Chapter 1
zoya sat there wearing this beautiful bridal lehenga with such etiquette sequence work pinkin colour with read shared and blue sequence work.'.. everything just looked so perfect from a distance only when near , can one sense the agony zoya is going through...
And that one person who she believed could sense her pain was to arrive not to relive her of her pain but to be a part of it... MR. ASAD AHMED KHAN
hey!!! Diary ' as u knw 2 day is my wedding so I thought of talking 2 u since u r my only complete friend since a few months ''
[ zoya was'nt a person who wrote diareis but since a few months life had taken a toll on her and so ' the only actuall friend she had right now was her diary'.. simply coz
a.Najma was her best friend but @ the same time was asad's sis. As well ' so how on earth would she communicate her feelings for mr.khan 2 najma.
b. Ayaan a friend 2 die for ' who @ this point was nt only her woodby , but also mr,khan's bro'.
c. No matter how much phuphi loved her she was " she was mr.knan 's mom .
'. And so since the last few months the only and the most reliable friend she has is her diary'. ]
Continuing with the the diary writing '
( zoya's calls her diary bookie )
Bookie as they say;
ki marne se pehle , abh takh jee hui saari zindagi aankho ke saamne aa jathi hai
that right before u die there is this 1 moment where your whole life like reel plays right in front of your eyes
that's exactly what I'm feeling right now'
coz after toningt I will have 2 cut and therefore end every string that attaches me 2 mr. khan' and so all those moments I shared with him r right now reeling un my head including our last meeting 2 day's before my engagement ( 2 ayaan ).. or should I say the day I agreed 2 this marriage (rishtha) '.
And before zoya could go any deep into the topic there was a knock on the door'
She quickly wiped the tears on her cheek and hid the diary ' by the time a person came in'
When zoya turned 2 c who it was ' it was non other than her appi ( zeenath )' who zoya constantly avoided in the last 10 day since their [ meaning ' anwar ( zoya's jiju) , zeenath (zoya's appi)] arrival' coz she knew that no matter how hard she tried she could'nt hide things from her appi'
Zeenath: zo'
( before she could go any further zoya cut hersaying')
Zoya: ( with loads and loads of fake enthusiasm and happiness) appi !!!! hw r you hw did u like the stay ' I'm sure u must have enjoyed with jiju around '
Zeenath: zoya (in alow volume )
Zoya still continuing ' so many peole have come ' see 'I mean just look @ the deco . it is so amazing'
Zeenath: zoya ( a little louder this time but the harshness in the call was more than necessary ' and seeing that zoya is showing no sign's of stopping she caught hold of her of her shoulder and shook her hard)
sAYING: enough !!! zoya ' bas bohoth ho chukka ' nw u shall only give answers to what I shall ask ' is that clear '
To which zoya gave a silent node '
Zeenath: and what on where u trying 2 prove by avoiding me since my arrival in Bhopal ' do u take me for a fool .. do u think that u'r appi cant understand u .. or she cant distinguish the genuine and the fake smile on your face'. Huh '
Zoya: appi its nothing like that ' I just
Zeenath: I just what zoya ' tell me ' if there really is nothing then ..
Tum mujhse nazrein kyun chura rahi ho zoya'
Zoya' zoya.. dekho meri taraf ' look @ me god dammit !!!
Zoya knew her appi 2 well she never got this agitated before 2 day
Zoya slowly looked up ' making eye contact with her appi ( and the next thing she heard was something she HAD NOT accpected in a thousand years )
Ya allah !!! zoya .. tumhe pyaar hogaya hai' ur' u'r.. in love'
To say zoya was shocked was an understatement coz zoya knew what her appi had just said nw had nothing 2 do with ayaan'..
Zeenath: ya allah zoya tum ' tum kar kya rahi ho ' tum jab kisi aur se mohobbath karthi ho kisi aur se nikah kaise kar sakhthi ho zoya'
( zoya completely ignoring ker appi's question.)
Zoya: appi , mein ayaan se nikaah soch samajh kar hi kar rahin hoon '
Zeenath : soch - samajh ke aur; calculate kar ke deals sign kiye jathe hai zoya .. zindagi bhar ki saath nahin..
