Chapter 9.With that resolution firmly implanted in her mind, Zoya drove to work on Monday and threw herself
wholeheartedly into her job.
At noontime some of the other secretaries invited her to join them for drinks after work at a local pub, and Zoya happily agreed. When she returned from lunch, the phone on her desk was ringing. Putting down her purse, she glanced over her shoulder into Samar's empty office, then answered it. "Miss Faaroqui?" It was Mr. Anand. "Please report to me in the personnel department immediately."
"We don't have much time, so I'll be brief," Mr. Anand said five minutes later, when Zoya was seated in his office. "To begin with, I should explain that the information contained on every employee's application for employment is automatically fed into the Global Industries computers. Then, whenever a project requires someone with specialized skills or talents, the personnel department is notified and a computer search is made. This morning the Director of Global Industries personnel received a top priority call for an experienced, skilled secretary who is fluent in Italian. You are the computer's selection. Actually, you're the computer's second choice. The first was a woman named Laura Watson, who has worked on this project before, but she is on sick leave.
"You should expect to be away from your regular position every afternoon for the next three weeks. I will notify Mr. Malik of your reassignment when he returns from lunch, and I'll arrange for another secretary to work for him in the afternoons while you're working on this project."
Zoya's objections to this random reassignment tumbled out in a flow of disjointed words. "But I'm still trying to learn my present job, and Samar"Mr. Malik"isn't going to be at all pleased about""
"Mr. Malik has no choice," he interrupted coolly. "I don't know the exact nature of the project that requires your fluency in Italian, but I do know it is top priority, confidential." He stood up. "You are to report to Mr. Khan's office immediately."
"Whaaat?" Zoya gasped, leaping to her feet in alarm. "Does Mr. Khan know I'm the one who's being assigned to him?"
Mr. Anand gave her a withering look. "Mr. Khan is in a meeting at present, and his secretary did not feel that he should be interrupted to discuss this minor substitution."
An atmosphere of suppressed excitement seemed to pervade the eightieth floor as Zoya walked across the thick, emerald green carpeting toward the circular desk in the center of Asad's private reception area. "My name is Zoya Faaroqui," she told the receptionist. "Mr. Khan requested a bilingual secretary, and I've been sent here from personnel."
The receptionist glanced over her shoulder as the doors to Asad's office opened and six men emerged. "I'll tell Mr. Khan that you're here," she said politely. As she reached for the telephone it began to ring, and she picked it up. With her hand over the mouthpiece, she whispered to Zoya, "Just go on in. Mr. Khan is expecting you."
No, Zoya thought nervously, he's expecting
Laura Watson.The tall rosewood doors to Asad's office were slightly ajar, and he was standing behind his desk, his back to her, talking to someone on the telephone. Drawing a deep breath, Zoya walked into the immense cream-carpeted suite and silently closed the doors behind her.
"Right," Asad said into the phone after a pause. "Call the Banglore office and tell our labor relations team that I want them at Mumbai tonight."
With the phone hooked between his shoulder and his ear, he picked up a file from his desk and began reading it. He had removed his suit coat, and as he slowly flipped the pages, his white shirt stretched rippling across his broad muscled shoulders and tapered back.
Tearing her gaze away, she tried to still the treacherous sensations unfurling inside her. Off to her left were the three green sofas that formed a wide U around an immense glass-topped coffee table. Asad had knelt there to examine her ankle the night she'd met him...
"Notify the refinery that they may have some problems too, until this gets straightened out," Asad said calmly into the phone. There was a brief pause. "Fine. Get back to me when you've met with the labor relations team in Mumbai." He hung up the phone and flipped over another page of the file he was reading.
Zoya opened her mouth to announce her presence, then stopped. She couldn't very well call him Asad, and she absolutely refused to humbly and respectfully call him "Mr. Khan." As she started toward his rosewood desk, she said instead, "Your receptionist told me to come in."
