-Ishq Nahin Asaan-AzMa fiction(note @ pg14) - Page 7

Originally posted by: ifians

me 2.. KB bhatakti rahein,, humein kya???😆😆 i just want my AzMa..😳

have to go now.. bye c yaa...

ya me too have to go

Originally posted by: ifians

arey yee hulk ki tarah gussey wali sakal mat banao.. dar lagta hain...
haan yaar thora bahut likh leti hoon... dusre forums mein likhi hain... iss forum mein yee mera pahela try hain.,,😆... actually have a nack on writing... maine IF join hi ki thi story likhne ke liye..😛😆
actually i was waiting to progress the serial a lil bit more.. itne earlier phase mein maine kabhi FF start nahin kiya... but AzMa compelled me so much..😳

yaar thora too time de do.. kaal hi too update kiya hain...🤣

lolz Hulk ki trh ghusaa is liye kia k tumne mahira walk harkat ki [;(]
btw Amazing beginning!! keep writing!

Originally posted by: -shimmer-

lolz Hulk ki trh ghusaa is liye kia k tumne mahira walk harkat ki [;(]
btw Amazing beginning!! keep writing!

thanks again..😛

My heart felt it. It was like a pull. The kind when something so beautiful happens and you want more of it? I felt it. When he caressed her arm and then her feet to heal her. It felt so intimate, like I'm intruding.

Originally posted by: farz_parachute

My heart felt it. It was like a pull. The kind when something so beautiful happens and you want more of it? I felt it. When he caressed her arm and then her feet to heal her. It felt so intimate, like I'm intruding.

I love.

And you write very well!

Amazing start. Great job eh! Am so very excited and thrilled. Can't wait for more!

thank you..😳

Superb update yaar...

Originally posted by: riddzykhanmalik

Superb update yaar...

Very nice...good start 👍🏼

'
ridzy, long time no c... pehchana mujhe?😛

Originally posted by: Aahana.

update kab milege

ahana mujhe likhne to do...😆...maine abhitak start hi nahin kiya😕

Originally posted by: ifians

ahana mujhe likhne to do...😆...maine abhitak start hi nahin kiya😕

hmm tho likna hi start nahi kiya

...Ishq Nahin Asaan...

"Can I Trust You?!"

The night owl sounded and flared its wings from the above of tree. That small sound seemed so huge in the silence of that night that made my heart jump like hell. Panting hard, I hold onto my thumping heart and moved my eyes upward towards the direction where the long tree shaded upon me had rushed towards the black night foggy sky stretching his twigs and leaves. I saw the shabby feature of night bird flying from one tree top to another against the canvass of clear night sky. I took a deep breath of relief closing my eyes. But the relief was just too small as I remembered about the situation. I looked towards the ground abruptly trying to avoid that gaze which I still could feel sharply even if I was not at all looking towards him. I could feel that his auburn fiery eyes were still aimed towards me. The feeling was so sharp and uncanny, clear like the touch of fingertips upon your skin. That started to give me eerie feeling again which I was trying hard to avoid.

Just some moment ago I was crushed near that big boulder which was just some inches away from the tree shade, tired, exhausted, scared, and lifeless by the fear and inner turmoil in my mind. The truth about him, left me total numb and shocked! I might be so annoyed with his rude behavior and careless nature for me. But in my worst dream I never imagined him to be that!! Captivated in the hold of the beast I was waiting for my last breath to fade but surprisingly he healed my wounds, leaving me more shocked and speechless. All I expecting was a death blow from him but he did nothing like that. Although my wound was totally healed, still it was so hard for me even to stand up. I was drained out of energy and also unable to move my single muscles as the result of shock. I wouldn't be able to stand up if he didn't support me. When he grabbed my forearms tighter and helped me to tighter I almost chocked seeing my forearms totally pressed out in his large, broad hold. With a single stride he stood me upon the ground giving me a full check of his actual strength. Though it was not at all needed, his beastly form already showed made that what he capable of was. But it made me understood that how fragile I was in front of his gigantic non human strength. When I was finally on my feet, I understood that my knees were still shaking hard, if somehow he left me I would just collapse on the ground again. But I wanted to go away from him as soon as possible but the irony of fate was that I couldn't be able to.

He might have understood my condition so held me for quite a while like that. Each and every moment felt like ages and I seriously didn't know how I managed to survive through. He was still so silent leaving me more and more confused. I was hell afraid when I saw his demonic face and I didn't doubt for a bit that if he somehow got hold of me he was going to rip me apart in several pieces but he didn't do anything like that which made me more and more confused. However the confusion was getting over my nerves. I didn't want to but my curiosity made me do the dumb move. I slightly twitched my neck to get a view of his face though knowing what I might witness.

