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Helllooo AsYaians 🤗 . This is Mahi . I am a big fan of KSG since DMG days and I am new to this forum . Now coming to the OS , the thought was lingering in my mind but wasn't able to pen it down due to some resolution . I finally got a 2 day break from my entrances and so I used this opportunity to post this . It is basically Asad's POV . Mr. Emotionally challenged Ahmed Khan doesn't expresses his feeling , so basically I have tried to mould his feelings into words .So here it goes...😳
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From the past one hour he was trying his level best to sleep and give his crestfallen mind some hours of peaceful solitude so that tomorrow , once again like every other day , he can conceal his naked emotions with his so called inhuman raiment . Yes !Mr. Khan has did it once again . It was not a new thing for Mr. Khan to insult and affront Zoya and force her to guillotine the feelings that she has unknowingly developed for him .
Today was one of those ordinary days . Once again he offended her for no reason . He made her break into silent tears once again . Needless to say , this time too , she was not at fault .
All she did was she asked him for what should she wear for their engagement . Yes she knew this was a drama which would last only till his Ammi gets well . But somewhere , at the back of her heart , she wanted this drama to turn to reality because this was all she had longed for . She had always wished for a family . A mom , a little sister and...and someone who could love her . Love her so much that he would never let her go . And yes she had witnessed a glimpse of such inclination and such untouched love , in his eyes , Asad's eyes.
Their conversation which led to a heated argument was constantly flowing turbulently around his eyes -
"What is all this non-sense Ms. Faarooqui ?" He asked, infuriated .
"Humari sagai ki tayari " , she answered it like it was the most normal question asked , her pristine smile etched on her face.
Her calm and composed attitude towards the engagement topic made him swell in anger .
"I have told you umpteenth times that we are not going to get engaged Ms.Faarooqui , Please stop building castles in air , and for a fact , I will never marry an uncultured girl whose parents never taught her the value of any relationship and left her because she wasn't worth them ." He kept on yelling till he realized what he had said.
As soon as he realized what had he just done , he gathered all the courage he had and turned to see Zoya , hurt evident in her eyes .
Tears slowly brimming up in her eyes . She crushed the chunri in her hands , each and every word pierced through her heart .She gulped hard and tried to give the most curt reply possible .
"Ruk kyu gaye Mr. Khan , I know what are your views about me and I know it very well that you think I don't deserve love and affection from anybody but that does not mean you constantly keep on reminding me that I don't posses etiquettes because my Abbu and Ammi left me ", She completed her sentence . Realizing that she won't be able to control her tears any longer she ran out of the room leaving a wrecked Asad Ahmed Khan.
He didn't even realize when tears welled up in his eyes . He couldn't curse himself more for all the pain and misery he had given him . He broke her every time and involuntarily bruised his heart and before he realized for what he had actually done , he would find her standing right besides him , trying to shield his scars and wound .
Initially he never trusted her . All he used to do is blame her for everything that was going wrong around him . But the underlying truth was this mighty lady would take all the responsibilities of culminating sadness and agony from everyone's life . She kept her life on stake to give Mariam a new lease of life , made every possible attempt to solve conflicts between him and Ayaan , tried everything possible to chase the criminal behind his Ammi's attack and what not . She solely devoted her life for others . All this made him drown deeper into her love .
Why was she so pure ? Why did she have to be so divine ? Why was she was so beautiful ?
Every time he took a step closer to her , his conscience held his hands and makes him move backward . He always felt that he will never be able to give her the love and devotion that she rightfully deserved . He always felt that he will fill her life with pain and prejudices . He didn't posses the courage to see her all broken all because of him and drown into the sea of misery and loose hope on love forever . He just couldn't .
This was indeed a miserable attempt of him trying to drive her away . He knew she was slowly and gradually inclining towards him and every time he tried to see a future of them being together , all he could perceive is mere darkness and sorrow .
He gradually retarded from his thoughts . He wiped the the tears on his face and tip-toed to Ms. Farooqui's room . All he wanted to see his her . He wanted her to be ok . He slowly pressed the door-knob and peeped inside to find his Zoya sleep into a peaceful slumber .He couldn't help but smile . He prayed to Allah Miyaan to grant her everything that she wished for . Little did he know that what she wished the most was his love...
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So people how was it ?
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Thanks alot for reading 🤗
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