Asad turned abruptly. His gray eyes were unreadable as he casually tossed the file folder onto his desk, shoved his hands deeply into his pant pockets and silently contemplated her. He waited until she was standing directly across his desk from him before he said quietly, "You've chosen a poor time to apologize, Zoya. I have to leave for a luncheon appointment in five minutes."
Zoya almost choked on his outrageous presumption that she owed him an apology, but she merely favored him with an amused smile. "I hate to bruise your ego, but I didn't come up here to apologize. I came because Mr. Anand in personnel sent me.
Asad's jaw tightened. "Why?" he snapped.
"To help with some special project that requires an additional secretary for the next three weeks."
"Then you're wasting my time," he informed her bitingly. "In the first place, you aren't qualified or experienced enough to work at this level. In the second place, I don't want you here."
His contempt brought Zoya's simmering fury to a rolling boil, and she couldn't stop herself from goading him.
"Perfect!" she said brightly, backing away a step. "Now would you just be kind enough to call Mr. Anand and tell him that? I've already given him my reasons for not wanting to work for you, but he insisted that I come up here."
Asad jabbed at the intercom. "Get me Anand," he snapped, then his gaze sliced back to Zoya. "Just what 'reasons' did you give him?"
"I told him," Zoya lied furiously, "that you are an arrogant conceited lecher, and that I'd rather be dead than work for you."
"You told Anand that?" he asked in a low, threatening voice.
Zoya kept the smile fixed on her face. "Yep."
"What did Anand say?"
Unable to endure the icy blast of his gaze, Zoya pretended to study her manicure. "Oh, he said that a lot of women you've slept with probably feel that way about you, but that I should put company loyalty above my understandable revulsion for you."
"Zoya," Asad said silkily, "you're fired."
Inside, Zoya was a churning mass of rage and pain and fear, but she held on to her composure. With a regal inclination of her head, she said, "You know, I was positive you wouldn't want me to work for you either, and I tried to tell Mr. Anand that." She started walking toward the door. "But he felt that when you realized I'm bilingual, you'd change your mind."
"Bilingual?" Asad scoffed arrogantly.
She turned toward him with her hand on the doorknob. "Oh, but I am. I can tell you exactly what I think of you in perfect Italian." She saw a nerve jerk in his tightly clenched jaw, and she added in a low, scathing voice, "But it's much more satisfying to say it to you in English: you're a bas***d!"
Wrenching open the door, Zoya marched across the luxurious reception area. She was punching the button to summon an elevator when Asad's hand clamped over her wrist. "Get back into my office," he growled between his teeth.
"Take your hand off me!" she whispered furiously.
"There are four people watching us," he warned. "Either you walk into my office on your own, or I'll drag you in there in front of them."
"Go ahead and try it!" she raged right back at him. "I'll sue you for assault and all four will be the witnesses!"
Unexpectedly, her threat wrung a reluctant, admiring smile from him. "You have the most incredibly beautiful eyes. When you're angry, they""
"Save it!" Zoya hissed, jerking violently at her wrist.
"I have been," he teased suggestively.
"Don't talk to me like that"I don't want any part of you!"
"Little liar. You want every part of me."
His mocking confidence knocked the breath, and the fight, out of Zoya. Defeated, she leaned her shoulder against the marble wall and looked at him with helpless pleading. "Asad, please let me go."
"I can't." His forehead creased into a dark frown of irritated bewilderment. "Whenever I see you, I can't seem to let you go."
"You fired me!"
He grinned. "I just rehired you."
Zoya was too weakened by the turbulence of the last few minutes to resist that devastating smile of his, and besides, she desperately needed this job. Resentfully, she shoved away from the wall and accompanied him into his secretary's office, which connected to his by a door.
"Mary," he said to the gray-haired woman whose sharp, bespectacled glance instantly lifted to him, "this is Zoya Faaroqui. Zoya will be working on the Rossi project. While I'm at lunch, get her settled here at the spare desk and have her start translating the letter that came from Rossi this morning." He turned to Zoya with a warmly intimate smile in his eyes. "You and I are going to have a long talk when I get back."