The silver moonlight cleared my view. The strains of bloods were not in his face anymore. But those eyes were still same, deep fiery demonic eyes. I felt the cold wave inside me again and flinched back some steps away from him letting out a panic stricken breath. His stern eyes kept looking at me. Surprisingly the demonic savageness was not there but I felt like a little disappointment flashed in his orbs when I stepped back out of fear. But that chink of disappointment was for only a nanosecond that I felt like it was my imagination. I was having hard times to face his stern fiery gaze. So I decided to look away and I turned back. With all my will I wanted to rush out of the spot, go far away from that place, that city, that area, far away from the darkness, from him, among normal people where the demons wouldn't surround me. But in that condition with utterly shaking legs it was not at all possible for me. Tired and exhausted, I moved towards the nearby tree shade with stumbled feet and took a seat upon the grass. Folding my knees, I hugged them and looked at front. I saw him taking seat at the nearby tree shade which was just at my front. His expression was unreadily hard and stern eyes as always looking straight towards me. There was not anger actually in those eyes, but something which shook my inner soul immensely. I looked away awkwardly from his face and trying to think sanely that what actually I could do at that moment.

Since then the long hours passed we didn't spoke a single word. I kept on avoiding looking at him feeling his cold gaze upon me. But somehow, my mind was thinking sanely at last. I was thinking hard that what actually his intention was. At first out of fear I was only thinking about him killing me but then I understood that if he really intended to kill me he wouldn't take the trouble to heal my wounds. I was all alone in the mid of forest, not a single life was around who could save me. He was with me for almost one and half hour I guess, doing no harm to me at all. The abrupt thought poked into my mind that if he actually didn't want to kill me but actually save me. My mind was not at all ready to accept the fact at all. As far I knew he never cared for me actually! When I accidentally landed up into his car and was forced to spend the night in that abandoned lonely cottage, he didn't come to save me from those loathsome peoples, he left me all alone there. Even when I was about to drown in the pool some days ago due to some mysterious reason, he was there but didn't tried to save me. It was Amaad who saved me, not him! I didn't know why it hurt! Selfish he was always. Then why all of sudden he was becoming so merciful to me. And the most important question, can a demon be actually merciful?! The questions started to bother me so much. At last gathering my all courage I looked towards him.

He didn't move a single inch from his position, not even his eyes from me. Moonlight falling over him and when it was reflecting on his fiery blazed eyes, it just looked so dangerous and so attractive!!!

"Ahhh Mahira!! Stop u idiot!!" I screamed in my mind and almost slapped myself inwardly as I was smitten by those demonic eyes. I didn't know it was my hallucination or not but I felt the small almost invisible smile flashed onto his lips. His face looked calmer and poised than before. As I kept on staring at him trying to detect his mind's thought I suddenly felt that I was not at all afraid of him anymore. Rather than I was curious about him. The silence between us was really giving me creepy feeling and keeping my mouth shut for such a long time, not at all possible! My tummy had already started to crumble and it happened whenever I keep silent for such a long time. And seemed like mr darindar was not at all ready to start any convo so I had to take the step first. I gulped hard!! At first I never hesitated to make him listen some words but for the first time I felt my lips were dried and unable to speak.

That stern face was still looking towards me, without a blink, with his deep mysterious gaze!! Allah! He didn't have any idea that how awkward and creepy it made me feel!!

"Whhh... What?!!..." I somehow asked him with stumbled voice gathering my all courage. His neck twitched a bit with a thoughtful frown.

"Nothing!!" His baritone voice answered in singe question.

"Nothing?!!" I was so surprised by his small answer and couldn't hold myself, "you really felt like there's nothing?! Everything I saw just a moment ago... It was... Just, nothing?!!!" I felt my stumbled voice heating up. He looked silently towards me for a moment and then let out a big sigh.

"Mahira! I know... I know you are afraid!! But you don't need to be worried about that... it was just..." he tried to explain but my head was heating up more.

"Ohh really?! Seating some few miters away from a bloody demon... don't tell me that I don't need to be worried about that when I know that he could strangle me into several pieces?" I answered firmly.

"MAHIRA!!!" his voice suddenly rose up and eyes went mad with a sudden anger. That voice shook me hard again and I understood that I shouldn't say something like that. More than anger he looked hurt. He composed himself at the next moment letting out a big sigh.

"Do you really feel like that?!... Do you really feel that I am here to kill..." he stopped all of a sudden and when he looked towards me his eyes were so hurt! I could never imagine him like that. I couldn't answer him back like always as I felt somehow ashamed. For the first time I felt like I jugged him wrong to some extent. but still my mind was not at all ready to accept that he didn't mean any harm to me.

"I won't hurt you..." he said in straight deep voice as if like he read my mind. Chocking hard I looked towards his determined face, "I swear... Actually I can't...Ever!!" his deep voice was so desperate when he said that. a different voice from the back of my mind was also saying to believe him.

I looked straight into his eyes which were slowly getting his natural color. There were so many unspoken words in his eyes. But as usual my dumbness didn't allowed me to read them clearly, leaving me hanged in the confused zone between trusting him or not.

PS: sorry for spell check and grammars. hardly had time to re check.. feel free to give your suggestion as i am so clueless that how the story is turning out. thanks for all ur reply and encouragement.