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this is my first OS on asya and i m very nervous
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an accident called love
asad's pov :
It was a nice and cool Sunday morning. I was waiting for Aatif at the golden park's gate. Aatif was my best friend and still after so many years our friendship remains unbroken. He is a nice guy and I always needed his advice whether it was about studies or it was about watching a po*n movie. But there was
only one problem , his anger was his biggest problem. I think that is the reason why he needed me all the time.
I still remember the day when we became friends. It was in 8th standard and both of us were standing outside
the class as a punishment for not bringing our English textbooks. It was the beginning of our friendship. I
helped Aatif in many ways and now it was his turn to help me.
He came running in to the park. Though I do not show anger usually but I did show it to him to let him know
that I too can get angry. I shouted, " where the hell were you, don't you know how much important this
day is for me." He explained, "sorry buddy! Chill, anger doesn't suits you, dad had some work and
you know that I cannot say no to him. I came back to normal and asked him, "so tell me, what and how will I tell, I mean tell me the way or the process or the whatever!" He laughed, "hahahaha,,woooh! Was it a joke or you are serious? There is no process dude."
I requested, "Aatif , I don't know how to chat with a girl and you want me to propose her, I am really nervous, can't we do it some other day?" he became angry and yelled, "shut up! You have been loving her since 3 years. Grow up man, have guts and say it to her or one day you will see her with someone
else and the you will feel bad." Aatif was right but I was nervous as this was my first time. Aatif continued his motivational speech, "dude! Competition in this field is very high, you know the whole college is after her and tell me what after one year when we all will leave the college then how would you find her." I replied, "But I don't know her, I have talked to her barely 2 or 3 times and that too only about studies." He joked, "no one chat with a girl about po*n in the first meeting." I replied, "very funny! Have you ever proposed a girl." He smiled and said, "many times, not a big deal." Truly said love is not a deal.
It was 8 on the clock now and many people were in the park. I was getting more nervous and wanted to run away. I moved to Aatif and begged, "Please, let's go, please bro, see so many people are jogging now and if she gets angry then." He got frustrated, "you are such a looser." As I was about to reply he
again interrupted me in between, "hey! She is here." I was freezed but managed some words, "where , where, where is she? He laughed, stupid! She is not a lion who would eat you."
I replied, "right now she is more than a lion to me."
zoya came with her father that day and that added to my fear. Aatif surprised, "oh! She is with her father." I yelled, "what! You said she comes alone for jogging, now what?" Aatif replied, "just wait a bit, let me see." After five minutes Aatif came back and said, "his father is talking with someone
and zoya is jogging, so when she comes here you must stop her and then reveal your feelings."
i was nervous as zoya was coming nearer to me. Aatif sat on the ground and acted as if he is doing yoga.
Finally she was close to my eyes, I closed my eyes and called her, "hey zoya ". I opened my eyes and saw her staring at me. She replied back, "hey, are you calling me!". I said, "yes,
aaaccctuaaalllyy..nnnoo." my heart was beating @800 beats per sec(to be precise). Aatif cleared his throat. I understood what he meant. I saw her again as she was staring continuously at me with. I answered, "ya, it was me." She came to me and questioned, "if I am not wrong than you are asad
ahmed khan !" she knew my name. I answered, "ya". I kept it short. She smiled, "so are you here for jogging." I said, "ya"
Aatif was overacting and I could see that. He was doing yoga as if a dog was breathing. I was happy that Baba Ramdev was not there. zoya noticed him and remarked, "hey! Look at him, looks like a joker."
Aatif stopped his exercise and looked at me. I turned my face to zoya . After 30 seconds of silence, I finally managed some words, "I wanted to tell you something."She said, "me too." Aatif started the yoga again. I replied, "what? I mean what do u want to say?" she requested, "would you please help
me out with my history project." Well, I thought something else but still I was happy. i agreed, "why not! I would love to help you." She smiled, "o god! Thank you so much, actually I don't know how to thank you." My heart replied but my mouth kept shut, "say I love you." She continued, "I am very bad at history and I know you are brilliant at it, I wanted someone who could help me and see today I met you." I was proud that I was good at history.
