And Rudra finally opens up

Originally posted by: Crystal29

Awesome post, Anu!👍🏼

And you know that today I am a happy camper! The moment he gave her the 'Why do you love me so much' sort of look, I was hooked right in, because I knew it that what I have been waiting for so long is going to start. And then the Kyun came and I was grinning. I loved all the dialogues between them today! They were bang on. Especially Rudra's because that brought out the wounds in him out so perfectly. How he waited all his life 'hoping' that his mother comes back. And then how he now hopes that she never comes back. And then fear that she is indeed here! 👏

When Paro repeated what he said in the BSD office when drunk and they showed flashbacks of it, I was on cloud nine! Because I was wondering if everyone forgot about that night. It was a very important turn according to me. After that there was no stopping Rudra from pouring his heart right out. My favorite scene till date in RR. I have only one complaint. Why did they have to cut it short. Few more minutes would have been awesome..Well I should stop nitpicking..Happy with what I got!😆

The fear in his eyes when he walked to the door. Then how he held on to Paro's hand in that fear. And protective Rudra is back. I didn't know I missed that either till today. They way Paro instinctively hid behind him when she saw Laila. And then he pushes her inside and closes the door. Rakshak mode in action!

And we have the possessive/jealous Rudra - he goes all woh tera pati nahi tha when she reminds him of the same...LOL I burst out laughing at that point.😆 He is totally uncomfortable with laila around..You are right. Whitewashed the whole truth..He is blatantly telling a lie that she is an informer. 😆

In all, Laila's entry is still a mystery to me with respect to how it will be handled. Going by precap, Paro says she won't forgive him if they let her go. So he is for sure going to let her stay. I don't mind her staying..For all we know, this will bring Rudra-Paro closer. But can she pls stay in a guest room or sunheri's room. Not in THEIR room! I just can't take that.

I am already a fan of Ashish. 👏Today I am proud to be one. I hope you are making GIFs!

Originally posted by: AreYaar

Thanks yaar! 🤗 Yes, today Ashish has made me even prouder as a fan👏👏

I didn't have high hopes from this epi either but same reaction as you...the moment he said KYUN? I was like YESSS IT'S HEREEE😆😆...and the scene TOTALLY lived up to my expectations...thank you writers, actors, directors for this today👏👏...LOL yaar I think we got a good length of a scene...they had to cut it short there or Rudra would have told her who Mala is and I guess it isn't time yet for that revelation...bits and pieces mein hoga😆

I was also SO happy when Paro remembered that convo from the BSD office...the scene that honestly really hooked me to this show...very special one it is and Rudra's expressions as Paro repeats his words back to him about how deep these wounds run.

LOL@ jealous Rudra...haha yeah I noticed that too...but seriously Paro is emotionally blackmailing him to keep Laila there...lameness.

haha he's not really LYING yaar...Laila was his INFORMER too! She worked for him as well as provided him side benefits, you see😛😛😆...but I was surprised that even Laila covered up the truth of their relationship...and Paro is SO gullible that she believed it...I guess she can't imagine those kind of relationships b/w two people?😆


Laila won't continue to stay in their room...I guess she will shift to Sunehri's room later on but yeah as of now toh given how TOUCHED Paro looked by Laila's LOVE for Rudra, the sacrifice track is seeming veryyy likely😆😆

Originally posted by: AreYaar

Ahh a long awaited scene today...I'd almost given up hope that they'd show the promo scene...but they did...and Ashish hit it out of the ballpark today👏

didnt i tell you that we will get the scene, but in a different form. finally Rudra asks the question that was eating up his head.😉

I LOVED Rudra's expression when Paro offers the medicine to him...that helpless, why are you so good, Paro? look...he did it so beautifully👏

Then his KYUN? WHY? Mujhse itna pyar kyun, Paro?

yes, that helpless expression. that is to die for, that broke Paro's heart too, nothing in the world is more painful than seeing your love being so helpless and vulnerable. my heart went for Parud.

and then, the emphasis, he puts on that KYUN, again reminds you that how broken Rudra is from inside, i love his voice modulation.

The dialogues were lovely in this scene..."Patthar hoon main...koi prem nahin, koi bhaavnaayein nahin...sirf aag, sirf zeher...jalaa de sakta hoon, chot de sakta hoon, khatam kar sakta hoon lekin Prem nahin, Paro...phir mujhse pyar kyun, Paro?"

his every word pinched my heart so badly. seemed like he could not bare the suffocation anymore, the pain, the restlessness he suffers from seeing her so good towards him, and even imagining that how he could be harmful and distressful for her.


And what a pleasant surprise from Paro...no Bholenaath symbolisms quoted😲😆...Paro gave him LOGIC in response...woww😆...Some questions have no answer as Paro rightly reminds him...and again his expression in response...an almost affectionate sort of resignation...it's hard to describe but Ashish did it so well...has to be watched to know.

yayyy.. finally CVs listened, and no bholenath connections for time being. i was so happy that Paro actually gave him an answer that is an answer for his love towards paro too. He definitely had fallen for her long before, and he does not know why, but he did fall for her before she had fallen in love with him.

