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surbhi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#311

here's an awesome story
like the way its going
well written!!!😛
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sanarujub

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Posted: 10 years ago

#312

Originally posted by: urvisaini
Finally she broke the ice about the baby!
I hope everything is fine

And Asad does not go numb right now

Thanks for the pm
Continue soon

there's a mystery on the baby

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sanarujub

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Posted: 10 years ago

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Originally posted by: Sanjhari
Wow for the update
What are this guys going first dog n now cat
But cat lead to the major revelaTion...
I m also praying for the safety of baby
Excited for asad's reaction
Pls update super soon

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sanarujub

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Posted: 10 years ago

#314

Originally posted by: Shubh007
Awesome Update...,..👏

Just Love It...,..😊

Every Scene Is Mind-Blowing...👍🏼

Finally Truth Is Out Waiting Eagerly For Next Part To See Asad Reaction...😃

Update Next Part Soon...

thanks for all the praise

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sanarujub

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Posted: 10 years ago

#315

well a friend of mine, ASYA4eveAAA arranged for a new banner and its so sexy that i had had to post it...thanks loads dear

banner creation credit : phsycobaiko

well coming to the story, I've read all your comments on the baby...am sure you are about to kill me for what am about write...

then also give your comments i will drink it as the bitter pill...

chapter 20

"Baby? You're pregnant?" He looked as if he had been hit in the face, but his stunned bewilderment only lasted a split second and then he was as white-lipped as she, his eyes burning black holes in the stony mask of his face as he made all the right connections. "You're carrying a child? My child? That's why you came to The Beach?" He read the truth in her agonised expression. "You want to have the baby and keep it? Damn you all to hell, zoya!" he exploded. He spun, slamming his fist against the wall.

She put her hand on the sleeve of his polo shirt, feeling the iron muscle underneath quivering with tension as his fist continued to grind against the caved wallboard. "Please, can we talk about it later?" she begged his averted profile. "I need to go to a doctor now "I don"t think it's safe for me to drive. Asad?"

He didn't move and her fingers curled into the unyielding muscle. "Unless you want your baby to die!" she cried in panicked desperation, shaking at his rigid arm. "Maybe you're thinking that if you delay long enough you can force me into a miscarriage"get rid of the baby and save yourself some grief!"

He tore himself from her grasp and away from the wall, his handsome features for once ugly. "If you believe I'm capable of murdering an innocent child for selfish gain, then what in the hell made you think I'd ever be any kind of fit father?" he said savagely. "No, don't bother to answer that" Where are your keys? We'll take your car" it'll be quicker."

He stopped, not looking at her as he demanded harshly; "Are you bleeding?"

"No," she said, breathing shallowly, "but I have these sharp, low-down, stabbing pains..."

This time there was no supportive arm around her shoulders. He escorted her out and into the car without touching her, or even glancing at her until she temporarily emerged from her desperate anxiety to remember, "Oh, could you make sure that the kitchen window's open before we go, so that Koshka can get out when she needs to"there's plenty of water and dry food down but no litter box inside..."

With a curse and a black look of angry incredulity, he got out of the car again with violent, jerky movements and slammed into the house. When he came back he jammed the key into the ignition and grimly started to drive.

Wrapped up in her pain and fear for her baby, and the bitter knowledge that her sins of omission had caught up with her, totally damning her in her lover"s eyes, zoya hugged herself in silent despair until Asad"s question pierced her mental anguish.

"How pregnant are you?" he asked with ferocious reluc tance, the words seemingly torn from deep in his chest.

"I think about eight or nine weeks by now"" "You think? What does your doctor say?"

She didn't want to tell him she hadn't seen a doctor yet. She hadn't been ready to take any of those official steps"not until she herself had felt ready to accept the giant changes that it would immediately bring to her life.

"I"it must have happened just before you left""
"Happened? A pregnancy doesn"t just happen when you take the kind of serious precautions we do! At least I thought we were both on the same page about contraception. When did you stop taking the pill?"

She had known he would accuse her of trying to trap him, but it was still a blow. "I didn't"not until I missed my period the week you left, and the pregnancy test came up positive... twice," she emphasised, twisting to look at him and biting her lip against another sharp spasm of pain. "I might have occasionally missed taking a pill, but never deliberately, and you always use condoms, so tell me how I could have planned this. And why would I, knowing how you feel about children"?"

"You don"t know how I feel," he said scathingly. "You only think you do. But you made a big mistake if you thought you could talk me round. You're not going to con me into bearing the responsibility for your decision""

She felt as if he had stabbed her in the chest. "If you're talking about a decision not to terminate, I don't need anyone else to take responsibility for that," she said sharply. "I don't care what you or my mother say, I'm not getting rid of my baby just because it doesn't fit the image of a sophisticated career woman."

He stiffened at the wheel. "Your mother told you to have an abortion?" He cast her a violent look. But was he any better?

"I haven't told her"I wanted you to know first," she said, turning her head to stare blindly out the window. "But I know that's what she"ll say I should do. She would have aborted me, if she could have done it legally...even back then she was thinking ahead to what would best serve her professional reputation. I grew up in a one-parent family so I know how tough it can be, but I can do it.

