FF: Partial Amnesia Pt 31Pg145-6th Dec - Page 66

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Part 18

19^th January 2011, 11:45 PM

Shaan sat on the bed uncomfortably, stealing glances at Khanak who made it a point to ignore him and continue reading.

"Aray! Lights toh bund karday! " Khanak exclaimed as soon as Shaan attempted to lay down.

"Tum parh rahee ho na---" he said irritably, balancing himself on his elbow.

Khanak yawned pointedly and closed her book. "Nahi mujhay neend arahee hain-----lights bund hee karday---"

Shaann gave her a forceful look and got up to close the lights. They were now surrounded in the dim light of the lamps. On his way back he grabbed the round cushion from the sofa and threw it towards the middle of the bed and laid down. Khanak, who was on her way to lie down herself turned abruptly at the fall of the cushion beside her.

"Yay yahaan kyun rakha?" she asked, her lips thin as she spoke though she already knew the answer to the question.

Shaan looked at her in a would-be-casual way. "Ermm bus yuheen----Ermm I like pillows near me on the bed----" he said lamely.

"Yay pillow nahi, cushion hain!"Khanak said reasonably, knowing what Shaan was getting at. She was not going to allow him to do what he wanted to. Not if she could help it.

"Haan cushion! I want this here!"" Shaan said forcefully, getting the feeling that Khanak was not happy with him doing what he was doing.

"Nahi!" Khanak picked up the cushion, got up and put it back on the sofa.

"Khanak!" said Shaan in a mixture of anger and frustration. "Yay mera kumra-----"

"----Yay MERA bhee kumra hain!" Khanak interrupted him" aur mujhay wohh cushion bed par nahi chahiyay! Waisay hee yahan yay shahair kay beds ITNAY chotay hotay hain! Aur aap yay cushion rakh kar AUR chota kar rahay hain! " she reasoned faking anger though her heart was dancing at the proximity she would be sharing with Shaan. He was her husband after all and she had a right over him. And he over her, she blushed as she thought.

"Abhee thoree dair pehlay toh tum kah rahee thee kay BARA bed hain!!" Shaan retorted. 'Don't argue bro' his conscience said to him. 'The bed IS kinda small. Didn't matter when you guys used to make love on it but certainly not suitable for single single sleeping I must say.' "Oh shurrup!" Shaan retorted to his conscience and laid down, his back towards Khanak. Khanak too laid down and closed the light of the lamp. She was lying flat on her back and her stomach fluttered with butterflies. She smiled at herself in the dark and looked towards Shaan, his back towards her, She pouted. 'Who tohh mujhay dekh bhee nahi rahay' she said to herself.

"Suniyay?" she finally said.

"Kya hain" said Shaan without turning around because he knew if he did he would regret what would follow.

"Lamp toh bund karday---" she said, chuckling a little. Shaan put his hand forward and slapped it across it's rear so hard that it actually switched off. The room was in complete darkness now. Shaan shifted his position to the other side and didn't even realize when his leg moved so far away it caressed Khanak's toes. Khanak giggled slightly and moved her foot.

Shaan swore under his breath and turned the other way again. How could he forget?Khanak was ticklish and when he ticked her and she giggled like that it never failed to turn him on. He folded his arms and made a great deal of shifting, trying to find the perfect position to sleep. Just as he had predicted, it was proving rather difficult with his wife just inches away.

Khanak, who at first was rather enjoying Shaan's discomfort, soon became irritated. "Shaantanu!! Aap bed BUHAT hila rahay hain! Dhung say so nahi saktay kya?" she said loudly. "Itna mushkil hain kya---apnay upar kaaboo karna----?" she added, making Shaan sit up straight and switch on the lamp.

"WHAT is that supposed to mean?" he asked with gritted teeth. He had had enough. He wanted to know what Khanak was up to. He was feeling extremely frustrated and it wasn't helping that Khanak was being a mystery and to top it rubbing the events of that night into his face.

"Kuch nahi----"Khanak said quickly, suddenly sensing danger and becoming worried all of a sudden. Had she gone to far in her attempts to worry Shaan? She sat up too.

Shaan heaved a great sigh and bit his inner lip. "Khanak ---tum baar baar wohh raat ko----uss raat ko kyun lay aati ho? Kya tum-----kya hum-----" He continued to bite his inner lip as he thought of the perfect way to frame what he wanted to say. Heaving a huge sigh again he said " Kya hum sub kuch bhool kar-----kya hum phir say------phir say DOST nahi ban saktay?----"

Khanak's eyes stung with unshed tears as she looked straight at Shaan in the dim light of the lamp. There he was, asking for her to become his friend, just a friend. The truth of that statement stung her entire body now but she remained adamant. "Nahi Shaantanu----hum DOST nahi bun saktay-----kyunkay hum---hum dosti say buhat agay nikal chukay hain----app apnnay aap say poochay----kya aapko sach main aisa lugta hain----kay hum phir say dost ban saktay hain? " she asked. Shaan looked at her, too stung to speak.

