Seriously after todays episode- its my version for how i want it to unfold- Payback time it is😉
Part 2
I waited for Mr.Khan to speak up and I looked at ammi and Najma and nodded silently…that don't worry…and then I saw Tanveer look at me suspiciously and I realized she would play another card…even before Mr.Khan could say anything and so ofcourse she did..as she faked her head spinning and fall down..which made my innocent love run to save his best friend from the fall…and I was like allah miyaaannn….help me alreadyyy…
I saw Mr.Khan splash water on Tanveer the witchs face as she woke up and uttered – Jammyyy…who hume chakkar aagaya…aapko toh pata hai ki aise mein aise hojata hai…
To which I heard ammi ask – whattt do u mean Tanveer..aise main kaise???...and she looked at me questioningly..
I gestured to my partners in silence, Najma and ammi to whom I had confided everything earlier..about Tanveer and her evilness, and told them about my plan to expose her…and had asked them to act innocent on the matter…I gestured to them that it was another one of her evil evil tricks yet again…
Just when I saw mr.Khan gaze back at me silently as if to gesture me that this wasn't the time to talk anything…and as much as I loved him…I wanted to whack him in that moment…and exactly right just then an idea struck my mind…and I deceided to reverse my plan…and I looked at ammi and najma and I hoped they could catch my gesture as I started to put my plan into action which I had to suddenly change..i knew Tanveer very well by now…she would sure shot manipulate him again and so before she could…I would outsmart her this time…I knew I would be hurting him to the core in the process…but I cudnt see any other way out…
I spoke raising my voice- I cant believe this Mr.Khan..you are doing this again…to me…faking hurt in my voice…again…u accept me to understand that this isnt the time to talk to everybody what we had deceided too…
I heard him get up and look at me nervously – Zoya….u can see right..I mean tannu…
I hated to but I raised my voice again- what tannu…Mr.Khan…again its your precious tannu….you know what….now I honestly think I was a fool to come back to you…to give u another chance….you will never change…u will always put me last…taking me for granted…I chose to forgive u over what happened…and u chose to catch ur falling best friend again…u know what if u feel so responsible towards her…just makes me feel if you really should marry her instead….aap tanveer se hi nikaah kyun nahi karlete…now that you even know that she's expecting your child…a proof of your betrayal…,' I spat making sure the bitterness and hatred reflected in my voice….I could see Ammi and Najma go into a silent shock as they processed this new piece of information…
I saw him look at me with shock…and pain was clearly visible on every cell on the face of the man I loved…and he even had tears in his eyes..which made me weak in my resolve…but then I saw tanveer get up from the bed silently and walk up to me, ready to act like a innocent victim in front of the rest as she spoke – woh khala…zoya sach keh rahi hai…yeh jammy aur hamara…' and I saw ammi glare at her with hatred and she was about to speak up and I ws afraid..she wudnt play along…but luckily she caught my gesture..and asked Mr.Khan angrily – Asad…kya tanveer sach keh rahi hai?
I saw him look at me helplessly as he held me by the arms ignoring ammi- what is wrong with you Zoya…just a while back all was perfect…you wanted to marry me…and u even came up with a solu..
I stopped him midsentence afraid that Tanveer will be alarmed if she heard what I had discussed with Mr.Khan in the room and so I held up my hand in front of him to silence him – bass…that's it…iv had enough….You think im a toy u can play with…you say u love me…but I can see clearly what ur priorities and responsibilities are here…yet again…u leave me hurt when im dressed as your bride….well never again…will u ever…
I heard Tanveer say meekly as she put her hand on my love's shoulder – jammy…chodo abhi zoya nahi samjhegi…and because I so badly to slap her…I roared warningly(this time the anger was real) – tanveer..i haven't left yet…don't u dare speak in the middle …
I felt Asad pull me closer as he said – Zoya…u cant go like this dammit…you cant….,'
I flung his hand away angrily and said – I can…Mr.Asad Ahmed Khan…and I will…, and I knew I had to hurt him further or he wudnt let me go and so I said looking into his eyes- I wish you never happened to me…that id never met you….i hate that u exist in my life…,' and just like I knew I felt his eyes go dead and cold…at my words…and I felt my gut wrench…as I started walking away as I managed to say fighting my own tears – Nikaah Mubarak ho Mr.Khan…
I turned…and I could feel every cell in my body scream…but then I controlled it….and just because I so had to, I turned and walk back towards Tanveer….and did what I had longed too…and I slapped her hard…causing her to fall back on Mr.Khans shoulder and I said with hatred clearly evident in my voice – That's saying goodbye to you…tanveer…,' I could see he was shocked…and surprised as he witnessed my violent streak…I knew it would make it easier for him to think what I wanted him to think and feel…for my plan to work…and so I took one last gaze at his broken and shocked face…and walked out the room…..pretending to leave his life forever.
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As I checked into the Hotel….I finally let myself loose control and I Cried….and I cried…I cried…letting out all the pain that I had felt…and I knew he must be feeling too…as I silently sent out an apology to my Love…I am so sorry…that I had to do this…but I had to for US…and I recalled his broken face…and again I felt my heart wrench…as I felt my phone ring…and I saw that it was Ammi…and so as I was about to pick it up…I silently wished…that my love would know that I hadn't given up just yet….that I would never…even if allah miyaan asked me too…or even him….Because I had learnt it the hard way…but I had learnt my lesson and so I believed…that in the Face of True Love, you just don't give up…even if the object of ur affection was begging you to!!
I wiped my tears as I spoke to Ammi..explaining her my plan….and I felt my strength surface up again…in my path to him…my..Mr.Khan…because after all that happened….In this New Chapter of my Life for the battle for my love…I had found a New…Me…
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