Mary D'costa, as the nameplate on her desk proclaimed, did not seem any more enthusiastic about Zoya's presence in her office than Zoya herself was. "You're rather young, Miss Faaroqui," Mary summarized, her pale gaze scraping Zoya's face and figure.
"I'm aging quickly," Zoya replied. Ignoring the older woman's piercing look, she settled into the secretarial desk opposite Mary's in the large office.
At one-thirty, Mary's telephone rang, and Zoya got up from her desk to answer it. "Mary?" a cultured female voice asked doubtfully.
"No, this is Zoya Faaroqui," Zoya said in her best secretarial manner. "Miss D'costa is away from her office. May I take a message?"
"Oh, hello, Zoya," the voice said with friendly surprise. "This is Ananya Gupta. I don't want to interrupt Asad, but would you tell him I'm arriving on the late flight from Banglore tomorrow? Tell him I'll go directly to the Recess Club from the airport, and I'll join him there at seven o'clock."
Zoya's astonishment that Ananya obviously remembered her was outweighed by her resentment at having to take messages from Asad's girlfriends. "He's still at lunch, but I'll give him the message," she promised briskly. She hung up the phone and it instantly rang again. This time the woman had a low, husky voice. She asked for "Jammy."
Zoya squeezed the receiver so hard that her hand ached, but she said courteously, "I'm sorry, who?" Soon, she figured she was referring to Asad. "He isn't in at the moment. May I take a message?"
"Oh dahm," the sexy voice breathed. "This is Tanu. He didn't tell me whether the party Saturday night is formal or not, and I haven't the foggiest notion what to wear. I'll call him at home tonight."
You do that! Zoya thought, almost slamming the phone down.
But by the time Asad returned from lunch, she was calm again. For the next three weeks, she promised herself, she was going to adhere to her original plan and treat Asad with the polite friendliness she would show any of her colleagues. If he pressed her, she would merely act amused, and if that annoyed him" well, good!
The intercom on her desk buzzed. Asad's rich voice sent a little shiver through her, a shiver she stoically repressed. "Zoya, will you come in here please?"
He was obviously ready to have their "long talk" now. Zoya picked up his messages and walked into the office. "Yes?" she said, lifting her delicate brows in inquiry.
Asad was perched on the edge of his desk, his arms crossed over his chest. "Come here," he said quietly.
Zoya warily contemplated his relaxed stance and the lazy, caressing look in his eyes. She came forward, but stopped just out of his reach.
He said, "That's not close enough."
"It's more than close enough."
Amusement gleamed in his eyes, and his voice deepened coaxingly. "We need to straighten out some personal matters between us. Why don't we do it over dinner tonight?" he suggested.
Zoya courteously refused with a half truth. "I'm sorry, I already have a date."
"All right, how about tomorrow night?" he asked, holding out his hand for hers.
Zoya slammed his messages into his outstretched palm. "You already have a date"Miss Gupta at seven at the Recess Club."
Asad ignored that reminder. "I'm leaving for Italy on Wednesday""
"Have a good trip," Zoya interrupted lightly.
"I'll be back on Saturday," he continued with a trace of impatience. "We'll go""
"Sorry," Zoya said with an amused little smile that was intended to annoy him. "I'm busy Saturday, and so are you. Tanu called to find out if the party Saturday night is formal or not." And then because she was thoroughly relishing his visible frustration, she added with a dazzling smile, "She calls you Jammy. I think that's adorable"Jammy and Tanu."
"I'll break the date," Asad stated tersely.
"But I won't break mine. Now, is there anything else?"
"Yes, dammit, there is. I hurt you and I'm sorry..."
"I accept your apology," Zoya said brightly.
"Anyway, the damage was only to my pride."
He studied her with narrowed eyes. "Zoya, I'm trying to apologize to you so that""
"You already apologized," Zoya interrupted.
"So that we can go on from here," he finished implacably. After a thoughtful pause, he continued, "For both our sakes, we'll have to be discreet in order to avoid gossip within the corporation, but I think if we're reasonably cautious when we're together, we can manage."
Fury, not pleasure, tinted Zoya's smooth cheeks, but she managed to sound merely perplexed. "Manage what? A sleazy affair?"
