...Ishq Nahin Asaan...
the truth unveils
"Run Mahira... Run!!" That's the only thing my fearful inner mind screaming continuously and I was running like hell bear footed on the stone filled pathway of the hill area dense forest. The silver bright light of the full-moon was clearing the pitch darkness of the forest a bit but it was not even enough. But I didn't stop. I even had no time to catch breath when death himself was chasing me. I couldn't even dare to look back. I knew he was following me and I could easily sense that.
My sandals were already broken while I was running and I assumed that my feet had got some deep bruises. Even my dress was scratched and tore apart by the thorns and edgy twigs on the forest way. The scratched parts were burning like hell and obviously I had cut. But I did care a damn, all I knew that I had to get out of the forest anyhow and reach to some safest place. But I doubted that if there was a single place in earth which I could call safe place for me. I knew he would come searching for me! I came to know his secrets!! How could he left me in single piece?! All of them were like same, cruel, evil, ruthless, putting up a humanly mask in front of the world and hiding their beastly face!
My vision suddenly started to get a bit blur. I was surprised when I felt moist on my chicks. I didn't understand the reason but apart from fear I felt a sharp deep pain in my heart which pushed the moist droplet out my eyes. My heart was shattered, deceived!! Why?!! Why did I felt more broken, hopeless and deceived than fear?! Why the heck his revealed secrecy affected me that way?! I was never that much attached with him?! Was I?!!
The last time tears came out from my eyes when abbu left me leaving all alone in the world. After that I never cried for some silly reason. Abbu used to say that tears were so precious and we shouldn't waste on some random person, instead we should spread smile all around and the world would smile back to us. Even when people teased me with the name braces kumari, chasmis etc etc, I never minded and put up my widest grin showing my braces covered teeth. Gradually everyone started to accept and adore me the way I am, and really they smiled back to me.
And after such a long time I shed my tears for someone like him, an evil monster!!
At first I thought him only as a stupid, arrogant, rough and tough guy just like others belong to rich community. I just got annoyed by his presence around and his stern stone faced expression. I claimed not to get afraid of him, but actually I was scared. He had something which felt really creepy to me!! Alas!! If somehow I got to understand at the very first time!! It is said that human curiosity peaks the oddest thing in the world and for me it was nothing but him!! Mr Zalim Darinda!!
As time passed I started to get some different vibes and thought about him. He had a mystery around him. His eyes, it seemed like hiding some huge secret and it started to make me curious. I sometimes felt like he was not like the person he showed to the world, like he was different from inside. In process of curing him, I studied his horoscope which indeed mentioned that he was special by birth! Yes!! Really he was special, but in different way... rather in bad way!!
My energy was leaving me, with the last ounce of my strength I was trying hard to keep on my way but my feet couldn't take it anymore, suddenly it stumbled and I fell upon the rocky earth. A painful wince came out of my lips. I looked towards my muddied hand and feet which got a deep bruise and blood was oozing badly from that. It was impossible to stand on that bruised feet and move forward. Also my whole body was aching and my cuts on hands and back was burning like hell. Hugging around my chest I tried to calm down myself but it didn't work. I couldn't stop my sob anymore. Seriously in my whole life I never felt so helpless, fragile, and defeated. I WAS AN IDIOT!! A BIG TIME IDIOT WHO WAS GOING TO MESS UP WITH HIM, WITHOUT KNOWING THE FACT THAT EVIL CAN'T BE CURED!! The dreadful moment I witnessed moments ago flashed into my mind again. His fiery gaze which shot towards me, the inhuman changed color of his eyes, his blood drenched face and hand shinning in moonlight and those hands which were holding the lifeless body of the nasty guy who was following me on the forest and was trying to misbehave with me. He appeared from nowhere all of a sudden!! How did he know I was there?!! Well he was not human after all, how much I knew about his actual strength and abilities? Absolutely nothing!! The horrible scene again shivered me from top to bottom.
A shadow suddenly fell on the ground of my front. My heart hammered under my chest and throat went dry as I identified his large, huge well built powerful physique in that shadow. The death finally reached to grab me!! I couldn't escape him!! I didn't have strength to stand up and rush for my life, like I was paralyzed to the spot. Looking towards the large shadow on the ground I just waited for death.
His shadow leaned on me and I squeezed my eyes shut waiting for his death strike. His scorching breath ran down me and dried my throat more. I felt his broad palms hold on my forearms. That's it... he was going to strangle me into pieces and rip apart each and every part of my body.
But surprisingly, his hold didn't get harsher or tighter; he just kept his firm hold on my other side. I waited long for something to happen but he did absolutely nothing, just stood silent in same posture holding me. My mind got into confused zone leaving up the fear. I wondered what's going on his mind?! Did he really want to kill me?! Then for what he was waiting?! Muhrat?!! I felt that my mind had started to think sanely all of sudden. I was not afraid like before even being so close to him!!
He had some strange warmth around him which was passing in the air around me and helping me to develop from my frozen state. Suddenly he caressed my forearms and I felt different all of a sudden. It took some time for me to understand that my cuts and bruises were not aching anymore, as if there was no cut at all! I felt his hand on my bruised feet. Hesitantly I took a glance!! Gosh!! Inside his huge hand, my foot looks so tiny!! He just stroke lightly on my cut and in front of my eyes it disappeared leaving me surprised.
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Well peps, I absolutely have no idea what I have written down. Its result of my abrupt thought. I am not at all good with these writing things but just tried something cause AzMa compelling me so much to imagine on them. So please leave ur opinion that should I go further with this or not?! And sorry for spelling and grammar I am not at all good in that department. Thanks in advance.
Index:
1. The truth unveils: above
2.Can I trust you: PG 10
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