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every day i put her through my spiteful words,everyday made her aware that she was just an unwanted guest in the house,she was just another of those untamed,ill-behaved girls who didn't have a sense of any decorum and refined manners.all the while blamed her physically absent parents for not educating her enough on ethics and morals and having dumped her for their own good.but today it pains me to see what i have said to her was the most irrational thing i could have ever done.all the while i was trying not to be a spiteful image of my abbu-the one who hurts everyone who trys to get in his ways.he hurted his ammi,najma,his second wife,his second family and somewhere down the line expectations of the ppl who loved him.standing in front of the mirror i come upon this that i too have become the same man.
i first hurt ammi ,hurt his second family and him with my decisions to drive him to court for his sins and now the single spectator who saw some good behind his facade-his zoya.it was pitful that the girl came from halfway around the world to find her biological father long gone and resting in the arms of nature.all turned into stardust.and i kept on my taunts that her abbu was glad to get rid of her, to never go through the pains of having a daughter who would put him up to shame.it dawned upon me that i was so wrong.
it pained me to take her to the graveyard,it pained me to give her the shattering news of her abbu,it pained me to see her in this state of utter loss.every tear that ran from her eye was equally accounted for one from mine.i did everything to undo my sins by holding on to her in her need.i prayed to allah to take back my words and give that girl all the strength and happiness that one deserves.all this for the same girl who he met at the manzar with the same tear stricken face.the same girl who tried to save his ammi's life,the same girl who supported najma through her plight,the same girl who drove him nuts with her antics and yes she's the same girl who made him skipp a heartbeat with her decision to return back to new york.
"i should go back"she said and my world just stopped.
"ZOYA" what have you done???
and for the first time MR.ASAD AHMED KHAN called miss.faruqqui by her first name.
JUST SOMETHING THAT CAME TO MY MIND AFTER WATCHING THE EPISODE.my first attempt to write something on.criticism is always appreciated.thank you
-SAM😊
i first hurt ammi ,hurt his second family and him with my decisions to drive him to court for his sins and now the single spectator who saw some good behind his facade-his zoya.it was pitful that the girl came from halfway around the world to find her biological father long gone and resting in the arms of nature.all turned into stardust.and i kept on my taunts that her abbu was glad to get rid of her, to never go through the pains of having a daughter who would put him up to shame.it dawned upon me that i was so wrong.
it pained me to take her to the graveyard,it pained me to give her the shattering news of her abbu,it pained me to see her in this state of utter loss.every tear that ran from her eye was equally accounted for one from mine.i did everything to undo my sins by holding on to her in her need.i prayed to allah to take back my words and give that girl all the strength and happiness that one deserves.all this for the same girl who he met at the manzar with the same tear stricken face.the same girl who tried to save his ammi's life,the same girl who supported najma through her plight,the same girl who drove him nuts with her antics and yes she's the same girl who made him skipp a heartbeat with her decision to return back to new york.
"i should go back"she said and my world just stopped.
"ZOYA" what have you done???
and for the first time MR.ASAD AHMED KHAN called miss.faruqqui by her first name.
JUST SOMETHING THAT CAME TO MY MIND AFTER WATCHING THE EPISODE.my first attempt to write something on.criticism is always appreciated.thank you
-SAM😊
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