"Zoya," Asad said in a warning voice, "I want you and I know you want me. I also know you're angry with me for initiating you sexually and then""
"Oh, but I'm not!" Zoya protested with deceptive sweetness. "I wouldn't trade that night for the world." Taking a cautious step backward, she added lightly, "In fact, I've already decided that when I have a daughter my age, I'll give you a call. If you're still 'active' I'd like to send her to you so that you""
One step wasn't enough. Asad lunged forward, seized her wrists, and jerked her between his legs, his muscular thighs clamped against her hips. His eyes were flaming with an alarming combination of anger and desire. "You beautiful, outrageous..." His mouth swooped down, seizing her lips with raw, devastating hunger and ruthless insistence.
Zoya clamped her teeth together, resisting the shattering persuasion of his kiss. With a supreme physical effort, she twisted her face from his. "Damn you, stop it!" she choked, burying her face against his chest.
His grip on her shoulders eased slightly, and when he spoke, his voice was rough with confusion. "If I could stop this, believe me, I would!" Threading his fingers through her hair, he cupped her face between his hands and forced her to look at him. "After you left Alibaug, I kept thinking about you. All during the meeting at lunch today I couldn't concentrate on anything but you. I can't stop it."
His admission shattered Zoya's resistance, subduing and seducing her in a way that no kiss could have.
Asad saw her capitulation in the trembling softness of her lips. He stared at them, the banked fires in his eyes leaping into flames as he slowly lowered his head again.
"Is this the 'top priority confidential' project that required Zoya's presence up here?" Samar's amused drawl aborted the kiss, and their heads snapped around toward Mary's office, where he was lounging in the connecting doorway.
Zoya wrenched free of Asad's arms as Samar straightened from the doorway and strolled into the office. "This makes things rather awkward for Zoya," he continued thoughtfully to Asad. "In the first place, I'm afraid Mary witnessed a bit of this scene, and since she's blindly loyal to you, she's bound to blame Zoya."
Zoya's mortified horror at Mary's having seen them was totally eclipsed by her shock over Samar's next announcement. "In the second place," he lied with a bland grin, "the date you wanted Zoya to break on Saturday happens to be with me. Since I am one of your oldest and closest friends, and since there are seven nights in a week, I don't think it's very sporting of you to try to usurp my night."
Asad's brows drew together in annoyance, but Samar continued imperturbably. "Since we both intend to pursue Zoya, I think we ought to establish some ground rules. Now," he mused, "is she fair game here at the office or not? I'm perfectly willing to abide by""
Zoya finally recovered her power of speech. "I refuse to listen to another word of this," she exclaimed as she stalked toward Mary's office.
Samar stepped out of her way, but kept his challenging smile aimed directly at Asad. "As I was saying, Asad, I'm perfectly willing""
"I sincerely hope," Asad interrupted shortly, "that you have a valid reason for this unscheduled visit of yours."
Samar relented with a chuckle. "As a matter of fact, I do. Kumar called while I was out. I think he wants to talk about a deal..."
Zoya was already through the doorway of Mary's office when the name hit her. Kumar. Her palms began to perspire. Kumar was one of the six names Abbas Siddiqui had asked her to listen for.
Kumar wants to talk about a deal.
She sank into her chair, the blood pounding in her ears as she strained to hear more from Asad's office, but the men's voices had dropped and the furious clatter of Mary's electric typewriter made it impossible.
There could be more than one Kumar. Ramesh Kumar was the name Abbas had given her, but Samar had merely mentioned Kumar. Zoya groped for the Global Industries telephone directory in the desk drawer. Two men named Ramesh Kumar were listed"perhaps it was one of them. She couldn't believe Samar would act as an intermediary for the spy whose treachery was strangling Abbas's company. Not Samar.
"If you don't have any work to do"" Mary's voice was like an icicle ""I'll be happy to give you some of mine."
Zoya flushed and quickly resumed her work.
