true to be happy to believe in them to live them...kyunki this wld just be one moment..sirf ek moment hoga when u wld see your deams actually coming true...u cant waste your life just waiting for this one moment..insted u have to journey towards this moment aur us journey main just by believing in your dreams you would live hem YOU WOULD LIVE THEM EVERY FREKAING MOMENT OF YOU LIFE u wld live them even before its actually realized and fir whether it comes true or not is immaterial yaa coz u wld have freaking lived your dream in every freaking heartbeaaaaaaaat just the fact that u know whats your dream wher eu want to go is enough to justify eveyr moment of your life yaar....thats why i can never believe that all dreams cant come true and if this iis being unrealistic then i dont even mind that coz for me this i MY REALITY i do i do i do believeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..OMG...seriously seirously whats life without dreams huh just whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?...its dreams and the possibility of them happening that makes life worth itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..worth it allllllllllllllllllllllll..remove this one belief and ou will be sucking out the very LIFE from your life because damn it when you accepting that dreams wont come true you are actually flusing that dream that hope that wish that desie that freaking TAMANNA you had you are flushing it all down the drain you are closin all doors all ooptions all ng all doors removing all chances all possibilities EVERYTHING....life itself becoz leading a hopeless life is worse than dying IT SO IS

and no debo this isn't about being biased or blah blah..heck NO...this is the belief with which i live my eevry single second..yuvi kya even if Ashi herself would have said this i wouldn't have believed her..yeh baath aur hai that ashi cant ever say this coz if she defied dreams she wld defy her very existence....i know i do not like Ranveer but heck this isn't a bias against him...heck i believe in Ashiiiiii in AY and u know what they taught me?...never to hesitate in upholding even people you detest if those people r being fair true honest if they r doing something which u feel is right worthwhile comemdable appreciatable and i won't hesitate to clap for people i detest if i feel they deserve my acknowledgment my apploud and same ways i wont hesitate to openly say that AY r wrong if in any situation i feel that they r wrong...and trust me whn i say that it doesnt mean i dont love them i love them so much that i can easily bindasly accept with full pride their every failing and falling coz u know what perfect hona zarooori nahi hai but real hona bohut bohut important haiiiiiiiii///and by real here ashi meant your real self...not the "real" you talking of...coz as i said my reality is this staunch faith tht dreams do come true that miracles do happen that universes do conspire for you that bhaggu is constantly fighting for our dreams our happinessss....and nothing can quuesiton this faith...NOTHING no matter how compelling the circumstances become..i just hope and pray somehow anyhow i always always am able to hold on to this one belief that kabhi na kabhi my dreams would come true...yeh ek faith rahega na i wld never stop tryinggggggg...bus aur kya chahiye ek na ek din dreams ko jhak maar ke poora hona hi padegaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...and i know even in times when i wont be able to feel it bhaggu would send his angels to fir se reaffirm my faith in me my dreams he so woullllllld,,,and i hope even at the age of ninety nine i have this child living within me who isnt scared of dreaming of believing...

NO PARESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

omg after that ultra bogus attempt of preaching by Ranveer i so so neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed NO PARES....still can't stop laughing at the fact that he was trying to preach life ka true learning to Ashi...all he was doing was talking about his own fears his own view of life love and dreams ....jisko meri mad crazy lil isane lil lunatic Ashi defied instantly because for her life ka meaning is LOVE and she lives her life by loving her dreams loooooonyly loving them without actually owning them loving them way wya before they get realized just loving the fact that they are there that they are HER dreams and every single day when the sun rises she would make yet another attempt to make that miracle happen...she would she so would try to fly again to dream once again to loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee once again....thats all it takes to make dreams come true...love...love your dreams selflessly...love them without owning them pray for them hope for them and they will come true THEY WILL THEY HAVE TO....NOTHING CAN STOP YU IF YOU HAVE FAITH...FIGHT HARD BEYOND MEASURE NEVER STOP BELIEVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....NO PARESSSSSSSSSSS

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omggggggggggggg i love dulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllls i love robby i love ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i love cohelloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo who never ever once for a single second stopped believinggggggg
are they toh believe even when there is no hope and its this belief of theirs which compells compells hope to ressurect to resurface to fir se come to lifeeeeeeeeeee and when people around them won't feel it they would start believing for their dreams tooooooooooo....omg is moment main ashi didn't throw a tennis ball in ranveer's hand SHE DIDN'T instead she gave him her belieeeeeeeeeef that DREAMS DO COME TRUE THAKUR THEY DO so lets celebrate this moment this life this dream bina kisi dar ke bina kisi regret aur tension ke lets just lve this one moment and actuallly FEEL that someone somewhere is making the wind blow in our direction...in the direction of our dreams....

