AARYA: HATRED FILLED LOVE pt 11 pg 42 apr 28 - Page 12

AARYA SS: HATRED FILLED LOVE

PART 7

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The painful words still echoed in his ears ..she will never understand him… she never did…

just leave me..why are you doing this..who are you to me..just leave….. I know all the truth..just get lost with your all fake love….

The painful words still echoed in his ears ..she will never understand him… she never did…

Yash opened his eyes only to find him alone… a guilt and pain the aloofness that he had in his life cannot be made to vanish just like this.. the wound of his love being treated unfaithful was still there .. how can it be gone without any care.. it needed the medication of love that could be only found withing her but fortunately or unfortunately having that cure beside him he is not able to ease that pain that was tormenting his heart from all these days…. Months and years… he did every second when the mere thought of calling his devotion FAKE comes to his mind… the pain he gave to him is nothing to the wound she inflicted on his soul by calling him unfaithful…..

Yash let out a painful and frustated sigh…. He was again in the same state that she left him all those years back…

Yash: why aarti.. why did you left me without even listening to me once… I was never at fault… I didn't betaryed you…. But it was you .. you never believed in my feelings…

He couldn't help but to cry… tears of remorse let out his dark chocolate brown orbs… he self guilt of falling in love could be this much painful he never had any slightest idea….

Here yash words were ringing in aarti's mind…" I am not ready to let anyone play with my emotions again… once I have been shattered but not now"….

Her eyes instantly dropped the tears of agony… her heart felt heavy with the accusation that he after all these years made to her… she sobbed.. her hiccups were turning into loud sobs….

pyaar hai ya saja, aye mere dil bata
tootha kyon nahi dard ka silsila
is pyaar mein hon kaise kaise imtihaan
ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

yash felt defeated .. she didn't trusted him.. she told him to leave her forever … she actually accused him of cheating on her…
he went to that day.. the memory that he wanted to wash away from his life was coming back time to time…

FLASHBACK…

That day..her words left him shattered and torned between his heart and soul…

Aarti: you mean nothing to me yash.. just leave me… I have nothing to do with you…. His eyes were blank … she was saying that he actually couldn't relate…..

Yash pinned her to the wall..and asked her in his hoarse angry voice..

Yash: what do you mean to leave you.. do you even know what are you saying dammit….

Aarti look coldly at him…

Aarti: just leave him….

He left her shoulder and let her go…

ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar
pyaar hai ya saja, aye mere dil bata
tootha kyon nahi dard ka silsila
is pyaar mein hon kaise kaise imtihaan
ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

aarti saw a young couple enjoying their life with the boy teasing he kissed her cheek .. a painful smile.. she laughed seeking girl's shocked face….

Aarti: you never counted my feelings yash… you just took my feelings just to please him.. just for him you did all this.. I hate you.. I hate you mr yash sindhiya I wish I would have never met you…. I would have never know that loving someone will just give pain for a lifetime…

kaisa hai safar wafa ki manjil ka
na hai koi hal dilon ki mushkil ka
dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein
saansein saansein tooti bandishein

a bitter sweet smile adorned her lips.. remembering those sweet time that they spent togther just knowing each other… his teasings.. making her to to leave lectures just to listen to his all non sense … she couldn't forget that glint of naughtiness that was always there in his eyes … that shy smile that usually came to his lips.. listening to her scolding… her anger filled eyes… his chasing ..and her never letting him win… and at last his winning and saying in utmost pride and honour…….. YOU KNOW YASH SINDHIYA NEVER LOOSES SWWETHEART….

A shy smile crept on her supple lips.. but the next moment a painful sob erupted from her throat when a memory that was haunted came across…..

" comeon darling yash did all this for me… after all we had a bet on you..and look at him he won..after all yash sindhiya never looses…"

Aarti: I hate you yash…..

kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai
kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar

FLASHBACK

Yash was left devasted , crushed with his own love…. He didn't know what was his feeling why did she lfet him in his own guilt.. they were no children to let it know as a teenage crush… he loved her and she reciprocated his feelings…

The following week both of them ignored each other .. both pretended to be happy with each other but only the other one heart knows that MY HEART IS YEARNING FOR ITS PEACE FOR ITS SOUL TO CAPTURE I T AGAIN….

Aarti tried hard to ignore yash..and his indifference towards her somewhere proved her that she was mere another girl for the rich yash sindhiya….

HERE IN RESTRAURENT…

Aarti drifted to her life that she was just passing with his betrayal…..

koi na sune sisakti aahon ko
koi na dhare tadapti baahon ko
aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein
tooti footi sab farmaaishein

everything was gone ..she was gone… he couldn't see anything .. his life was messed and devasted… he had stared to feel lonely and aloof..these feelings and emotion s were no less any emotinal dark pit where he was being buried by his own love….

Everything was farce….

Yash the following week saw aarti in a cheerful mood talking nicely with one of the classmates.. he was having his hand on her waist and she was not having objection… she was free and casual.. but he remembered the was she was always concious being him around..but now no hesitation….

He left from there without any thing any word….

"YOUR LOVE NEVER SEEKS PERMISSION BEFORE ENTERING YOUR LIFE GIVING YOU A PEACEFUL BLISS…..

BUT WHEN THE ILLUSION BREAKES IT MAKES OUR HATE YOURSELF MORE THAN WHAT YOU HAVE EXPECTED…"

kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai
kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar
ho..O..O.. pyaar hai ya saja, aye mere dil bata
tootha kyon nahi dard ka silsila
ho o o o ho o o o..
na poocho dard bandon se
hasi kaisi khushi kaisi
musibat sar pe rehati hain
kabhi kaisi kabhi kaisi
ho o o o... rabba, rabba... ho o o..
rabba ho o o, ho o ho rabba

everything was a deep illusin …a dark misunderstanding.. both were on the same boat just in two opposite corners… a feeling that never wabted them to leave was now playing with their lives making them hate the owner of that precious emotion…

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