Hey guys, so here is the last part to "You belong with me" - inspired by T Swizels of course. I know I promised to update soonerš³ but I wanted to make it a bit longer and please keep in mind that the POV is alternated between the two. I hope you enjoyed reading my version of the song just as much as I enjoyed writing it. Thank you to everyone for taking the time out to read, like and comment, means a lot when you guys comment on my work. I do have another song in my mind which I am thinking about writing, so please let me know if you guys will be interested in reading that, it will be a version of Need you know by Lady Antebellum. But anyways here is the last part...
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Part 3:
"Watcha reading there?" I jumped hearing his voice, I looked to my right to see him looking down in my book as if our closeness was the most normal thing. I tried to move to my left to leave some distance between us but that only made him shift in closer. Oh boy, I picked a bad day to wear shorts.
I glanced up at her expecting an answer but she just kept on staring at me. I knew that she was effected by our closeness just as mush as I was but I couldn't help it, whenever I'm near her, her softness and fragrance makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I tried reaching out to touch her hand but as soon as I made skin to skin contact she snapped out of her daze. Shit
"Um, just a book, just a book" I said putting away my book into my backpack creating some distance between us in the meantime. Why doesn't he get that whenever he's close to me, I break into a thousand pieces knowing that he belongs to someone else. I snapped out of my trance as I hear him laugh.
"I can see that your reading a book, I meant what book?" I pointed out to her, she gave me a small smile not really wanting to answer. Why does she behave like that, when I first moved here we were so close, we would talk all that time but then suddenly she started to distance herself from me. She always ignored me as if I was invisible, did she have any idea how much that hurt me.
"Um, the Hunger games." I replied nervously. I just wanted the damn school bus to arrive so that I will be finished with this conversation. But I could see the hint of determination in his eyes, why was he so persistent, why can't he just go and be with his...girlfriend.
"Oh, I've read that, I personally prefer Katniss with Gale rather than Peeta" I knew what I was doing, her face changed from nervousness to mischievous, the same Zoya I love. Wait what, love, maybe a HUGE crush, but maybe even love. Yeah I do love Zoya.
"What, no way. Gale thinks he loves Katniss, but honestly they have been friends for so long so he just wants to be with her because its easier and then Peeta, so dreamy and cute, now he is a real lover, he has been in love with Katniss for so long, like true true love, but Katniss just wants to be the hero an...
I watched her with amusement, she was looking so adorable talking like her usual bubbly, animated self, with the funny facial expressions and her hand movements. Even though I was jealous that she was calling another guy dreamy and cute, I was still so lost in her, her lips moved in such a nice pattern as they hit each other with their soft and fluffiness. Fluffiness, fuzzy? What kinds of words is she making me use? She kept on talking without a care in the world and I was so fascinated by her energy, taking the chance I slid in close to her inhaling her fragrance. Hmmm, she smelt like strawberries. I opened my eyes taking in her beauty, she was so innocent and serene. I noticed that a strand of hair was falling out from her bangs and she kept on blowing on it trying to force it back in its place. As If on cue, I lifted my hand up and gently touched her face making her gasp.
I let out a gasp feeling his cold finger tips on my face. I turned to face him and saw him staring at me, his gaze was so intense that I couldn't help but blush. He pushed the strand of hair behind my ear bringing his fingers to my cheeks. Neither of us talked, neither of us moved, we just sat their for what felt like an eternity, staring into each other eyes. Without realizing I leaned into his touch closing my eyes and sighing as I took in the feel of his rough yet firm hand stroking me lovingly. I opened my eyes slowly to find him dangerously close to me, our noses were only inches apart as our breath fanned each others faces. My mind kept telling me to get up and run away while my heart decided to take over my body not allowing me to move an inch. I saw him leaning in closer, oh god is he going to kiss me, will he be my first kiss, wait do I want this, of course I want this I LOVE HIM for god sakes, but does he love me, oh god please help me. I wanted to move away at that point but my body was frozen like ice. I shut my eye lids tightly waiting for his lips to brush against mine just when HONK
I was going to kiss her. I was going to kiss her and tell her that I love her. But then came that HONK. We both sprang apart from each other as if on fire. I was bright red and I couldn't dare to look at her with all the embarrassment I felt. I looked around to see who was the one honking at us and noticed that it was Tanveer. Well Asad looks like its time to leave the Angel and surrender to the witch. reluctantly I left my seat on the bench and moved towards Tanveer's car. I didn't want to look back at Zoya, one because of embarrassment and two, what will she think of me, I have a girlfriend and here I was kissing her. God there goes our beautiful friendship. I was so lost with thinking about Zoya that I didn't hear Tanveer talking, so without my acknowledgement she yanked me by my collars and kissed me.