Hey all, see debo and di are in a fight lol. 😆 Am not in the mood to comment on those lines right now, coz they hit too close to home.

OMGGGGGGGGG.....just heard no paresssssssssssssssssssss...and fir went and saw the last part of the scene....omggggggggggggggg....omg omg omg omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg i can feel ashi singing screamingggggggggggggggggggggggggg no no nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo never stop dreamingggggggggggggggg never stop believinggggggggggg never stop livingggggggggggg no no no noooooooooo never stop dreaming dont dont dont dont just dont stop dont be afraid of flyingggggggggggggggg omg omggggggggg the minute he said "shayad isi ko toh bada hona kahte hai" omg omggggggggg she threw the balll at himmmmmmm as if telling him urging him no thakuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuur don't grow upppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp let that child within you who believes in dreams liveeeeeeeeeee let it liveeeeeeeeeee and atleast in this one moment she brought that child within him come to lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee even if he was not believing in his dreams atleast atleast she made him live this one moment for no ryme no reasonnnnnnnnnnnn and even if in the very next moment he givs up on his dreams she would stand for them fight for them hope for them but she herself would never stop believingggggggggggggg jitny baar fate would try to shut her upppppppppppppppppppppppppp she would screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm scream her lungs out and fearlessly put her wings into the air coz there is nothing to loose in dreaming in belieivng in having faith but if she doesnt do all this she would loose EVERYTHING most importantly her own freaking soul omggggggggggggggggg

just look at this siggy guys...its made by shebbs and its my FIRST EVER Ashi sigggggggggggggg and THE ONLY siggy which has Smriti's Ashi written on it so its damn damn specialllllllllllllllll



look at the pics in the centerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cant u see hope shining through her eyessssssssssssssss?? cant u see that faith burning through her every fiber..?...cant u see defiance in her smile...as if she is trying o telll thakur..."oh ya thakur sare sapne sach nahi honge?...who says soooooooooooo just whooooooooooooo?...sare sapne sach honge thakur zarooor hongeeeee"...omg bina kisy words ke bina kisy huge heavy sentences ke she broughtto him life ka true learning which is NOT believing that dreams won't come true...nooooooooooooooo...thats a damn damn easy way out yaar...dreams pure nahi ho rahe her koshish eveyr effort is failing toh unfullied dreams ka weight unke pain se bachne ke liye accept kar lo ki hiya this dream toh wont come true toh move on from it flush it down and save yourself from all the hurt and pain....blaaaaaah....thats bulll just bulll....if you can't hold on to your dreams in toughest of times then what jus wat and just how would you ever hold on to people around you who are going through their tough times?...jab khud ke dreams se hi you cant be loyal faithful what would you be loyal to others yaar...these r the people who can love only and only when they have htis surety that the other person loves them the moment they feel the other person doesn't loves them they would want to MOVE ON from that love move on from it add it to the list of unfullilled dreams and flush it down the drain like a piece of shit...thats not life....thats simply GIVING UP and gloryfying your act of giving up of succumbing to fate....

life ka real learning is being HAPPY even when none NONE of our dreams are coming trueeeeeeeeeeeee thats life ka true learningggggggggggg to find happiness in the darkest of hours to have this faith ki her dark night ke baad ek new morning awaits youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu to believe that bhaggu is getting the sun for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu to see the sun and feel a new day a new beginninggggggggggggggggg a new miracle a new chance being presented to youuuuuuuuuuuuu a second chance with life with love with dreams...and this chance is always present always...this moment of miracle its always there right at our door steps all we need to do is pluck up courage and graaaaaaaaab this one momennnnnnnnt and for that to happen we cant stop believing we cant stop having faithhhhhhhhhh we just have to have to believe to scream that WE WILL and WE CAN so so so cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

