Eyes that spoke volumes, I cant see them so dead and emotionless. The way Yash was sitting outside, at the doorstep, was so heart rendering, cant even write what I felt. There was no emotion in his eyes, only one emotion, blankness. he was so blank when everyone was talking to him. My heart just went out for him then. Still cant take that look out of my mind. He just made me feel helpless with his helplessness. That moment was so disturbing, it just spoke of the inner war he is fighting, reason that we dont know and he doesnt want to tell. All the reasons just ended then and there for me and only thing that came to my mind was 'Please CVs dont do this to Yash. Not so much pain.' I can see him regretting for his behaviour, pleading forgiveness, or for that matter I can see him all angry and breaking things, at least there will be some emotions, but not like this, not like he is bearing the burden of this lifeless body. Not like his life has become a burden for him... As of now I just dont expect any such moment in PV again. Because Gurmeet portrayed it so perfectly that sometimes I forget that its just the character which is going through so much pain. Those lifeless expressions just killed me...
But today's episode cleared one thing that Yash is more hurt than being angry. Anger was superficial, a blanket to cover the actual hurt he is going through.
And Gurmeet... He is a gem yaar. If it was any other actor lying there, it would never have affected me, I have seen that look many times, but the way he portrayed it, it touched my heart and my heart almost stopped seeing him lying like that...
I used to laugh at people for getting so attached to TV characters, but now I cant do that. For, I now understand. Some people, some actors affects you so deeply that even after knowing that its just a character, you cant stop thinking about that character. And Gurmeet is the only person who could do this to me. Earlier being Maan and now being Yash...
Today's after watching the episode, I just cant take that look out of my mind. It was very impactful and equally painful.
And KUDOS to Gurmeet for portraying it so brilliantly. But, I DONT WANT TO SEE SUCH SCENES AGAIN...