I thought that now I must break my silence too. I proposed, "I wanted to tell you something." Now Aatif got up again and started doing push- ups. zoya and me turned our heads to him and watched his stupid exercise . zoya started laughing and said, "I think this guy is crazy." After listening this Aatif got up
and stared me and then sat on a bench. I was still looking at aatif and I felt like he wanted to tell me something when zoya asked, "so you wanted to tell something?" I did not showed any nervousness and said, "I LOVE YOU." She was frezzed. I thought she got upset with me and that is why I wanted to explain her that how much I loved her but
she interrupted me in between, "Dad, this is asad , he is my classmate" I thought, "DAD! Why is she calling me dad?" then I saw her eyes looking at someone else. Her father was right behind me. I was near to a heart attack but thank god zoya was in my heart to control it. I looked for Aatif but that bas***d was nowhere to be seen. He left me in the middle of this.
Zoya introduced me ,"asad ! He is my dad"
I was so scared that I was not hearing anything properly. I replied, "Dead!..oh dad!..ok!ok!.he is your dad ! great,,,,that's great"! Then I asked a question that I should have not asked,"hello sir! How arr you?"
He replied, "I am fine, I hope you are just her classmate." This was another shocker. I could see nervousness on zoya's face. I replied, "Yes sir, I am her class mate only." Zoya joined, "Dad!
asad is helping me in my history project."
Her dad changed his expression a bit and said, "oh really! So nice of you son, thank you very much."
I replied in a typical Bollywood style, "this is my duty sir, she is my classmate, please no need to thank me sir." I saw zoya smiling. His dad thanked me again and asked zoya , 'I am going to Mr. Mehta's house, tell your mother to get ready, we have to leave by 10 for the brunch and you must wear salwar kameez
as commissioner uncle will be there too." Zoya replied, "ok dad."
After he was gone I asked zoya, "you guys know commissioner, thats awesome." She explained, "my father himself is assistant commissioner of police." This was another bomb on me. I don't want to use these words again and again but in reality I was freezed and shocked. I managed a smile, "oh really,,great,,great very good." She said, "I have to go now." I stopped her, "but you did not answer." She turned to me and replied, "I cannot say anything now, I want sometime, you cannot force me to love you." I answered, "No, not at all, take your time but do reply." She smiled and said, "ok " and she went back to her home.
I searched for the bas***d Aatif who left me in middle of all this. I wanted to kick him hard on his ass. The bas***d was eating "pav bhaji" outside the park. I yelled on him loudly, " You monster, wait there, I am going to kill you." He ran fast but I ran faster. I got him and then he started his explaination, "I was giving you signal, I did push -ups so that you could see me, and you fool!, you saw me but did not see your father in law coming but what did she say!" I left him and sat on a bench and said, "She wants sometime, I have told her to reply, I hope she loves me." Aatif said, "Great, At least there is a hope." He started walking back to the gate when I asked, "where are you going now?" he answered,
"I left my "pav bhaji .20rs per plate dude...we will meet in the evening bye." Bloody Aatif is always hungry.
The next day at college I met zoya again during lunch time. I gave her the notes so that she could make her
history project. I said, "here it is, you can copy it down and then you may read it." She became happy and said, "great, you brought it, this means a lot to me, thank you asad " I replied, "come on , just a help." She asked me, "Where are you going for summer holidays?" I replied, "I am not going anywhere, I love enjoying Delhi's heat." She giggled, "ah really, that's strange." I asked her the same question, "so are you done with your thinking?" she replied, "asad, you are a good person , you
helped me too but I cannot be your girl friend because you helped me, I need to spend some time and then decide, I hope you understand." I answered, "Yes, I understand, you are right."
After the summer break, we continued our college . We met on regular basis out of the college . But after one month I asked zoya , "It is three months now, have you decided?" she smiled and said, "I will send u message today." I waited for the message. At 9 o'clock my cell phone beeped. I checked the message
and read it. It was written
"asad, I know you love me and we have been friends for the past three months but still you did not notice one thing about me. They say love is blind and yes it is, and I could see you are in love. But I don't know that love is. I hope you understood what I wanted to say."
This was a very confused message. I was not able to understand that what she wanted to portray in her message. I did not sleep that night. Next day, Aatif came to my home and he read that message.
