This is Me!! - Page 4

How telling it was that of all the perfectly habitable rooms in that haveli, Rudra brought Paro to what used to be his room, when he lived there...in his happier times...and painful too.
Unconsciously or maybe subconsciously he has let her in...in his super personal space, that had until that moment a huge 'Keep out, nobody allowed inside' sign on its door...
Rudra sa...your trouble starts now...just wait and see...how this girl is gonna fill up every corner of your lonely existence with emotions you hate so much.

p.s. He looked so disappointed at the food he was offering her ...poor guy...and that Shivji dialogue ...i had heard and seen in the BTS...but that scene also had Paro calling him by his name which was such a shocker...they usually build up such scenes na...this so came out of nowhere...kind of left me...a bit 😲...

great post evie👏

Originally posted by: eveline

With Rudra nothing can be half ways...he has to gone the whole nine yards!! With him everything is passion, intensity...its either black or white..no greys ever color his world. So when he falls in love, it will be catastrophic!! It will either make or break him!! And knowing how possessive and jealous Rudra can be...Sumer toh gaya 😆!!

I really liked the fact that he remembered to bring food for her...even mentioning the the pickle might be a little spicy...gave her water. He hates the Mangalsutra for sure😆 ...man when he fall for her he is sure going to bug her with questions whether she possessed any feelings for Varun ? Sumer better watch out😆...I am curious to see how long will he be able to lock her up in the room from the haveli inhabitants...

I rewatched the show and you are correct. Rudra was checking her expressions 👍🏼

Originally posted by: eveline

@niyoti...great that you mention the soldiers psyche here. I have wondered multiple times before and lately quite frequently about how do they justify their actions to themselves. Obviously a lot of training, especially on the emotional front, is needed for such men. And trying to prove themselves less of killers in the eyes of a common bystander can be a daunting task. Rudra here is filled with a need to make her see that he is not a discriminate killer. He wants her to understand and respect him at some level. Today is the first time I heard a personal agenda in his conversation. It felt for a moment he cares more about his reputation. I have already made a post on that epic scene and his adorable reaction 😆!!

And why Rudra, all men in a way, need to understand and respect the women first and then only can they fall in love. There can be no love without respect !!

Originally posted by: DoJin

How telling it was that of all the perfectly habitable rooms in that haveli, Rudra brought Paro to what used to be his room, when he lived there...in his happier times...and painful too.
Unconsciously or maybe subconsciously he has let her in...in his super personal space, that had until that moment a huge 'Keep out, nobody allowed inside' sign on its door...
Rudra sa...your trouble starts now...just wait and see...how this girl is gonna fill up every corner of your lonely existence with emotions you hate so much.

p.s. He looked so disappointed at the food he was offering her ...poor guy...and that Shivji dialogue ...i had heard and seen in the BTS...but that scene also had Paro calling him by his name which was such a shocker...they usually build up such scenes na...this so came out of nowhere...kind of left me...a bit 😲...

great post evie👏

I know I was taken aback too...knowing how ejis and ojis and cant take his name abound in shows...but loved it!! Good divergence from the usual norm 😆!! I think more than us Rudra was shell shocked!! His name on her lips ...

Originally posted by: niyoti

So true! That's what i want to see on the show..😊

Reading your post has made me want to sit and write another chapter for my fanfic😃

neki aur pooch pooch...ho jaaye ek great chapter??!!😛

Originally posted by: eveline

You picked that up too!! The Othello lover in me was quite happy to hear that. But if and when that happens (and I seriously doubt that knowing this is an indian telly show n all)its a looong way off. So far now he remains the protector and not the destroyer..phew!!

Children seldom come out from their abused past. It stays with them in one way or another. In form of extreme rage or melancholy, fear or insecurities, self doubts or lack of trust...they never fully come out it.

And I was not so perceptive in the aap and tum angle but what I felt was that she was trying to be nice with him...masking her inner hatred...trying to wrangle a release from him...a hint of manipulation..trying to butter him up here I guess!!

Originally posted by: eveline

Wonderful dialogues and awesome actors...these scenes would never inspire such writings if these two were not so superlative 😊

Amazing post, Eveline. Simply fabulous.