And this is exactly what ahsi brought to Ranveer by throwing that tennis ball in those few seconds she reallly did brought to him the biggest learning of life that you have to live life ka her momennnnnnnnnnt to the fulllest so what if aaj life is sad and unfair and broken and miserable u cant stop living u have to liveeeeeeeeeeeeeee u have to smile u hve to believe....omggggg....this is the first time ever...EVER when Ranveer was smiling even when his love boat had crashed on him heavely this was the first time he was laughing in a crisis situation...even if this laugh wont last long and tommorrow or rather the very next moment he would again act all doom and gloom struck but atleast for this one moment shemade him laugh live...THIS this is life ka true learning thakur ji this...seeking happiness even when there is no damned eason to be happy...believing in your dreams even when those same dreams are taking board exams of your patience your faith your hope...trying to hold on to hope even when every moment a new hammer is blown at it....lovingggggggggggg even when that love seems impossible inaccessible unreachable....aaaaaaaaaah...I LOVE HER....ashi ke khud ke kitne dreams unfullfilled hai yaaar....her dream of a happy family of feelin living loving a father....she dreamed that all her life...even after having a father like Dino she dreamed of loving a father just for one moment ek moment ke liye feeling ki koi hai jismain she can see this one word tnmanifesting....PAPA..she never never let dino's doings make her disbelieve in this one word one emotion FATHER....for her this word was sacred bhaggu ka doosr form tha is ek word main....Sonu to never let bitterness touch her mummum never ever and thats how she kept on dreaming earnestly...but just coz this one dream of her was unfullfilled...doesnt mean that she would crib and cry and blame the orld her mom her bhaggu for denting this imperfect blow to her life...NO...yeh dream tha is dream ki desire thi wish thi...but iske unfullfill hone se uski life main koi incompleteness nahi thi...she was just happy that she has this dream and she lived this dream in every father dotty relationship she came across...she lived it in every single one of those relations....and she felt blessed ki she could live that one moment....

during Yamini yuvi had almost become part of those unfullfilled dreams...he was madly in love with soemone else....but did it stop her from loving him?....did it stop her from dreamingggggg him?...did it stop her for not praying him and his happiness...did it?...did it make her move on form him and leave him and his life alone...did it?...dit it make her seperate their both ka universes...did make him non existent for her?...NO WAYS....he wasand he always will be a par of her life her dreams her prayersssss...and just because he ddin't love her back doesn't mean she would try to wipe out every trace of love from her soullllllllllllllll....nooooooooooooooooooooo....dreams and love dont need anything anything for their existence are they oh r the basis of OURR each one of ours existenceeeeeeeeeee...love survives no matter what..and she kept that love alive within her and that love became her happiness her hope...are during three promises both renounced their loveeeeeeeeeee but did it break them or make them weak and bitter and disillusioned and full of hate?...did it....instead after that one moment they were insanely happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy coz they were living livingggggggggggggggggg their dream their love..are they toh had no surety of what future has in store for them....when they enounced their love tab both might have known ki maybe tommorrow the other person would fin someone else would falll in love gain maybe the other person would never ever lvoe them back again never....but heck how does it matter....?...what has all this to do with them lovinggggggggg?...remember tu haan kar chahe na kar teri hai marzi kahte rahenge tujhse baatein hum dil kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....samne wala chahe kuch bhi kare kahin bhi jaye koi bhi trian kyun na pakad le the other person would only and only be happy for them and the otherperson would live his or her life too with fullest possible happiness they would embrace life huggy it and live each and every one of their dreamssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and feel love in the air every freaking moment.....

her insaan ke life main unfullfiled dreams hote hai but they are never deterents impediments never ever instead they become hamare kal ki hopeeeeee aur aaj ki certainity aaj ka faith...unfullfiled dreams become life ke biggest maladies ONLY and ONLY when we accept that they cant evr happen...thats when we calll doom to befall on us...thats when we start growing weak and bitter...thats when regret starts filling us bit by bit...thats when we as they say "grow up" and start seeing the world through practical eyes eyes that see that we have limited capabilities and we cna only achieve certain limited things...and miracles...dreams...ha they r all words of a novel...talks of a child...in real world there isn't any scope any chance of a miracle and the thought of we ourselves doing miracles is nothing but a bad bad PJ...this this is when life starts appearing grey and every other day every other moment of life is just the same as any other...its just the same...but if somehow anyhow you keep your dreams alive within you by never stop believing in them...if we are able to just believe in them then every every moment of life would bring with it the possibility of miracle happening and these same dreams coming true..fir life even in its worst forms would be nothing nothing short of a blessingg....thats the power of dreams of love of faith...and ashi tried to bring this same faith to ranveer then