Aadil said, "Are you sure this girl is not making a fool out of you?" I was sitting on my bed.
I replied, "No, she is not a bad girl who plays with boy's emotions, she wanted sometime may be she still wants more time."
Aatif asked, "Ok, this is what your heart says, now let your brain do the thinking." I kept silent. Aatif was getting frustrated. He thought zoya was playing with my emotions.
He argued, "how can you love this girl who do not understand that how much you love her, stupid she is playing with you, she likes playing with boys, I know these kind of girls, kind of bitches!" I was not able to hold myself back and I slapped Aatif . I yelled, "I permit you to show your anger all the time that
doesn't mean that you would say anything, just anything." He stared at me but I did not want to look in his eyes. We stood there for almost five minutes till Aatif broke his silence, "you know what, you really love that girl because you slapped your childhood friend for her, Take Care bro." Aatif left the room after saying this.
It was the last day of our final exams. I did not talk to zoya after that message. Aatif too never came to my home. I lost my childhood friend because of zoya and now I wanted an answer for her silence. I wanted all the answers from her today. After the exams I saw zoya discussing answers of the questions with her friends, she looked at me once and then turned her head. When all her friends went away, I went to her and called,
"zoya ! I want to talk to you, would you please give me some time as I gave you enough." She turned to me and said, "Say." I asked, "Why are you doing this to me, why don't you answer, why
don't you say a straight "NO!!! on my face." Zoya tried to walk back but I held her back and said,"Today, you have to give me the answer, I lost my best friend because of you." She slapped me and said, "Do you want to hear a straight NO then heat it..i don't love you..alrite."she started walking back again but I stopped her, "you have to give the reason, why did you played with me for 3 months then, answer me." She kept silent.
Zoya turned to me and replied, "then listen Mr. Asad Ahmed Khan , on 8th october 2013 I met you in the park and
after three months on 6th cecember I received my ECG report in which It was written that there is a hole in my heart, the doctor has said that I may die any second or maybe I die when I am 80 but that is rare. My Mom was not able to digest this fact that her daughter could die any moment, and she went in coma. After all this how can I love you? , I used to have problem while talking but you never noticed. But I started liking you and
when I thought that I will say "yes !!! then this happened. My heart has a hole, tell me where should I keep you, tell me asad ,tell me. Zoya started crying and I was dumbstruck.
I said, "I always loved you zoya, it does not matter if you have a hole in your heart or not, I still love you and I promise you that nothing will happen to you, say do you love me."She replied back, "still you love me after knowing all this, please asad don't love me." I repeated, "do you love me or not?"
after few seconds she replied, "Yes, I love you but..." I interrupted, "no buts now, from now onwards everything will be fine, I am in your heart now, let me fill that hole." She hugged me and again cried. I knew she would not have stopped crying, that's why I did not stopped her.
I went back to my home with zoya. I wanted zoya to meet my father. My father knew a doctor who was a heart Specialist, I knew there would be some way out. When I reached there I saw Aatif waiting for me at the gate. He looked at me and zoya. He came to me and said, "so, what did she said?" I replied, "she
said yes.!!" Aatif smiled and I smiled back. I questioned, "why did you came after 6 months, any reason?" he replied, "I did not wanted to come but you know this that I cannot live without you and also I saw DIL CHAHTA HAI last night." I started laughing and so did Aatif , zoya was feeling like an alien. I hugged him and said, "You are always going to be my best friend." I won back my friend, I got my love and I learnt one thing that day.
I learnt that you cannot force anyone to love you. Give time to your love. Give your relationship a time and understand that person. But never leave that person because she or he is taking a long time. Each person has her or his problems. Zoya took almost a year to say those three magical words because she had a problem and she did not wanted to involve me in her problems. Sometimes we do not give the time to our love and then we feel regret all our life.
zoya had an operation and the hole was filled and the opearation was successful and she recovered fully as i was always beside her and i will always be...and will always boss her around😆
zoya and I are getting married on the same day when I revealed my feelings to her. It might not have been possible if Aatif was not there.
and then they got married and lived happily...
"this was an accident called love "
phewww... i m done here
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