I loved the flow of this scene...the way he again pleads with her NOT to destroy her life over him, not to persist on staying with him cuz she will never get any love from him...he asks her to save herself from him...aww Rudra...and when he again says she won't understand the wounds of his past...a simple line uttered in response from Paro..."aapki Maasa"...just happens to open up the floodgate of emotions he's kept at bay for so long...this moment, this timing was just right! Great writing 👏👏...A Rudra who has just about started to soften and give in to Paro in that vulnerable moment ends up opening himself up to her and actually frankly talking about his past with her.

this particular shot, had completely made me emotional. I did not expect the scene to go beyond this level, but yes Ashish he was simply fab. the theory which i always had that Rudra finds excuses to push away Paro from her. He has tried his level best, been rude with her, faked her to sell to sumer, tried to fake his hatred for her, blame dher for his dad's condition ( faked ), he tried everything to make her dislike him, hate him, think about him as the jallad again, but he failed. and today he accepted his failiure, he simply accepted that he has lost, he probably has no more courage to constantly hurt her and himself to save her life from the distress and darkness.

what i like dthe most was the moment she mentioned " maa sa ", he didnt scold her which he usually would do, but he just surrendered himself to paro, her hand was the only soulace he found, to cry off his heart and give her a glimpse of how broken he is . even for a moment paro was shocked to see him cuddling with her hand and crying over. she did not see him in such a vulnerable condition before.

The way he tells her how he's spent his entire childhood waiting for his mother, then spent the rest of his life shutting her out from his life and not wanting to ever see her again but she turns up after all this time to laugh at him and his inability to move on.

I LOVED the set of dialogues where he asks how is he to move on when his past doesn't stop haunting him? Exactly...he's not had closure on his past and it keeps haunting him.

today, atleast Paro will have 2 % idea of what Rudra goes through every night, may be every moment when he realises his love for paro. yes the past which haunts him, doesn't let him go. i love dhow he said to her that " u asked me to let go off my past ", but how can i let go, when the past follows me everywhere i go ".. such beautiful words , and so much depth and emotions, how bruised his heart was, more because he saw his mother with tejawat, the last stab his heart could bare. and yes " majak kiya hain ", the grif was visible, his life indeed is a mockery of relationships, the woman he wanted to erase from his mind happens to be one of the closest relatives of paro, he apparently has loved. he felt cheated, the day he saw paro and maala's picture, and felt cheated because he did not want paro to be a shadow of his mother.


The way he holds on to Paro's hand and cries as he remembers his mother...amazing stuff from Ashish👏👏

words will fall short for the very scene. i had teary eyes indeed, such soulful acting it was.😭

The entire bit after Rudra receives the phone call and walks towards the front door haunted by flashbacks about his mother...AMAZING acting and direction...seriously I wish I could cap all of Ashish's amazing expression in that bit and post them here...he raised the bar for himself again today.

this undoubtedly the best scene of tonight, considering his performance. ohh boy, the horror was visible on his face , in his walk.didnt i tell you how Ashish's every body part acts, his slow walk, the tumbling steps, the shivering hands, those red and moisty eyes, and the nervousness, everything wa sportrayed so flawlessly. sheer brilliance onscreen⭐️👏. just an example that how will Rudra feel when he faces his mother. he was more horrified with the fact that his mother was beaten by tejawat, how will he tolerate seeing her in a bruised state? his heart won't bare that, he loves her still.

And then the epi takes a TURN😆 with Laila ki dhaansu entry😆

I can't stop laughing over how both Rudra and Laila are WHITEWASHING their relationship in front of Paro...😆😆...Rudra saying Laila was his KHABRI and Laila calling Rudra her DOST😆...waah ...and Paro is gullible enough to swallow it all...I really don't think Paro understands those kind of relationships even ONE bit😆

i was laughing when Rudra said that laila was his partner in crimes😉. oye did u notice how he went all mad when paro mentioned her first hubby. Rudra , lmao, he is one antic piece🤣. moreover, how he had put the shawl to cover laila's bare back, such subtle and yet respectful move. Rudra was in his brilliant self tonight.😳

I also LOL'd at how Paro got scared for a bit on recognizing Laila and hid behind Rudra while Rudra for his part on realizing this is LAILA, just shut Paro inside the house🤣

yes, the protector mode was visible. Rudra's left hand is enuff to tackle both laila an dparo, and even KCM..😆🤣


Rudra obviously isn't trusting Laila...his "Tu rone kab se lag padi?" line was just awesome😆😆...and he's having her claims investigated! Good job, Rudra!


Paro's mahaanta mode has kicked up a few notches...and she definitely seems ready to sacrifice Rudra to Laila's PYAAR😆...let's see how this goes.

CVs once again went with the flow, thankfully Rudra is still investigating about Laila and her story. he certainly doesn't trust her tears or story. but yes he is not that cruel to misbehave with her too. But he definitely will handle it in his own way, atleast he is trying to.

lastly Paro baisa, the less i say its better. she doesn't give two hoots to Rudra's words and does what she thinks or feels, atleast currently. moreover, tomorow she will emotionally blakmail him and stop him from throwing laila out. is she in her mere senses ? or should we still consider that she is so so so so innocent ?😕