no no no nooooooooo anuuuuuuuuuuu u cant nd u so cant escape this...u have to telll me whether u believe in what ranveer said in the end or no....u just have to telll me...u cannot an u so cannot escape this....and by god so many questions...whats got into ou here i toh was waiting for you to come and just go maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad over this scene pouring in whatever just whatever you felllllllllllllllt....i would answe all those qs anu but first you pen donw whatever you felt yaaaaaaar...i don't want to bias your feelins first i want it all out from you then i would add my own to the base of whatever you yourself are feeling...but only after heaing first hand account form you..chal shuru hoja with your dil ka haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal keep the qs aside keep all doubts aside and just live this moment here...fir i wld add on

and lol no fight yaar when have we all ever had same wala views here...hamesha all of us have different perspectives but i feel as if this is something very very fundamental...i mean here we ae being asked to accept some dreams cant come true...our own ashi has been asked to do that....thats just i dunno its totally against the faith with which ashi ay and we alllllllll as individuals live yaaar....it totally against it....thats why i feel this is fundamental...I for one totally am repulsed by it coz it defies the very meaning of life for me...it so does!

Nope Anu, Ashi didn't accept that she loves yuvi...she accepted that she loved yuvi...and i know she always accepted this...but I don't know there is difference then and now...but still she knows that nothing can come between the love she felt for yuvi!

As for present...she herself doesn't know yaar...her disappointment in yuvi is soo much that she is just unable to believe what all he is doing! She has lost her yuvi in yuvraj dev...and its yuvraj dev that she is hating!!

I mean in the elections result...as far as i remember...she didn't call him yuvi...all she kept saying was Yuvraj Dev...Mr.Dev!!

I don't know but all i know is that all this is beautiful!☺️ PERIOD!☺️

Hay Bhaggu....this scene is so damned complicated yaar....and the fact that ashi ranveer both were on two totally different planes isn't helping one bit...i feel as if both were missing each others point...both were in their own respective thoughts and feelings....ashi didn't know whatever Ranveer was saying was actually his own current feelings with regards Tia...she oth isn't even aware ki they broke up😆...isliye ranveer actual main was telling her his feelings aur ashi samjh ri thi he talking abt her and yuviand yahaan se miscommunication shuru...i really feel ki both missed each other in the convo they had near yuvi ka pooooooster (☺️) And this convo kind of highlights the stark difference between both their visions of life and love yaar

When Ranveer said "dukh hota hai hume blah blah......jinhe hum sabse zada chahte hai wahi perfect nahi hai".......hay bhaggu obviously he was sad and broken hearted coz his Tia darling didn't end up as being perfectly perfect....obviously her being perfect was one of his utmost prime necessities to love her...but ashi...ashi never ever wanted yuvi to be perfect...for her perfection doesnt exists...perfect hona zaroori nahi hai but rela hona bohut important haiiiiiiiiiii....and here in this whole election phase yuvi wasn't being real...he was being a total LOOSER...real Yuvi is a daddy's boy scared of dad blah blah blah but real yuvi is NOT corrupted person like his dad....he is NOT a looser he is just a psycho...here yuvi was jus being nothing and noone but his Dad ka miniature form...how just how oculd she live with that huh?..when she knows when she believes with the staunchest of certainties ki her yuvi is NOT THIS...thats what ashi was telling to ranveer...i don't care if he is not perfect...i dont want him to be perfect either but just be his own psychotic self and i would be HAPPPY HELL HELL HAPPPY.....so see here while ranveer was running behind perfection ashi was only wanting him to be his own true self...u know?

