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Ok first of all, Mojo, allow me to SMACK YOU IN THE HEAD for EVER calling yourself ugly. You are a sweetheart, you're so talented, you're so understanding and caring from what I can read and the fact that you still want to apologize to someone after 6 years just goes to show how pure a person you are. Yes you made a mistake, we all do. TRUST ME lol. And yeah with my story, I can totally see you doing what I did (the making him realize he's still in love with his ex) .But trust me that's not even my worst embarrassment.My friend in elementary school decided it would be fun to make the new kid think I liked him. And don't ask me why, but I went along with it. The thing is I was bullied in school, and I thought "oh! They finally wanna include in me something, maybe this is a turning point" and so my naivety got the best of me. And they ended up writing a letter on my behalf, THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT, telling him how in love I was with HIM. I wanted to DIE when I found out. And then the teachers were asking us what all this nonesense was, and it turned out that he, and his friends were THE EXACT SAME THING, because I got the similar letter from him. Except, of course, it wasn't written by him.So yeah, he only stayed about a year after that and we didn't really talk. I didn't really like him, but I felt horrible, despite the fact that I hadn't send the letter. And I still don't know if he actually did like me, and this was his cowardly way to telling me, or if he just wanted to play along. Ugh.
And that's STILL NOT the worst one. I've had like 3 major crushes. And one of them was a guy in my class that left after middle school. I really liked him, and he seemed to like me back. At any gathering he'd sit with, offer me drinks, dance with me, (for like 45 minutes, mind you, so definitely not out of politeness) and I would catch him randomly staring at me in class.The day before he was leaving (to another country) I decided maybe he I should tell him how I feel (I tend to do this with guys, don't know why, it never works out to my advantage). There was a farewell party as a friend's place for him, with adults and all (and I was 14, mind you, yes Fari, just a little older than you 😉). That day he didn't give me the time of day. Barely spoke two words to me and barely acknowledged my presence. Then I saw him talking to my brother, and I wasn't that far away (like 6 feet LOL) and I heard him ask him (my brother did) why he wasn't dancing with me like he usually did.And he was like "Oh that? I just did that cause I felt bad for her. I don't like her or anything." I WANTED TO DIE. I left the party, and thankfully my house was only 3 blocks away. But yeah it was a humiliating moment. You think it ends there? I decided to tell him how I felt ANYWAY, on the day he was leaving and he was just like "I already knew you liked me. It's ok"Ok I'm gonna end my rant, while I go cry and reminisce about my failed attempts at expressing my feelings to guys. 😆
omg mochhug (haha sorry idk ur name), I wanna hug u so bad right now! 🤗
i had a similar incident.
SO this was in high school. there was this guy named Xaiver and he and i shared a love/hate relationship. in the sense that we used to tease and attach each other any chance we got!
so after class, me and my best friend were walking up the stairs and BOOM xaiver comes and says some stupid shit. so i just roll my eyes and im about to say this AMAZING COME BACK when my FREAKEN FRIEND goes, "OMG maddi! why r u blushing? awww does xaiver have that effect on you". OBVIOUSLY, IM DUMBFOUNDED and i just stare at my stupid biffle. i catch a glance at xavier who is completely embarrassed and doesnt know what to do. so he just speeds up and leaves. I SWEAR i wanted to throw my best friend down the stairs! SHE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I LIKED HIM WHEN I DIDN'T! ughhh. i was so embarrassed! ☺️
CID