I could feel my eyes tearing up seeing him kiss Tanveer. Okay bitch I get it he's yours don't have to rub it in. She was glaring at me with murderous eyes, I am pretty 100% sure that she saw our little scene from earlier, great that will make my high school life a whole lot easier for me. Just what I need, the man I have been in love with for the past 3 years in the arms of another woman and now that same woman making my life miserable. Whoever said "your school days are the best days of your life" never went to high school. My grip on my backpack got tighter seeing them kiss, I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to give Tanveer the satisfaction of hurting me. Without even thinking about it, I stood up from my seat and decided to walk to school, the same school that is 5 miles away, but any pain would be better than what I saw their.
I walked into school as the first period bell rang and everyone came out from their usual classes rushing to their second classes. I noticed Asad walking out of his geography class with his friends. Before I had the chance to turn around and run away our eyes made contact. I whipped around walking "normally" praying he didn't see me but when has luck ever been on my side.
I knew that she was trying to avoid me, I mean who wouldn't avoid me after the whole scene this morning but I couldn't lose our friendship, I couldn't let my stupidity get in the way of our friendship even if it meant that I will never get to tell her my true feelings about her. I ran behind her shouting her name, I knew that she could hear me as I noticed her tight grip on the books she was holding thankfully her locker had come up so she had to slow down giving me that perfect chance to talk to her.
Why couldn't my locker be outside the school building, why Allah Miya why me? I tightened my hold on my locker as I saw him coming closer.
"Hey I was calling you for the past 5 minutes"
"Oh sorry I didn't hear you" Lie. And judging by the hurt on his face he knew it as well. I curled my toes as I waited for what his sentence was going to be. But boy was I surprised.
"Hey your coming to the game tonight right" I didn't know what else to ask, first of all I was panicking and then the thought of not having Zoya in front my eyes when it was suppose to be the biggest game of the season, I knew I was just going to make a fool of myself out there.
I gaped at him my nervousness quickly replaced by my anger. How dare he, he's asking me as if this morning ever even happened. Why you little? Before I could snap at him my friend Humeira butted it.
"She'll be there"
She clarified as Asad's face broke into a huge grin, I was once again going to say something but when did I ever have the right to... I don't know TALK.
"Great, I'll see you there than"
I left the scene practically sprinting away from Zoya. Smirking as I got my way, well she didn't really agree and I know what I did was wrong, pretending as if this morning never even happened, but what else could I do I didn't wanna make a fool of myself in front of her, punch me in the face in front of the queen, I'll be fine but don't even try to move a hair on my head when I'm near Zoya.
"I hate you so, so, SO much Humeira" I said to Humeira as I was practically shoved around sitting on the bleachers, this is why I hate being in public places, people are just so touchy and pushy.
"Oh stop complaining Zoya and enjoy the game, we only have 5 more minutes left" I glanced down at my clock counting every second passing by, but even a minute felt like an hour, I just wanted to go home and lay on my bed hugging my teddy bear.
"By the way what are you wearing to the Prom tonight" Humeira asked me still looking at the match.
Prom. The place where a girls last wishes of High School come true, where teenagers have their last moment of freedom before becoming an adult. Well did some of these teenagers even realize that right after the prom comes the exam.
"Humeira, I told you already I'm not going"
"GOAL"
Humeira stood up with her hands high just like the rest of the students, I looked down to see what the commotion was about and saw that it was the end of the match and our school had won, I got a huge smile on my face, not because of the victory, oh no I really don't care about that, what I do care about is that I finally get to go home. I stood up grabbing my bag from under my seat I was about to shove past the boy to my right but something caught my eyes making my mouth open wide.