He looked the other way. "Dekho Khanak-----iss waqt-----sub say zyada zaroori yay hain----yay hain kay---tumhari yaadassht wapis-----"

"Yay baat app bhee jaantay hain aur MAIN bhee Shaantanu------" Khanak interrupted him loudly, drowing Shaan's voice " ----kay iss waqt sub say zyaada zaroori meri yaadasht wapis ana NAHIN hain-----" she finished, taking Shaan aback. He looked into her eyes. Why didn't she understand? Why couldn't she see it in his eyes that he loved her but he was troubled; he was scared of losing the beauty of the relationship he had built with her again; in which he could talk to her, joke with her, pull her leg, make her smile, giggle, laugh. Why didn't she understand that telling her that he loved her too would mean telling her that he had made love to her, not once but a million times, telling her that they had made a baby, telling her that they had lost the baby------

Shaan finally looked away. "Soh jao Khanak-----mujhay bhee neend arahee hain-----kal kaam par bhee jana hain----" he shifted to his side of the bed and switched off the lamp. Khanak looked at him go to sleep with a somber expression on her face, which slowly turned into a smile. "Aap kay dil kay rastay tuk pohanchnay ka acha raasta ata hain mujhay----Chicken!" she thought and turned to her side of the bed too.

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20^th January 2011, 08:00 AM

"THREE weeks didi!" Natasha cried at her sister, Khushboo. "THREE weeks! I have JUST three weeks to get married and Mitul-----"

"Yea what did your insufferable fianc do now? " Mitul entered Khushboo's room and said directly to Natasha, making Natasha stop abruptly.

"Errmm--- kuch nahi---" Natasha said sheepishly while Khushboo rolled her eyes and smiled a little. Natasha would never complete her sentence even if her life depended on it.

Mitul raised his eyebrows. "Didi I don't know what this complaining session is about. I've already agreed to marry your sister and she ------"

"What!!!" Natasha screamed, earning a glare from Madhvi who was passing by Khusboo's room and mouthed 'Khanak so rahee hain!' . "I mean 'Whattt?!" Natasha said softly, her jaw spread with her beautiful smile. Mitul smiled at her too. "You're ready to marry me?" she asked, still shocked.

"Yea I guess." Mitul raised his hand and looked at the ring that he was wearing in his left finger. "You know I DID try to take this off but even using soap didn't work. It's pretty much stuck to my finger now----" he said feigning sadness.

Natasha hit his broad shoulder with her petite hand and laughed. "Shut up doctor!" she said and hugged him tight. Mitul hugged her back, kissing the parting of her hair softly. Khushboo burst out crying.

"Didi?!" Natasha and Mitul both said together , then looked at each other and burst out laughing. "Mood swings" they said together.

"Mitul we need to get married before----"Natasha started, looking up.

"I know Tasha!" he said loudly.

"Tum log ITNA shor macha rahay ho!!" Madhvi entered the room and looked at everyone sternly. "Mainay kaha hain na! Khanak SO rahee hain!!"

Khushboo stopped crying and rolled her tear filled eyes again. "As if! She and Shaan are probably coochi cooing under their blanket right now" she murmered so that only Mitul and Natasha could hear.

Mitul pretended to ignore Khushboo's remark though after Madhvi left he turned around and asked."So? Bhabhi moved into Shaan's room already?"

"ALREADY?!" Natasha said. "What do mean 'already'?! It took me ages to come up with a fool proof plan to MAKE her do it!" she said excitedly, then suddenly stopped abruptly."I mean-----" she looked up at Mitul who was frowning at her, his eyebrows raised.

"Are you going to tell me yourself what you did or do I have to operate on you to make you open your mouth?" he said to her sternly.

Natasha pouted. "Keep your operations for your patients doctor! Yea I planned for your birthday that day-----I planned for Khanak to see us kissing that day by throwing my payal , I planned for Adi and Simran to visit Mumbai----and---"

"----You planned for the renovation of the third guest room?" Mitul asked.

"NO! I'm not THAT great a planner okay!" Natasha said defensively while Khushboo laughed. "THAT was a coincidence."

Mitul raised his eyebrows. Natasha did not meet his eyes.

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20^th January 2011, 08:30 AM

Predictably Shaan's arm was around Khanak's waist when Khanak's eyes shot open. She was lying in the centre of the bed, her hands curled over her head. She felt the warmth of his arm around him and smiled "DOST!" she thought sarcastically; then felt a dangerous sensation in the pit of her stomach. Touching his arm with her hand she attempted to remove it from across her waist and was successful in doing so. Just then she saw Shaan move, his eyes opening too, his hand now on her hip. Khanak turned and felt herself trapped under Shaans gaze as his hand moved from his hip to around her waist again. All of a sudden she felt uncomfortable. Shaan was looking at her with a very serious expression on his face. Khanak looked away and pushed her hands on the bed to get up. Shaan in turn pushed himself back on the bed with a yawn and fell on his stomach to sleep again.