Asad was in meetings for the rest of the day, and at five o'clock Zoya breathed a sigh of relief. Back downstairs on AAK Corp's floor, the sounds of raised voices and closing drawers heralded the end of another workday. Zoya nodded absently at the women who reminded her to join them at the pub. Her eyes were on Samar as he came striding around the corner to her desk.
"Want to talk?" he asked, inclining his head toward his office.
"Well?" he teased when Zoya was seated in the leather chair in front of his desk. "Go ahead"we've certainly passed the point where we need to maintain any sort of formality between us."
Zoya nervously pushed her hair back off her forehead. "What made you stand there and... and listen to everything? What made you say the things you did about us"you and me?"
Samar leaned back in his chair, a wry grin tugging at his lips. "When I came back from lunch and found out you'd been reassigned to Asad, I went up to be certain that you were doing all right. Mary told me that you'd just gone into Asad's office, so I opened the door and looked in to see if you needed rescuing. There you were"smiling angelically at him while you gave him messages from other women and turned down his offer of an 'affair.' "
Resting his head against the back of his chair, Samar closed his eyes and laughed. "Oh Zoya, you were magnificent! I was just about to leave when you pushed him too far and told him you'd call him when your daughter was of age, so that he could, er, initiate her, as I gather he initiated you?"
He opened one eye, saw Zoya's scarlet cheeks and waved a dismissing hand. "Anyway, you seemed to be resisting Asad's physical retaliation well enough. I had just decided to leave when Asad put on the pressure and told you he couldn't concentrate on anything but you. You swallowed the line and started to sink, so I stepped in to give you time to recover."
"Why?" Zoya persisted.
He hesitated for a suspiciously long time. "I suppose because I saw you crying over him, and because I don't want you to get hurt. For one thing, if you do get hurt, you'll resign, and I happen to like having you around." His brown eyes warmed with admiration as he studied her. "Not only are you extremely beautiful, young lady, but you're witty, intelligent and capable."
Zoya acknowledged the compliment with a smile, but she wouldn't let the matter drop. He had explained why he'd interrupted, but not why he'd deliberately made Asad think there was something between Zoya and him. "And," she speculated boldly, "if Asad thinks you're interested in me, I'll become even more of a challenge. If that happens, he'll spend more time and effort pursuing me, won't he?" Before Samar could reply, Zoya finished smoothly, "And if he's busy chasing me, he won't have much time to devote to Ananya Gupta, will he?"
Samar's eyes narrowed. "Asad, Ananya and I went to college together. We've been friends for years."
"Close friends?" Zoya prodded.
He shot her a piercing look, then dismissed the matter with a shrug. "Ananya and I were engaged, but that was over years ago." He gave a devilish grin. "Maybe I ought to do exactly what I told Asad I was going to do and pursue you myself."
Zoya smiled. "I have a feeling you're as jaded and cynical as he is." He looked so stung that she added teasingly, "Well, you are"but still very attractive, for all that."
Thanks," he said dryly.
"Were you and Asad fraternity brothers?" she asked, helplessly longing to learn more about Asad.
"Nope, Asad was at college on a scholarship. He couldn't have afforded to belong to my fraternity. Don't look sorry for him, you lovely idiot. He didn't have money, but he had brains"he's a brilliant engineer. He also had the girls, including several I wanted."
"I wasn't feeling sorry for him," Zoya denied, standing up to leave.
"By the way"" Samar stopped her ""I spoke with Mary and set her straight about who was seduced by whom a few weeks ago."
Zoya sighed defeatedly. "I wish you hadn't..."
"Be damned glad I did. Mary worked for Asad's grandfather, and she's known Asad since he was a baby. She's fiercely loyal to him. She's also a staunch moralist with a particular dislike for aggressive young women who pursue Asad. She'd have made your life a living hell."
"If she's such a ardent moralist," Zoya said rebelliously, "I can't imagine how she can possibly work for Asad."
Samar winked. "Asad and I are great favorites of hers. She's convinced that the two of us aren't beyond redemption."
Zoya stopped in the doorway and turned. "Samar," she said awkwardly. "Was I the only reason you came upstairs? I mean, did you make up that excuse about Kumar wanting to talk about a deal?"