The thick, condemning silence descended again. While Asad parked the car zoya walked inside and explained matters to the practice nurse on the desk, who immediately said she"d show her into an examination room to await the first doctor to become free. As she was leading the way across the hall Asad came striding up to them, eyes raking over zoya, and the nurse hesitated.

"Oh! Does your hus"um...your partner want to come in, too?"

"No!" said zoya firmly, before Asad could open his mouth to say anything hurtful. "And he's not my partner. He just gave me a lift. You can stay in the waiting room," she told him with dismissive coldness that blew directly off the frozen wastes in her heart.

She was feeling both hot and cold fifteen minutes later as she stared at the kindly, middle-aged female doctor in a mixture of anger and disbelief.

"But the test was positive both times I did it," she repeated, "and it said on the packet that it was ninety-seven per cent accurate."

The doctor shrugged. "Done correctly, yes, but there are a number of things that could give a false-positive result"for instance you may have let the test sit too long before you read it, or, if it happened twice, the kit might have been expired or faulty, or if you"d had a urinary-tract infection you were unaware of at the time, that could have compromised the test""

"But I"ve also had all the signs since then," protested zoya. "I"ve missed two periods, and I"ve been nauseous, and having to go to the toilet more frequently, and my breasts have been sore..."

The doctor"s voice was gentle, but inexorably firm. "Well, I've done the internal exam and tested your urine and you're definitely NOT PREGNANT. The pain you're feeling is probably a pulled muscle from your fall, or possibly a little tear"an anti-inflammatory will soon settle that down. I"ll do the hCG blood test for you but I'm sure that'll just confirm my diagnosis. You said there was some spotting a couple of weeks after your first period was due? You could have had what we call a chemical pregnancy, which is a very early miscarriage."

"But I missed another period after that and"and I was so sure..."

"Have you been under any emotional stress at work or in your private life recently?"

"Well, yes, but no more than usual." zoya grimaced. She had always found Asad's arrivals and departures very stressful" trying to act normal and carry off the appearance of cool acceptance of his wanderings while she was dying inside. Whenever he left she would wonder when they would see each other again, and when he returned she was never certain how long he would stay.

"You wanted this baby very much, I take it?" the doctor murmured, as she gently dealt with the splinters embedded in the hand with which zoya had grabbed at the rail.

"Yes," zoya whispered. "I did."As soon as she had watched that test strip change she had eagerly embraced the miracle, the long-forbidden hope. She had wanted Asad's baby more than anything else in the world...except his love...
And now she had to face life with neither.

"Well, sometimes, when we want or believe in something very, very much the mind can cause the body to produce signs and symptoms that can fool a woman into thinking she's pregnant..."

Fool! zoya repeated to herself as she left the doctor"s office, hollowed out by grief and the shameful knowledge of her own devastating self-betrayal.

She knew now why she had convinced herself there was no rush to have her pregnancy professionally confirmed. At some deep level of her subconscious she had known the truth and not wanted to face it. The phantom pregnancy had been a way for her to break out of the prison of her "no strings" affair with Asad, to force herself to take action and challenge the very nature and balance of their relationship.

To make a horrible situation worse, when she got back out to the reception desk she found that she had left her purse lying on the floor back at the house, and had to ask Asad to pay for her consultation.

"Well?" he said curtly as they walked to the door.

She swallowed. She wasn't going to parade her guilt and shame in front of a roomful of interested patients. "Quite well." She stretched her mouth into a meaningless smile. "The doctor said I must have pulled a muscle in my fall."

Asad stopped outside the doors. "So the baby's all right, then"it wasn't hurt?" he said, his voice tight with hostility at having to ask.

zoya"s dry eyes ached. Fool! She lifted her chin. "It was all a stupid false alarm," she forced herself to confess.

"In that case, here." Asad stunned her by slapping her car keys into her hand.

"You want me to drive home?"

"I don't care where you go. As long as I'm not there. I can't do this. I'm out of here." He turned on his heel and headed along the pavement towards the township.

"But" I have to explain" We need to talk"" she called after him.

"No, we don't. There"s nothing you could say that I want to hear. Anyway, they say actions speak louder than words."
And with that he walked away.

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jottjott

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Posted: 10 years ago

#316

OMG OMG WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!

zoyas not pregnant 😲

im a little sad now 😭😭

im loving this ff continue soon!! 😊

Edited by jottjott - 10 years ago

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Sanjhari

@Sanjhari

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Posted: 10 years ago

#317

That was a real blow
Feeling bad for zoya
Bit this akdu left her there...means separation...
Pls continue soon

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Sanjhari

@Sanjhari

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Posted: 10 years ago

#318

Hopefully you are not making us April fool

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radadolcevida

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Posted: 10 years ago

#319

too short too short tooo short damn it 😡 why did you stop here ????

i love it, it was hell interesting and I didn't expect this twist, really well done, really 👏. It is my favorite chapter till now. I can feel for Zoya and Asad, excuse me, but I don't want to say anything about him. He makes me sad and angry, but I can understand that he was shock and once he will be calm, he will think about it.

I wished now Zoya vanished from his life and he came after her, founding with another man (jealousy track, you know what I mean 😉) . Anyway, really nice chapter and hope to read soon the next chapter dear 😃