AsYa FF Thrd 2 'The Butterflies!' - Page 34

Originally posted by: Perfectionist2

Dear Kalyani,

Excellent! so we are discussing LOVE????❤️ (yeah I added a emoticon to make it look cute.😆)

You are really asking one love struck, story writer who makes butterflies exist in woman's stomach and also make then talk to describe LOVE!

Great ! You are as crazy as it gets then just as I am. See you picked a wrong woman to talk about love, I live, breathe and thrive on love and romance. I sigh and day dream about all things romantic just as a stockbroker would about share market.I am a romantic from my hair to my undies to my toe nails. But more on that later.

So yes I think love is all that google told you - even one or a few or all of them if you feel towards another person it is love.

I would say this though - If your husband came home and looked very quiet or aloof one day, you want to know why especially even after 6-7 years - then that may be love.

When your son was born and your husband took him in his arms and smiled. If you smiled with him - then that is love.

If you had a fight and are pissed and you need a person to shout or yell to just prove you are right or for him to think you are right - then that is love.

You said about staying alone, I do that too. It is my ME TIME.

I am not going to preach love lessons and I am no expert. You are the judge of whether love exists for you or not. You will find it if you want to look for it and you won't look for it if you don't want to find it.

Coming to my views about love.

I don't write about anything I don't know. I don't write erotica or mature if I have no experience or practice.😉

And I don't write love stories if I don't believe in love. SO you know The Butterflies is a love story.

You have shared your story so I think it is only fair I share mine.

When I was 19 years old, there was this guy I had known just for a one month and we were not direct friends, but friends of friends. Sexual tension was sizzling.

This guy first time we got a chance to be alone, didn't say I love you, he said Marry Me! I said Fcuk Off! we were different is all aspects, North and South. From characteristics, to family, culture, religion. Everything, I knew my parents would never agree so I said NO.

But somehow after one week we kissed and he asked me again to marry him. I said no. Saying we will not see each other ever or be in the same group of friends even. This was our break up even before anything happened.

The next 48 hours. I avoided thinking of him, I ate, drank, slept as usual and life was just fine. Then I saw him again 2 days later, waiting for me outside my Uni. I felt complete. I felt my butterflies again, my stomach clenched and my heart raced. I just wanted to run and hug him and kiss the hell out. I didn't.

He again asked me to Marry him. This time he said he will wait as long as I want. We were just friends, no sex, no kissing. no making out - I decided and he agreed very seriously.

OK so he lied within one week- we kissed again and made out.

I used to break up with him every week and he used to patch up with me the next day.

Then after one year he told me he was going over seas and I cant see him anymore, There was only one way, I marry him and come along with him.

So I said yes on impulse only. Because the thought of him going away was making me all emotional and stupid.

He spoke to his parents and they agreed to give us their blessings, my parents didn't. The date was fixed. And say tomorrow morning 10 AM was the wedding, I had a panic attack at 6 PM the night before. So I called him and said Sorry I can't marry you. He waited and said He wished the best for me, to be happy.

I said sorry and we broke up. This time I meant business, final I will not see him again. At 3 AM, I called him again and he came to meet me outside my apartment sneaking from my parents. I said I will marry him. He agreed. The next morning I reached the wedding hall at 11AM instead of 10AM.He was till waiting for me. - Then I knew I was in love. Truly Madly deeply. Life is not perfect but it is with him.

You spoke of attraction- yes attraction lasts for 1 year or 2 years. I know my Man for last ten. I still feel the hots. And he is no stud, he is plain and simple and quiet. But he is mine.

My life is full of fcukery shit that I don't like to talk about but he is with me. And I think I am the lucky one because I am a giant pain in the ass and he still bears me all sometimes with a frown but mostly with a smile.

So there is my essay as to why I think Love exists for me. And that is why I write love stories because if you are looking for love, I don't want you to give up hope just yet.

If you are not looking for love, Hey I still write a good story sometimes, so I am told.

I have felt my butterflies so I write about them.😃

Love

Juliet

Originally posted by: nnn

the day !!!😃 Friday😛

update😳

please🤗

Originally posted by: Perfectionist2

SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!

OK I hate to disappoint you guys but I have a friend and her kids coming home for dinner and night stay.

Don't hate me if I don't post today but I will post as soon as I can.

I am at work today so I cant write yet.

Sorry Sorry!

Originally posted by: starslinedup

Hey there...

Sorry but couldnt help peep into ur conversation regarding ur love story...n strangely..and once again..I found a few similarities..between us😆...I mean..our love stories are very different yet..similar...n r natures too are very different yet similar...I guess as of now..all I wanna say is...just like u..I breathe..live, read write and listen to only love and romance..my life ever since I can remember has revolved around love..it is my solace..my guilty..pleasure..and my...peace of mind...I truly believe in it..and m married to a guy..that truly knows my soul..n keeps me grounded..wont get into that..dont wanna be blowing my own trumpet here😳..but ya gal..I guess I found another similarity between us...😉😆

N i just wish u all the love...and all the joy..and all the kinkiness u desire n crave...😉😉😉

Originally posted by: nnn

😭😭😭

seems quite unlikely for you to update today 😔

At work.. u surely cant write but u can be thinking about it, right?😳😳

Dnt worry.. take your time 😃

It's ok.. so many sorry's after all 😛

Waiting impatiently as ever 🤗