Beginning of romance! LOVE IN AIR!
Prologe: altunia and razia are now married for three months , but now razia realisedthat she had taken a wrong step to marry him.she thought he loved him, but no he always used her and humilated her. He is mean cheap and cruel peson he is now the subedar of a few states, as well as his husband. But she hates him, she hates him more than anything...but in these months things are changing between them...how lets see:
Thinking about the way he had treated razia, filled him with guilt and unexplained feeling of anger. altunia himself was puzzled with his emotions and had lots of questions in his mind. Why he is feeling her sorrow? He should be feeling content with this conquest, but then why these tears in my eyes and sting in my heart?? Why my heart is crying seeing her in this condition?? why I have so much unbearable suffocating pain? Why I am feeling so much stifle? Every time I hurt her, I felt miserable. razia's truth, her innocence and purity always upsets me.
He felt annoyed with her but at the same time admired her purity too.
She is so untainted and celestially pure. Why do I hate her and for what? Just because When I met her for the first time she was fiercely, happy, proud, full of life, and so innocent. What have I done to her? I have taken away her smile, I have not seen even a small smile on her face since our marriage, Her beautiful innocent smile has vanished, her face looks so pale, today she followed everything like a puppet, She doesn't even fight or argue anymore, little by little I am killing her from inside.no he thought he needs to talk to her and to clear all the misunderstandings between them. So he instantly left his place to meet his life, his queen...
after that altunia sat on the couch then requested razia in very polite manner " shehzadi razia, can you please come and sit next to me, I would like to talk to you."
razia got shocked seeing him so calm even after her impertinent attitude. She finally broke her silence and said softly " I am fine here. Tell me what you want to discuss."
Altunia felt little gloomy with her cold approach even though he continued in very polite tone "shehzadi razia, I want to..." he hesitated and fumbled for a second but
Then he started again... "I am sorry for my behavior earlier today. I should never have taken advantage of the situation."
razia looked at him stunned as she couldn't believe that he was really apologizing to her. Altunia amused her again. "I am going for horse riding in ten minutes, get ready for the ride." He looked straight in her eyes and continued in commending tone very clearly ." If you want to come with me, then come with your dignity. You are a princess of this Empire, Never forget that " altunia turned and walked out without looking back at her.
razia felt slightly relieved with his changed behavior but at the same time she had doubts on him, why is he showing these change suddenly? May be he has another game planned in mind? But he sounded very genuine. Why do I always feel he really likes me? I see deep longing in his eyes for me. Every time I look in his eyes, I feel utterly captivated in him and forget everything else. Why do I always feel like he pretends to hate me but doesn't actually hate me? She suddenly came out of her thoughts... her own thinking gave her shiver... oh god ... Why am I so attracted to him?? Why am I being so stupid? She scolded herself...
She reached by the horse stables, where altunia was waiting for her.
altunia asked her tenderly "shehzadi razia, do you want to ride with me or do you know horse riding?"
razia smirked with a stance look and walked through the entire stable and picked the best white horse for herself.
altunia walked near her and with mocking tone he said "shehzadi razia, this horse is hard to handle, he is very fast and moody" he paused with smirked rubbing his chin thoughtfully he taunted her, "I think this will horse will match to your taste... you both have similar personalities."
razia glanced at altunia with grin on her face and replied sarcastically "subedar saheb, I am very well experienced in controlling difficult, wild and crazy horses and people too. I will be able to manage him proficiently. I don't need any suggestions from you." Then with in a flick she jumped and sat on the horse and was ready for the ride.
Altunia humbly said "Looks like you are an expert in horse riding as well."
razia proudly replied "Never forget that I am a Princess, if necessary I can save your life too."
mirza was happy to see razia back to her fiercely attitude. altunia with little fury replied "shehzadi razia, you are too arrogant and you are underestimating altunia's capability. Why don't you prove to me that you are better in horse riding than me?"
razia's blood boiled, "Oh, so you are challenging me!"
altunia gazed at her and replied "Yes! My princess... It is a challenge."
razia with confidence said "Sure, I am ready for it."
altunia pointed his finger and said. "Look at the end of this open land, faraway, there is a big tree near the lake and on that tree there is a red cloth hanging, whoever gets it wins the race."
Both of them looked at each other and stole a glance with smirk on their face then started racing. Of course altunia was better in horse riding than razia so he was a little ahead of her. But when he looked back to see razia he got unfocused by her beauty. Her hair, her green chunni were flying in the air and her face was glowing again and her eyes were on the target. altunia got so impressed with her horse riding skill and got lost in her mesmerizing beauty.
This distraction made him slower and razia passed altunia and was now in front of him.
