this is a short os...maily from asad's pov...y'day episode and precap inspired me to write this...
Asad stood admist the crowd clenching his fists trying hard not to scream and break his phone while talking to the woman who never leave a chance to ruin their lives.but one glimpse of his love soothed him,everything turned beautiful at that moment.he unknowingly started walking towards zoya,his life, but stopped in tracks when he heard a voice adressing his love as his brothers wife.he turned away unable to face the situation.but he gathered courage and joined the gathering .asad tried his best to stay away from zoya but zoya herself came to him.he stood there looking into her eyes trying to answer her questions.but again he realised the harsh reality .he could feel the pain of zoya when one adresses him as her jeth.he sat there faraway watching zoya doing the rituals..
I want to gather her in my arms ard wipe her tears.i want to shield her from these evil people.where did I land her??i am the reason for all her agony.once again his thoughts were inturrupted when haseena called him .she forced zoya to gift him a shawl.
i once again drowned into those beautiful eyes...I felt her hands grazing my skin slowly.i could feel her love.i want to hold her hands when they lingered on me...i want to wipe off the lonely tear in her eye threatening to fall down any moment...can I do that??zoya...don't move away..away from me...I cant bear losing you...please ...are you understanding zoya what am I trying to say?...i got a response...I know..only zoya can read my eyes...zoya..i will get back you soon...I can see see a smile on her lips...now I regained my hope that everything will get back to normal...his phone call interrupted his thoughts again.his anger resurfaced as he heard the voice of tanveer..but fear gripped him when he haerd the danger anticipicating zoya...only thing that mattered him at the moment is zoya's safety...he ran to her and gathered her in his arms...now I have my zoya with me.no one can harm her.i hugged her tight and my zoya responded.
but I was again proved wrong...I cannot protect her...she is not mine now...no she is mine but why everyone around us are saying it the other way...I can hear insults being hurled at us...I can bear them but what about my zoya?i landed her one more time in troulble...I stood there helpless watching her cry...I want to scream my lungs out that zoya is not ayaan's but mine...but again najma and nikat stopped me...i helplessly hung my head down not able to answer to zoya..not able to save her...ami and ayaan rescued her in time...I can see zoya walk away wiping her tears..what did she do to deserve this??she has done everthing for my sister ..she sacrificed her happiness because of my selfish nature...dilshad dragged asad out of his thoughts and that house...
Asad locked himself in his room .he showered his anger on the lifeless objects in his room and injuring himself...what about my zoya??how is she now?i have to talk to her...he started dialing her number but zoya is not attending his call.asad dialled ayaan...how is zoya??please watch her,don't leave her alone..tell her to talk to me once..please...asad waited for some more time but zoya did not speak to him...asad left a voice message with a hope atleast she will listen to it..
Zoya...akhri baar maafi mangta hoon...eisa phir kabhi nahi hoga...mujhre maaf karo...sab mere galti hai...main dargaya isliye mein aisa kiya...bus paanch din aur ruko..mein tujhe lene vaha zaroor aoonga...akhri baar mujhpar yakeen rakho...par aisa saja mat do mujhe, baat karo mujhse...please...
He kept his phone aside and sat there waiting for her response.dilshad knocked his door ,on her persistance he opened it but turned away unable to face her.asad...turn to me...I know you will not do such thing without any reason.dont blame yourself for everything.
asad laid down on her lap and cried his heart out...ammi...zoya itni beizzati sehna pada sirf mere vajah..woh mujhse baat nahi karraha hai ammi...mein kho chuka hoon unhe...
ro mat asad...use thoda samay do...who tumse zyada der naraaj nahi rahonge .she patted his head lovingly reassuring him.asad waited for zoya for five days..atlast nikats marriage is over.he dailed ayaan that night and informed him that he is going to take zoya back but ayaan promised that he himself will leave her at his home...asad waited impatiently the next morning to meet zoya..its afternoon but still zoya has not arrived.
is everything ok there??did tanveer harm her??i cant wait for ayaan..i have to go there....he reached sm but frozen at the door .there stood zoya with her head low ,alone...and razia hurling insults at her showing the picture of him and her hugging...everyone stood there silently watching but no one is supporting her.zoya is walking out still unable to raise her head and face them...asad moved to her and held her hand...zoya looked at him with teary eyes...mein aagay zoya..ab tum yaha ek pal bhi nahi rukoge..he pulled her towards him and held her by her shoulders...he walked to razia with her and stood in front of her...kya kaha tumne zoya ko??phir se kaho...mujhe dekh ke kaho....razia stepped back seeing his bloodshot eyes and the dreaded voice...zoya mere hai..sirf mere...mein jaan se maardoonga koi unpar ilzaam lagaya tho...
Aur aap sab..he moved towards badi bii and shireen...us din aapki beti keliye zoya ko yaha chodke gaya..maine galti kiya..apko madad karna mere galti hai...zoya ne sabkuch chodke yaha aaya par tum sablog unka istamaal kiya..unko pairo pe padna hai app sab ko..chodiye..aap uska layak bhi nahi hai...
Ayaan kaha hai..he held him by his collar...tumne vada kiya tha mujhse..yaad hai??par tum woh sab bhool kar tamasha dekhrahe ho...he pushed him and moved back...mein aakhri baar keh raha hoon aap sabko...us din jo hua who nikah nahi tha..woh ek galti tha...zoya mere hai....he pulled zoya towards him more fiercly and walked back to their home...
thanks for reading this...i apologise for the mistakes...
lakshmi...
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