Khanak gave him angry look and went to shower. When she came out Shaan was making the bed. He looked up to see Khanak wearing a green and pink sari, her long hair wet and sexy. Khanak ignored him. Fighting the urge to drink in all the drops that fell from her hair he made his way to the bathroom too. He took just 5 minutes to shower, shicking Khanak when he came out so soon, wearing his vest and jeans. Khanak had semi dried her hair and was struggling to tie the dori of her blouse. Shaan smiled and went up to her.

"Lao----main kar daita hoon----" he said, taking the dori in his hands s the smell of Khanak's shampoo filled his senses.

Khanak moved away and snatched the dori from Shaan's hands. "Main khud kar loongee gee---" she said huffily. Shaan looked heartbroken and moved away. Khanak saw him retreat from the mirror and felt a pang of hurt and didn't realize that she had pulled at the dori so hard that the stiff cloth made a cuton the side of her neck. "Ahhh" Khanak cried. Shaan came rushing to see Khanak's cause of pain and saw a dash of blood slowly ooaing from the back of her neck. Tears filled her eyes as she touched her neck and saw her blood stained fingers.

"Kaha than na! Mujhay karnay doh! Tum pehlay bhee kitnee baar apnay aap ko aisay kaat chuki ho!" Shaan said annoyed and worried, reaching for the cupnoard to get the first aid kit.

"Kya aap pehlay bhee----meray blouse ki dori bandhh chukay hain?" Khanak asked simply, ignoring the pain as Shaan took out cotton and a medicine.

Shaan thought for a while. Then decided on the truth. "Haan---" he said now dabbing her neck.

Khanak smiled, her pain automatically disappearing.

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20^th January 2011, 09:00 AM

The breakfast table was a very noisy affair that morning. Adi, Simran, Mitul, Natasha and the entire Khandelwal family was present. Khanak seemed cheerful and was humming away merrily while serving breakfast. She didn't even seem to mind the presence of Mitul and him sitting with Natasha. Once or twice Sunil and Madhvi exchanged glances with each other looking at Khanak's cheerfullness and contained their laughter. Shaan was talking to Adi spiritedly about the next song he was going to sing and Natasha told anyone and everyone who would listen that she had reached a major milestone in her life by making a 'Hitler' agree to do something she never thought she could. It was not surprising that Mitul refused to pass the plate of parathas to her after that. On Shaan's other side Khushboo tried to get Shaan's attention.

"How was last night? Jald batao!" she whispered when Adi began to talk to Simran on his other side, fake smiling to the rest of the table generally.

"It was okay" Shaan shrugged, trying to be nonchalant about the fact that Khanak had spent the night with him in the same room after a good four months.

"Oh please Shaan don't pretend! I know what happened!" Khushboo said raising her eyebrows.

Shaan looked bewildered. "Bhabhi nothing happened! " he said clearly and crisply but softly raising his hand to gesture.

"Oh so you mean to say that love bit just JUMPED out of nowhere and landed on Khanak's neck right?!" Khushboo asked wildly.

"What?!" Shaan laughed. "What love bite?---Oh my God THAT!? Bhabhi wohhh toh Khanak ko chote lagee hain----" he said, still laughing.

"Yea yea----"Khusboo said sarcastically. "They ALL say that! Nahi batana hain toh mut batao----" she said with dignity, now wiping her hands to the napkin "But you did a good job though----Khanak seems happy-----" she said and got up. Shaan looked at his bahbhi leave, immensely amused. When he turned towards Adi, he saw Adi busy looking at Khanak giving hari Lal instructions at the far end of the room. Most of the family had left the breakfast table including Simran.

Shaan slapped Adi on his back. "Will you stop staring at my wife?!" he said to him disgruntled. Adi looked back at Shaan annoyed.

"Please Shaan! Main baap bannay wala hoon yaar!!" he exclaimed. " I don't STARE at girls no more!"

"What!! Wowww!" Shaan said surprised. "Tu---Tu baap baany wala hain! Wow Adi itni jaldi?"

Adi smiled. "It wasn't planned yaar. But ub lagta hain----that I'd like nothing more that to be a father----".

Shaan smiled sadly and clapped Adi on his back. "Yea----becoming a father----it's the most awesome feeling ever----it's----" he broke off, not able to speak anymore.

"I'm sorry about Khanak and your baby yaar----main aa bhee nahi paaya----I'm sorry-----" he said sounding genuinely sorry.

"It's okay yaar----it was tough----ub jub main uss din kay baaray main sochta hoonn-----it all seems such a blur-----i thought i would die----sub kuch badal gaya----" he smiled nostalgically. "But you know what!" he said suddenly excited " It's going to be crazy! Simran will drive you maddd!! She'll want to do things she's never done before---she'll want to go to her village---konsa hain? Jo bhee hain----wahan----and is she a vegetarian? Oh my God Adi she will want to eat CHICKEN! Can you imagine?! Khanak wanted to eat chicken when she was pregnant!"

"You mean like, now?" Adi asked.

"Now? Mutlub?" Shaan asked confused.

"Mutlub I just went to the kitchen and she's cooking chicken for lunch----Khanak" he said.

"WHAT?!!" Shaan asked shocked.

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