Then aage ranveer goes like "dil tootne ki awaaz.......kisiko kano kaan khaber bhi nahi hoti"...here again he was obviously talking aboout his own heart break....and ashi took it like u know yuvi being totally absolutely blinded so damned blind that he isnt even stopping to see what he is oding where he is going....seeing him go away from his own self FROM HIS DREAMS....its just shattering her brekaing her killing her and he isnt even awware of it her hurt her is written in her eyessssssss little b little she is loosing her faith her voiceeeeeee and he isn't even looking you know?...felt as if ashi took it as u know this inaccesible unreachable wala feeling u know what i meannnnnnnnn?...u know no matter how hard she tried she was just unable to reach him and it was killing her she wanted to scream scream...her eyes were actually screaming out to him they were grabbing his coller his very concience and jolting it shaking it screaming to it that can't you bloody see you fool cant you see where you going in what game your dirty dad is trapping you dont you realize that without even him lifting a finger you have started following his footsteps dont u see this is what he always wanted from youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dont u frekaing GET IT that slowly but steadyly he is robbing you off everything every thing that makes you YOU...your Mom....your friends...and NOW very soon very very soon even your MUSIC...omg......remember the election result scene peeps?...she says "tumhare future carear ka sneak preview toh hum sab ne dekh hi liya"......she is shit scared yaaaaaaaaar coz she knows abhi yuvi is not even close to HIS MUSIC....HE CANT BE......and soon his dad would corrupt him so much make him so power hungry that he would totally loose connect with music...OMG....OMG...she is dyingggggggggggg a thousand death coz of this....she knows what UD is doing where he is going she knows it ki aage chal ke he wld remive music too form yuvi's life...and by the rate yuvi is going he wont even protest against it.....SHIT......so yeah in her "tell me about it" what she actually meant was he being unreachable

and then the "sare sapne sach.......honge" crap...god that one toh she totallly totally didn't believe it...again highlights the stark difference between ashi and ranveer...ek staunch insane believer figher warrior doosra practical rational and accepter of fate....when he said that line by god just looka t ashi she was so freaking freaking saaaaaaaaaaaaad omg omg just see her look cant you see a jhalak of that child in her woh child jisse abhi abhi bol gaya hai ki dreams poore nahi honge you cant get this you cant...just see that moment omg she was so damned freakin saaaaaaaaad as if kuch bujh sa gaya ho ander..and the dream she was hoping belieing despite all faith being hammered despite all lights being extinguished she was just going on hoping for it was YUVI he real YUVI to surface to defy the Yuvraj Dev that was trying to engulf him...so hearing that line made her feel as if u know someone was saying ki dont believe in yuvi the uvi u belive in doesnt exists accept this..and NO SHE COULDNT SHE COULDNT ACCEPT THIS....she knew her yuvi was there somewhere yearning to break all the walls and come out and fly againnnnnnnnnnnnnn dream again sing again dance again....and this realization ki he is here somewhere made hope fir se gleam within her....that was her defiance to every force that manifested in ranveer ka words....not just these words but even forces like YD and Yuvraj Dev himself it was her definace to all of them who were tryign to tell her ki her yuvi doesnt existssssssssssssssss...it was her defiance to the fact that was being preached ki dreams cant come true....for her dreams can and will come true if hoped for with utmost faith and belieeeef...and when ranveer said like 'isiko bada hona kahte hai" toh apne aap the child in her rebelled it rebelled against the force which was trying to shut it upppppppppppp it rebelled and landed in his hands in the form of the tennis balllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll which suddenly transformed not just her but him too...him who was claiming ki woh bada hogaya hai it transformed him too into an eight year old laughing gleeing giggling over a tennis ball for no rhyme no reason...just living this one moment and celebrating the sheer fact of being alive of having dreams and hopes.....

gosh.....can u see the stark difference between them/....and its this difference which totally made them miss each other yaar....dono alag hi wavelength pe the freqeuncies match hi nahi ho rahi thi...whatever he was saying was litrall challenging her beliefs her very core and she was hearing it all coz woh uska thakur tha she respects him lekin somehow she defied it allllll...and that too without trying...even if she herself was hearing ranveer out of love and respect the child within her kicked hard and rebelled...and before she knew it she was fir se the same old ashi in lvoe with her own voice☺️ the only dif being here she said it all without saying a word☺️...mad crazy lil insane but a real sweet lady☺️

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I was in ur id...u better edit this with something!

Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Made a siggie after ages!☺️😳 Bear with it coz it sucks...making it after i dont know how many months...and upar se lost textures and everything!☺️😳 Thanks dung for the PSP though!☺️🤗



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No, there is nothing that I cannot conquer if I have you underneath my skin...
You fill me with the light that grows towards the south!☺️😳😳