Altunia realized he was behind now so he put all his effort to win the race. Now they were riding next to each other. For some time they stayed next to each other.
razia noticed that altunia was gazing at her without a blink. She blushed a little but then focused back on the target.
They were almost reaching the destination.
At last, altunia started focusing on the race to win and got ahead, razia noticed that so she also pushed hard to win and they both jumped from the horse at the same time to catch the cloth. They both grabbed the cloth together but razia lost her balance and was about to fall, when altunia realized that razia was falling he tried to save her and in that he lost his grip on the cloth but successfully saved razia from falling on the ground.
She fell in altunia's arm with the cloth; her eyes were closed in fear of the fall. Their breathing was harsh and audible. altunia was gazing at her while breathing deeply; she looked so innocent with her closed eyes, just like a little child. She clutched his neck and hid herself in his chest. altunia didn't want to let her go from his arms. Her sweet smell, her soft cozy cuddle made him crazy. He wanted to hug her tightly and kiss her soft rosy pink lips.
After a few seconds, razia opened her eyes and saw passionate and sensual gawk in altunia's eyes. His possessive and secured grip with intense stare gave her shiver.
She suddenly felt shy and blushed a little with his sensual gaze. She couldn't take her eyes off him as well, his bright sharp features with sensual look on his face were making him even more desirable.
After a few seconds, she snapped out and realized he has been holding her for so long which made her a little uncomfortable.
In a low tone shyly she said " please put me down."
altunia came out of her magic charm and with deep sigh out he smirked and then put her down.
razia shyly said "Thank you for saving me from falling, but you have lost the game." She sounded more excited and playful and then she showed him the cloth with winning pride on her face.
altunia was staring at her innocent look, he smiled and replied with mystifying expression "shehzadi, who knows who won and who lost?"
razia knew what he was trying to say. Both of them again got lost in each other's gaze.
She thought to herself, oh god, he is so attractive and charming. He can charm any woman with his one gaze. Then suddenly it occurred to her that she was staring at him, so to hide her emotions towards him she quickly asked him "Why are you being so nice suddenly?" Her voice came out sounding a little grouchier then she'd intended.
altunia said in relaxed tone while walking towards the tree "shehzadi, can't you forget the past and start fresh, instead of fighting why don't we get to know each other a little better?"
razia tetchily replied "So you are saying that it's me who always like to fight?"
altunia looked back at her and started laughing at her innocence.
It was a bright sunny beautiful breezy morning! There was a little lake near this tree. The entire area was so peaceful and calm, birds were chirping around, cool breeze was blowing; lake was surrounded by colorful roses and jasmine plants. It was very peaceful and quite calming place.
altunia went under the big tree and sat on the grass to relax. He called up loudly " Shehzadi razia, come here to sit with me and relax."
At first razia felt a little hesitant but then she went and sat next to him.
razia was blindly attracted to altunia that's why she was a bit hesitant and afraid of sitting so close to him.
altunia's eyes were closed but he could feel her presence next to him. razia was gazing at his gorgeous personality with athlete broad shoulder.
altunia without opening his eyes said "shehzadi stop staring at me like this."
razia with irritation replied "Why would I look at you?"
altunia quickly replied "Don't lie razia, I have noticed many times that you like to gaze at me."
razia innocently replied "So what if I looked at you. I have also seen you gazing at me, in fact, you just lost today because of you were busy gazing at me."
altunia mysteriously smirked and asked "Do you know why I love gazing at you?"
razia nervously replied "I don't know and I don't want know."
Altunia opened his eyes and looked at her with deep intense love; without saying a word he closed his eyes again to relax.
razia blushed heavily in silence and thought...why can't he say something? How do I tell him that I am so desperate to hear what he just said in his deep silent look?
Both of them were very tired. It was very cool and calm, the light wind was making them sleepy, in a few minutes both of them were lost in soothing sound sleep.
This sleep was like a magic, it was washing their anger away. Both of them were feeling so composed and passive, they felt like they were resting after a big war.
In deep sleep, razia turned to get support and unintentionally rested her head on altunia's shoulder; her silky long hairs were blowing on his face. Her hands were on his chest.
Her hairs finally woke up altunia. After opening his eyes he couldn't believe his own eyes; razia was resting on his shoulder like a sleeping beauty, her hairs were all around her face, which were making her more adorable. altunia wanted to hold her tightly in his embrace but he controlled his desire and just held her hand in his hand and went back to sleep.