Zoya: par appi iss mein hi sab ki bhalayi hai..
Zeenath : kaisi bhalayi zoya.. mohhabath zindagi mein sirf ek baar hothi hai aise mein tum kissi aur se shaadi kaise kar sathi..
Zoya: (with every sentence her resolve becoming weaker ) ' haan .. appi aap teekh keh rahi hain mohobbath zindagi mein ek baar hoti hai.. and in my case who ho chuki hai' issliye usse accept karke aage badna mera apne aur apni family ke taraf farz bantha hai '[ zoya continuing before zoya could go any further ]
Aur vaise bhi appi '. Aapko patha hai ayaan sab janne kr bavjooth mujhse shaadi kar raha hai ...U knw what appi , he is getting married to me even after knowing the facts.
Zeenath: what !!!! kya mathlab '. Hw.. what do you mean '.
Zoya: yes !!! appi he knw's everytnhing'. Use sab kuch patha hai '
Zoya nods her head in a yes ' coz her appi really did look like she needed a conformation '.
Yeh aapki aane se ek haftha yane ' meri aur ayaan ki sagai ki do din pehle ki baath hai'.
'..
Every body happy where happy and zoya had shifted to the siddique residence 6 months back .. it was not a permanent shift or anything ' coz she constanly visited the khan mansion as well'
Zoya had got her abbu back ' and yes even though he had hurt zoya by abandoning zoya and her mother ' etc etc'. he never intentionally caused her pain '
and his truthfull confession of the past , his acceptance to the courts verdict without a bit of hesitation ' and the last and definitely not the least his love for zoya as a daughter was more than enough to accept " her" abbu ' okay what if there was a little force on the her in the sentence than required '. C'mon she did deserve a little bit of exaggeration, worth the seventeen years of her wait '.
Everybody was happy accept for humaira even though she never told anyone it was not hard 2 guess that she was sad after all she had just found out her mother had not only been playing tricks but also killed a person and if that was not enough she even tried to kill zoya as well '.
'. After having served hot tea ' ginger flavor [ voh kya kehthe hai urdu mein addhrakh vaali chai , adrakh vali chai']
Oh did I forget to mention since abbu had no hand in the murder he was sentenced with a partial jail for a year where he could parol in and out ' that's why he is at home
Thinking all this she walked through the lawn in the siddique residence' and just then she felt a sudden pull on her left hand which was just a bit 2 familiar '
It was none other than my kamina dost ayaan ' who just literally pushed me into his room ( which lead her 2 think are the khan's always this rough )😆
He had kept his palm over zoya's mouth so that she wouldn't shout..
A person would shout when sm thing like this happens the first time ' not when it is a daily routine..🥱
Zoya:
Pushing off ayaan's hand
Kya hai ayaan tumhe roz 12;oo ko hi milna hota hai kya'
( pretending 2 b annoyed )😡
Ayaan : are meri bff ho ' mera pura hakh bantha hai bhai tumhe pareshaan karna '😉
Acha! Voh sab chodo vaise aaj .. yellow vale salvaar kameez mein bohoth achi lag rahi ho😳
Zoya knew she could'nt be mad @ this cutely flirtatious fur ball ( lolz) the fur ball part was for his head' no mater what I do he woul'nt get a hair cut done' if u ask him he say's its " style !!!!" ..😕
And then again ayaan goes bach to his chichorapan saying u look lovely in yellow exactly like an aloo ' a big fat potato ha ha ha ha ha '😡
Zoya: ah!!! ayaaan !! (really mad @ him this time,) she hits him with the pillow which was of no use coz he dint move an inch ' uhhh !! she says' in frustration and is about to leave '.
Just then ayaan grabs zoya's hand ' mona darling !! hum tho bas mazak kar rahe tha'
(Now in a serious tone)'. Seriously zoya.. aaj tum bohoth khoosurath lag rahi ho'.
oOo
precap
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asad: zoya i think u should get married 2 ayaan
asad was trying 2 read her expression but it showed no emotion what so ever in fact in was blank
zoya: OK
so that's pretty much it for the day guy's; 2 knw what had changed all this fun and masthi to... XXX
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Edited by varshificat - 12 years ago
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