Originally posted by: MrMrsAsyaKhan
You are just the sweetest thing ever! 🤗 🤗
I have no idea lovely, I know you're saying that and I really want to believe you but I can't. This acne has affected my self confidence. I've had it for 5 years and this week has gone worse, i literally broke down. Whenever i look in the mirror, I just think he was better off without me. Loool! Awww, i know that's cheesy but it's truee about loving yourself before someone else can love you. It's hard :/
Aww but I'm glad you think i'm nice it's hard not seeing the person face to face. I know that you are a wonderful person, I can usually tell by the way someone writes. Yes yes, i'm gifted muahahahahah! No really, you're tooo sweeet!
Okiess, my neighbour is hot hot hot! His older brother is tooo but forget him. Idk why or how i'm attracted, he's got a stubble that I adore. I remember talking to him, it felt it was just us in another world (this was 6 months ago) and idk the way he stares at me, I go all goeeeyy. Everytime we go past each other, we sneak a glimpse of each other, or maybe it's just me but ahhh idkk. I'm not into Archery but my God, when he was holding the arrow thing in his back garden I was like he's so handsome. He's not your typical goodlooking guy, he has a lot of facial hair and he has the most amazing personalities ever. My friends talk to him on the bus and i'm just quietly sat there like yeah. Loool sorry for the rant. Hey you, i'm still waiting for your stories.
Ok first of all, Mojo, allow me to SMACK YOU IN THE HEAD for EVER calling yourself ugly. You are a sweetheart, you're so talented, you're so understanding and caring from what I can read and the fact that you still want to apologize to someone after 6 years just goes to show how pure a person you are. Yes you made a mistake, we all do. TRUST ME lol. And yeah with my story, I can totally see you doing what I did (the making him realize he's still in love with his ex) .But trust me that's not even my worst embarrassment.
My friend in elementary school decided it would be fun to make the new kid think I liked him. And don't ask me why, but I went along with it. The thing is I was bullied in school, and I thought "oh! They finally wanna include in me something, maybe this is a turning point" and so my naivety got the best of me. And they ended up writing a letter on my behalf, THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT, telling him how in love I was with HIM. I wanted to DIE when I found out. And then the teachers were asking us what all this nonesense was, and it turned out that he, and his friends were THE EXACT SAME THING, because I got the similar letter from him. Except, of course, it wasn't written by him.
So yeah, he only stayed about a year after that and we didn't really talk. I didn't really like him, but I felt horrible, despite the fact that I hadn't send the letter. And I still don't know if he actually did like me, and this was his cowardly way to telling me, or if he just wanted to play along. Ugh.
And that's STILL NOT the worst one. I've had like 3 major crushes. And one of them was a guy in my class that left after middle school. I really liked him, and he seemed to like me back. At any gathering he'd sit with, offer me drinks, dance with me, (for like 45 minutes, mind you, so definitely not out of politeness) and I would catch him randomly staring at me in class.
The day before he was leaving (to another country) I decided maybe he I should tell him how I feel (I tend to do this with guys, don't know why, it never works out to my advantage). There was a farewell party as a friend's place for him, with adults and all (and I was 14, mind you, yes Fari, just a little older than you 😉). That day he didn't give me the time of day. Barely spoke two words to me and barely acknowledged my presence. Then I saw him talking to my brother, and I wasn't that far away (like 6 feet LOL) and I heard him ask him (my brother did) why he wasn't dancing with me like he usually did.
And he was like "Oh that? I just did that cause I felt bad for her. I don't like her or anything." I WANTED TO DIE. I left the party, and thankfully my house was only 3 blocks away. But yeah it was a humiliating moment. You think it ends there? I decided to tell him how I felt ANYWAY, on the day he was leaving and he was just like "I already knew you liked me. It's ok"
Ok I'm gonna end my rant, while I go cry and reminisce about my failed attempts at expressing my feelings to guys. 😆
Udne Ki Aasha
