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sidchu try to understand my pov on this also like i am trying to understand your vulnerable sentiments ok?..its very disappointing how people immediately turn piya into this "betrayer" apparently just because she wants to prove herself that a man cannot play continuous table tennis with her heart all the time ...Abhay makes piya insane ...he controls her life through his means thinking what is right..and never lets piya take an individual stand about their enigmatic love..makes her forget everything that defines her...he makes her have a continuous fight with her surrounding conscious life against her sub conscious mind and plunges in the unknown reason for her heart always having this unknown need for something..or rather someone whom she searches hopelessly around jungles without even knowing why..he makes her emotionally torn between what she is and what she stands for..she even is labelled crazy to the outside world for keep on hallucinating the subconscious living of abhay's heart wrenching eyes inside her ..that is the power and depth of abhay which runs through her...he became a part of her every vein connecting to her heart...when someone that essential to us starts becoming a part of us ..starts defining who we are and suddenly one day decides to diminish and vanish by fading away themselves from us ..how can we not expect to lose ourselves after getting imprinted by someone this deeply?!? and yet asd soon as she comes back she is shattered for everything around her and everything as she stands for all over again ...that is not appreciated?!?! the fact that she still platonically loves abhay is not getting into anyones brains?!?! it is proof that woh kisiki ho kar bhi nahi ho sakti even today when abhay rubbed his appreciation for jay and piya in her face... piya was literally slapped by abhays reaction ..her bombarding eyes were screaming..that i am near enough to being a mentally disblanced patient because of you..and you are jeering and chiding me about the very thing i am trying to prove to myself that you cannot play T.T. with my heart all the time?!?! i die every second for you..and you just know the pin point right timings of becoming my personal devil ...and yet i love you...and you don't how much i hate my heart for it...for it being more of you than me myself..cause i cannot stand how much i need you 😡😈 ❤️ ... it is sick and disgusting and infuriating of how people think piya's life is their personal right to manipulate with just because of what they think is right and wrong for her..do they seriously fail to realize that piya's life will not be lived upon what others think is wrong or right in her life..but what SHE feels is wrong and right in her own perspective towards her own dealt and embedded situations?!?!? this is gruesome..for they are not "protecting" her..they are playing with her heart constantly..playing squash with it literally banging it on the wall with their raquet of lies EVERYTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😡 😡 😡..as if a dead unfathomable monster playing table tennis with her heart from the beginning was not enough..now even her sisters started?!?!? lord...someone wise once said "too much love can be suffocating"..indeed . for too much care for someone makes them die everyday is what is the situation in piya's life now...and we still have the guts to criticise this girl for what she has become?!?! it is disgusting how people always make piya a lifeless robot feeding her and manipulating her according to their own opinions and perceptions..there is no room for piya's individual opinions or perceptions anymore..it is like her life is being lived without her permission..without any of her contributions in it...and you just shake your head to all these people who are the caused root of it..even if its because they care.if we still judge the new piya then we are nothing but unsentimental ...horribly cut throat judemental idiots. 😡
