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The episode revolved around tejawat-Maala-Rudra, was very well balanced and scripted IMO.
A few episodes back, some questions haunted Paro that what is her place in Rudra's life, what are her rights , what does he actually feel for her. Hope so tonight she got her answers.
It is unimaginable, that Rudra, who is touted to be the most brave army officer, for whom nothing seems impossible to achieve, who never needed anybody to lead his life, never trusted and confided in anyone, has declared that if he ever trusted someone then its only her, he just wants to be with her, he himself does not know the reasons behind his growing submission for her, but he wants himself to be loved by her, being with her takes away all his fears. he starts believing that he also matters for someone, someone can love him, someone treats him like a human who deserves to be loved . He wants to share the buried pain, and the haunting past with her, to find solace in her arms, the hurt and pain comes out in the form of those very silent tears while her soothing voice sings the song that used to give him peaceful sleep once upon a time but now has never let him sleep since ages. He never expected or desired anything from anybody, not even Paro, but now he expects her to trust him, he wants her trust, he wants her to share the unforgettable and unforgivable truth of his life, he has nothing to give Paro, only his trust and the broken heart which she can only mend, he has no desires, but only to stay with her forever, he finds hope withing her, as he said, the moonlight is a sign of hope which makes someone like him continue living, Paro is his moonlight, she completes him , his existence, his motive, the fact that he wants a happy life like every human being.
The intensity is back, the battlefield between Rudra and tejawat is almost laid down, the foundation of his love and submission for Paro has been plastered, he confided in her, he told her everything which he buried in his heart, kept dying every moment he remembered the them, his capacity to hide his pain has faultered, his emotional state has become so vulnerable, not because he has fallen for her but because he has given her the rule over his life, the controlling power to shape up his life, the space where its only her who can break or mend his heart again.
Paro, what can he tell you more, how can he explain you more, yes your rightfully asked questions puts him in dilemma but his everytime confession, and submission to you must make you realize that its only you whom he tends to worship, yes he cannot claim about it because he does not know how to claim for his rights, because he fears that he will lose you, because he fears that he will hurt you, but he just needs you , and it is necessary that you are capable enough to distinguish between his anger and sadness, hesitance and reluctance, its necessary for you to realize that when he is confiding in you, its not because his heart is aching, but because he wants to get rid of the pain, its necessary that you realize " kabhi kabhi woh bhi jhoot bol leta hain ", so that his goodness and vulnerablity does not overshadow your love for him, does not make you weak. Rudra knows that you want him to love you back, you want to hear those 3 magical words, and he can even say it to assure you that he needs you, but he will never do that, he can for once betray his own feelings by hiding them but cannot betray you, he will never say you those words unless he gains the trust in himself that he is capable of an angel like you.
Finally Maala is back, and omg she also confesses that she ran away with Tejawat. her tortured condition can only hurt Rudra more, cannot make him happy. Tejawat knows that Rudra can do anything for his mother, will not let her be in that hell if he ever comes to know about her condition, tejawat surely will trap Rudra big time now.
I am glad that the story progressed, and i like how laila also completes the angle here . She can prove to be Rudra's khabri and partner in crime once again, if she plans to doublecross tejawat.
Rudra on the other hand will have a tough time and dual state, his mother and paro will be in danger big time now.
The precap just makes me more excited that finally Rudra is bursting out about how shattered he felt after knowing that maala was Mrs tejawat, nothing could be as brutal and as cruel as this revelation was for him, it just killed him from inside, and he wants a peaceful mindstate now.
I liked the last shot of maala and Rudra's state in juxtaposition, both are very much unconditional for the person they loved, but one is repenting that she betrayed her own son to face a betrayal from her husband and the other one is confiding in the person whom he trusts so much that he knows that she can never betray him the way his mother did.
lastly, everytime Paro misreading Rudra's reaction/action and then maithili explaining her that what Rudra actually meant or felt is now becoming monotonous. CVs can we please have Paro also understanding him without getting daily boosters from mohini ? if she cannot read his emotional vulnerablity and concludes that as his anger, then how come maithili understands ? and moreover, its annoying and ruins the essence of such intense shots. let maithili take a bcak seat now and let Paro use her brain and heart in sync.
CVs please just slow down the pace a bit, otherwise it was a very good episode.