I saw her sitting on the bleachers, looking as if she was hearing the King's speech. I chuckled to myself, she was different most people when winning a game would cheer or show some kind of happiness but she just simply sat there not letting it affect her. But unknown to her the only reason I was even able to win this game was because of her, whenever she's around me I all of a sudden become calmer, as if I know for sure that everything will be okay, I don't when it started or how it started but I started to believe that she was my lucky charm, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I was on my way to get a drink when I saw Tanveer shoving her tongue down Imran. With my hands clenched I walked my way over to the two, shoving Imran out the way.
"Tanveer what the hell is this?"
I yelled at her face. She pushed me back taking me by surprise.
"What the hell is your problem, you have no idea how to have any fun, whenever I try to call you, you always have some excuse, one way or another, no girl would like to be your girlfriend"
My fist grew harder and my knuckles turned a pale white as I tried to control myself from not strangling her. Even though a tiny part of me was happy that I was finally out of this relationship. The logical side of me knew that she was right, nobody would want to be my girlfriend, I hardly even know anyone here, I only have a couple of loyal friends including Zoya. I snapped my eyes open as her name crossed my mind. I looked up from where I was standing towards the bleachers trying to find her, I wanted to clear everything up, but she had already left.
Ahh Math or otherwise know as Mental Abuse To Humans. The perfect acronym for it. Now while everyone is partying at the Prom, I'm in my room planning for my future because my Asian sister wants me to become a Lawyer. I put on my glasses as I read the problem once again forcing my brain to understand, I was finally beginning to understand the problem but a sudden sound coming from my window distracted me. I looked up from my textbook to find him on his balcony in what looks like his suit for the Prom. Even though I was suppose to be mad at him I still gave him a small smile and waved, he waved back and held the piece of paper for my view. As I read.
"You coming tonight?"
I glanced back at him as he smiled at me, showing his cute dimple. Oh how much I wanted to stroke his dimple. I wanted to say yes just to make him happy, but then the angel within me reminded me of the exam making me curse it. I flipped to a new sheet of paper writing down my answer and turning it towards him.
"No, studying"
He read it and a frown appeared on his face making me feel all the more gloomy. He leaned on the railing as he pulled out a pen and wrote something down.
"Wish you were"
Wait did he just ask me out, no Zoya don't get ahead of yourself, hes probably only saying it to be nice. I wanted to correct myself but when I looked back up to his room, he was gone. I sighed sadly and pulled out the piece of paper that had the 3 words on it. I Love You. I gazed at it intently wondering to myself if I will ever be able to tell him this.
"If you don't tell him, how will he know"
Wait when did my angel become a real person. I whipped my head around to see my Appi leaning against the door with a smirk on her face and a cup of coffee in her hands. I quickly covered up the piece of paper avoiding her gaze believing she would get the idea and leave me alone. Boy was I wrong.
"Okay I may be getting old but that doesn't mean I didn't see the paper"
She said sitting on my bed as she handed me the cup of coffee and I took a sip of it deciding to only let her do the talking.
"And I can also see the love you have for him in your eyes"
I stared at her, surprised, written all over my face, I opened my mouth to say but for once my voice was stuck in my throat. My Appi chuckled and shook her head lightly before stroking my hair.
"Zoya everyone can tell you love him, why don't you tell him"
"Appi he is the guy, he should be the one to confess first"
"ZOYA"
"What?"
I asked with my innocent face, I knew what I said was wrong but people come on its 2014 it happens.
"Okay if the guy should be the one to confess, then you should be the one to follow his every rule, stay home and clean and take care of the kids."
She stated pretending to be a history teacher as I rolled my eyes.
"Appi please don't joke around, I don't even know if he likes me or not"
"Well how are you suppose to know if you don't take the first step, Zoya you have always been the independent girl that I am so proud of, show that to the world now as well, and if he doesn't have the same feelings for you then at least you will know, trust me when I say this, it will be so much easier for you to move on when you know how he feels, rather than when you don't know and you are still waiting for him to take the first move. Now its your choice, you can either, a), tell him you love him and he has the same feelings for you and you guys live happily ever after or, b), don't tell him, so you wait for him until he makes the first move but in the end he never does make the first move so you end up dying alone with 30 cats."
I stared at her shocked at her last words but she just got up from my bed leaving my room as if she had won. And I think she had
I stood in the middle of the hall with a couple of my friends talking about god knows what. I was bored as hell which is so not normal for a 18 year old guy at a Prom. I glanced around the room to find anything that interests me, oh who was I kidding I only wanted to be Zoya right now, unfortunetly she just didnt wanna be with me.