Few minutes later...they were hugging each other in sleep, both of them knew in their sleep they were cuddling but didn't want to break their most beautiful dream ever. This was their first touch out of love, and for both of them this was her first time ever touching someone sensually. Her brain stopped working for a while...all she wanted to do was hide in altunia's broad shoulders.
altunia couldn't believe what was happening and slowly their innocent hug turned into a passionate and most romantic hug. altunia possessed her in his arms so strongly, they were so close to each other, could even hear each other's heartbeat.
razia entirely lost her senses and control, she was melting in his muscular arms like ice melts on fire, this was her weakest moment ever. They were lost in their hug for more than five minutes; both of them were feeling deeply content... As the moments passed altunia made his grip on her stronger and stronger.
Finally altunia opened his eyes and saw her beautiful, lustful smile on her face then softly he kissed on her eyes then rubbed his cheeks with her and then softly nibbled on it.
razia was feeling extremely shy...she didn't wanted open her eyes. altunia's one hand was under her head and half of his body was on hers. He tenderly moved his thumb on her bottom lip and then smirked seeing her shivering lips and changing expressions...he leaned down and gripped her entire body and kissed on her trembling rosy lips delicately. He just touched her lips with his to feel the wetness. He kissed for a few seconds softly. He could feel her eager and inexperienced lips under his and her young body straining to be closer to him.
The small part of her brain that was still functioning kept telling her that she was being stupid, only her body found it impossible to stop.
He slowly took off her jewelry from her face and pulled himself back a little and waited for her be responsive.
razia opened her eyes shyly with look on her face and expression in her eyes wanting more.
altunia with passion whispered sensually "Oh razia, you are so beautiful, you are making me crazy for you." His lips travelled down her neck with soft smooches and trails of kisses. His kisses made her moan... "ahhh." He stopped and gazed at her but then started kissing her on her lips with little more passion.
This time she responded a little and both of them softly nibbled and smooched on each other's lips.
razia was blushing heavily and feeling shy, she couldn't face him anymore. She turned her back towards him to hide herself from him.
He gently went close to her with smile and he kissed her back and bit on her ears. This bite made her crazy; she whined loudly "ahhh "
he smirked passionately...his desire for her was on fire. He wanted to possess her, hold her in his arms tightly and wanted complete their marriage.
altunia was expert and well proficient in this game. He kissed her on her neck leaving a trail of kisses and then he whispered sensually "razia, You are mine, only mine and I will never let you go away from me.
Her touch was making him feel complete. The feeling of being with her was overwhelming...he wanted to give himself to her...he wanted to love her and give her assurance that she belongs to him and she will always be secured and loved by him. They were kissing each other and were passionately lost in each other.
It had taken every ounce of sanity for altunia to leave her with just a kiss and hug. He wanted to go further so he kissed her again but slowly and thoroughly this time. He tried opening her backless blouse lace (dori) but before he opened it, razia realized that she went too far. She snapped out of her most prettiest dream ever.
She pushed herself from him and clumsily stood up and stumbled back a few steps saying "We shouldn't be doing this." she said this almost in a whisper.
"We would be mad not to." altunia said impatiently and came closer to her again but not touching her. He looked into her eyes with a deep desire for her in his eyes.
It was getting impossible for her to resist as well.
altunia pulled her towards him and asked her "Why not, I am your husband; we are not doing anything wrong razia."
His desire was at the mountain, he couldn't control himself anymore, he was not ready to hear NO. He was at a point where there was no turning back for him.
He again pulled her closer with passion and a little anger.
Sudden realization of being lost in the moment totally shook razia... Seeing altunia's dark passionate desireful eyes, her face got filled with fear...she pulled herself back and two steps away from him. (She prayed to god... ya khuda help me, what have I done?)
altunia got confused seeing razia stepping back with a fearful face.
Before she could say anything, altunia pinned her to the tree, holding her both hands tightly and stared at her with little resentment and strong desire for more. razia was not able to look at him directly, her eyes were down; she was feeling extremely guilty for her denial. She knew it was her fault because she didn't control herself and led him to this intense level.
altunia held her face and lifted her chin up, he wanted look into her eyes and read her eyes once again. She slowly lifted her eyes up. Uninvited tears pricked out of her eyes with a little fear and lots of guilt in them. Seeing her in denial stage, altunia merely asked her "Why are you testing my patience razia?"
razia stayed quiet, she had no answer to his question. He felt hurt, his ego got awfully bruised. With each passing second his patience was converting into anger. His head spin with refusal... He looked torn and extremely frustrated... His expression turns little by little dark and bleak; gradually his patience was diluted and converted in to rage... At last, with extreme fury, He shouted loudly "razia, It is so impossible to understand you, you are the one who allowed me to come so close to you, so why this rejection now?"
She stayed quiet as she had no answer to his question; she didn't respond to anything, her silence created fire inside him. With dangerous frustration, altunia holds her shoulders harshly and pushed her away from himself and walked off.
part 2 : page 2
this ch. is dedicated to arshia 200... who encouraged me
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
