I'm actually confused about what does Rashid want??? he left Dilshad years back so that could have a luxurious and wealthy life with Shirin, he had 3 kids with her. I totally understand that he feels guilty for what he has done.
In one of the episodes he told Ayaan that he cant leave Shirin and make her go through all the pain that he gave to Dilshad 17 yrs back.
My question is that if he doesn't plan on leaving Shirin, then why exactly is he trying to get closer to Dilshad. If we leave the guilt part out, he is actually betraying Shirin and repeating the mistake he made 17 yrs back.