Most of the girls were drifitng around me like parasites trying to get my attention or getting me to dance with them while I silently cursed Ayaan who had told half the grade that Tanveer and I broke up. As her name crossed my mind I searched the hall for her and saw her,once again with Imran. Its not that I liked her or anything, oh god no, I was just mad at myself for not breaking up with the little witch sooner. I took out my phone to pass the time because knowing my friends they would never let me leave this early. I was about to play flappy bird on it when I heard everyone gasp. Ayaan nudged me in the stomach making me look up at him. I tunred my head in the direction he was looking at and felt as if my heart had skipped a beat.
I knew that she was an angel in disguise but this just confirmed it. She was wearing a white ball gown that hugged her nicely at the waist. Her gown was strapless allowing her miky white shoulders to come in my view. The luminating light from her dress perfectly highlighted her dark raven hair which was curled into fat rignlets sitiing perfectly on her shoulders. She wore minimal make up with only a bright red lipstick perfecting the softness of her lips. and a natura blush on her cheeks as she took in everyone's stare. Why wouldnt people be staring, the girl who only ever wore legging and a top was looking like a princess arriving to her ball. The same girl who hated other girls for hiding behind so much make up. The same girl who never leaves her hair open getting annoyed by the agitating strands. The same girl, Zoya.
Slowly I started to move towards her still in a trance she looked around the hall nervously biting her lower lip. When she noticed me a sparkle appeared in her eyes, was that because of me. My steps grew faster and just when I was an arms length away from her, Tanveer came. She tried hugging me and apologizing for breaking up with me but I didn't even give her a look, my eyes were too busy on Zoya. I noticed that tears were surfacing in her big brown eyes so I quickly moved away from Tanveer, walking closer to her.
I stared down at her lovingly noticing the shy smile and her blush becoming deeper with my eyes on her. I lifted my hands and stroked her cheek enjoying its softness as she closed her eyes and let out a sigh. We were both oblivous to everyones stares or glares, we were just lost in our own little bubble ignoring everyone around us. Stepping closer to her I whispered
"Hi'
I was expecting a Hi back but started to panick as I saw her stepback. Was she regretting being cloe to me, didnt she love me? Millions of thoughts crossed my mind each one of them worse then before. As if sensing my worry, she slowly began to open up a piece of paper which I hadn't noticed before. I stared at her in confusion, impatiently waiting to read what it said. She read through it again and again desciding whether to show me, taking a deep breath she slowly flipped the paper as it read
"I Love You"
"I Love You"
"I Love You"
"I Love You"
I read the paper millions of time before finally letting my heart burst with happiness. I waited 3 years for this day to come and now that it was finally here, I didnt have any words to rejoice how happy I was. I peeked back up at her face noticing her bite her lip out of nervousness. I was inwardly chuckling, she looked adorable when she was nervous. But I didnt want to make her wait any longer, I piulled out the piece of paper from my back packet opeing it up showing it to her.
Oh my god why isnt he saying anything, god if this turns out like an absolute fail I will personally remind Appi every single day to not have kids. Oh god, ok Zoya calm down your fine just remember to breath, why is he standing their, normally he is the one doing all the talking but now that I'm saying something, well more like showing, he steps back. Great just great. Just my day. Thoughts and thoughts ran through my mind as my nervousness grew to nearly having a panick attack. I was so sure I was going to faint any minute now if he didnt start tlaking. Just when my vision was starting to get blurry I noticed him pulling something out of his back pocket. I blicked a couple of times as he unfolded the piece of paper and faced the writing towards me.
"I Love You"
I wanted to bounce up and down on a trampolin, my lips instantly tunred into a smile and I could feel my dimple on my cheek, it actually hurt smiling this much but I couldn't help it. He loved me. Appi you are a great mother, you should have tons and tons of babies. I saw him step closer to me until we could feel each other's breath. I looked into his eyes and was taken aback by the love and care and desire within them. Oh why hadn't I noticed them before. He leaned down closer to me and our lips brushed against each other sending an electric wave down my body, we stayed with out lips just touching for a while before I snaked my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. We both had waited for this moment for so long, the kiss was slow and soft, his hands peeked to the back of my waist and he pulled me in closer. We kissed each other as if our lifes depended on it, ignoring the eyes following our every move.
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