Natasha speaks up |
It might be difficult to justify my behaviour and obsession for the love of my life Shantanu who is now married to Khanak on STAR One'sRang Badalti Odhani but I feel that the jilted lover in me isn't wrong in her approach. I am doing what any normal girl who has loved someone so passionately will do under such circumstances. |
More on Rang Badalti Odhani : Discuss here | Watch full episodes| Official Website I am not a bad person at heart. I am a straight-forward, practical, emotional and sentimental. Both Shantanu and I are madly in love and can't think beyond each other. It is my passion for Shan that has forced me to throw a challenge at Khanak and I will make sure that Shantanu comes back to my life. Step into my shoes and you will know what trauma I am going through. What would you do if your guy marries someone else? You will be in a state of confusion, shock and disbelief like me. And when convinced that the guy still loves you and didn't marry the other girl out of choice, you would stick to him and want him back in your life at any cost. As I told you I am not a bad human being as I have become receptive to Khanak. I am aware that Khanak and Shantanu have been forced to tie the knot much against their wish. All I am doing is to get Shantanu back and that's because Shantanu loves me too. He is both my weakness and strength. I don't know who will sacrifice for whom, but I will try to make Khanak understand that love is above all. It's true that India is a country where the bond and sanctity of marriage overpowers everything else in your life. It so happens that a girl once married eventually falls in love with her husband no matter how strongly she feels for another guy but at times it's out of habit and not love. You get so habituated to your spouse that you end up forgetting everything else in the world. I might sacrifice my love only if I see Shantanu growing soft and weak towards Khanak. But till that happens I will not leave any stone unturned to get Shantanu back. I have been promised by Shantanu that he will marry me after six months once the court grants him divorce and it is my trust on him that has given me the strength and patience to wait for another six months. So in a way my stance is justified. In the near future my relationship with Shan will witness some ups and downs. Certain misunderstandings will crop up between us as a result of miscommunication between them. There are things which aren't genuine but you end up believing them and I will go through the same phase in my relationship.
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