Samar's brown eyes leveled curiously on her. "No, that was the truth. But it was just an excuse." He chuckled as he opened his briefcase and began shoving papers into it. "As Asad rather bluntly informed me when you left, the Kumar matter wasn't urgent enough to justify my coming up there and interrupting him. Why do you ask about Kumar?" he added.
Zoya's blood ran cold. She felt transparent and obvious. "No reason, I just wondered."
He picked up his briefcase. "Come on, I'll walk you outside."
They crossed the marble lobby together, and Samar pulled open one of the heavy glass doors for Zoya to precede him. The first thing she saw when she stepped into the sunlight was Asad striding quickly toward a long, sleek silver limousine waiting for him at the curb.
As Asad turned to slide into the back seat, he glanced toward the building and saw them. His gaze sliced over Samar before settling on Zoya. His gray eyes smiled a promise at her"and a warning: tomorrow he would not be so easily put off.
"Where to, Mr. Khan?" the chauffeur asked as Asad settled back into the luxurious automobile.
"Airport." He turned his head to watch Zoya cross the wide street with Samar.
The chauffeur saw a break in the traffic, and the limousine surged into the flow of rush-hour automobiles. Now that he thought about it, Asad realized that everything about Zoya appealed to him. In the time he had known her, she had amused him, infuriated him and sexually excited him. She was laughter and sensuality, gentleness and defiance all wrapped up in an extremely alluring package.
Leaning back against the seat, Asad considered the affair he was planning to have with her. It was insanity to get involved with one of his employees; if he'd known it was going to happen, he'd have gotten her a job in one of his friends' companies. But it was too late now. He wanted her.
He had wanted her since that first night, when he had turned around to hand her a glass of water and had found not a disheveled teenager but an exquisitely beautiful woman. Asad smiled, remembering the expression on her face when she'd observed his shock. She had anticipated his surprise, and she had openly relished every instant of it.
He had decided that night to keep her at a distance. She was too young for him... he hadn't liked the unexplainable surge of desire he'd experienced when she laughingly warned him if her "slipper" fit, she was going to turn him into a handsome frog. If his desire hadn't overridden his reason when he'd taken her to Tony's for lunch, he'd never have invited her to Alibaug. But he had taken her there.
And she had been a virgin...
Asad's conscience pricked him, and he sighed irritably. Hell, if he hadn't made love to her another man would have, and soon. Samar Malik wanted her. So did a dozen others, he thought, remembering the calculating, avidly admiring way that many of his executives had watched her at the party on Saturday.
A vision of Zoya standing outside on the balcony that night drifted across Asad's mind. "Four weeks ago, I thought you were someone special!" she'd burst out, looking like an angry angel. "Four weeks ago, I didn't know that you were unprincipled, promiscuous and morally corrupt!" She certainly knew how to express her opinions, he thought wryly.
Every instinct he possessed warned him that an affair with Zoya would complicate his life. Already she had gotten under his skin. He should have stuck to his decision to avoid all further contact with her, the decision he'd made when he sent her away from Alibaug. He would have stuck to it if he hadn't seen her at the party Saturday night, looking so sexy and glamorous in that damned provocative dress.
She had wanted him that night even though she'd denied it. And she'd wanted him today in his office too. One of the first things he was going to teach that lovely, exasperating beauty was to accept her own sexuality and to admit her desires. Then he was going to bathe her senses in every exquisite sensation a man could give a woman in bed. He would teach her to please him too. He remembered her sweet, inexperienced attempts at doing so when he'd made love to her in Alibaug, and a stirring hardness instantly tightened his loins. The effect she had on him was incredible, he thought grimly as he shifted position.
What if she couldn't cope emotionally with an affair? What if she fell apart when it was over? He didn't want to hurt her.
Asad reached down and opened his briefcase, extracting the contracts for the land acquisition he was about to negotiate with the men who were flying in to meet with him. It was too late to worry about the possible consequences; he wanted her too badly"and she wanted him.
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